I fantasize about killing myself all the time

[TheLightOfMyLife]

tbh if I don't get an actual gf by 30 I probably will kill myself
even if i get a gf i might kill myself
i want my body to be destroyed and bloodied and burned to a crisp

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

tbh if I don't get an actual gf by 30 I probably will kill myself
even if i get a gf i might kill myself
i want my body to be destroyed and bloodied and burned to a crisp

Why do you think you don't have a gf? What's the reason in your opinion?

 

[trench]

this is the realest thread ive ever seen

 

[incel-at-heart]

tbh if I don't get an actual gf by 30 I probably will kill myself
even if i get a gf i might kill myself
i want my body to be destroyed and bloodied and burned to a crisp

Have you tried geomaxxing?

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

Why do you think you don't have a gf? What's the reason in your opinion?

im a 26 year old ugly mulatto subhuman

 

[Bitterschön]

Real. I think about it daily at least once.

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

Have you tried geomaxxing?

nah
so many of my ex-e gfs have been australian though, idk what it is
3 at this point in the past 2 years

 

[Never Get Up]

Eat more plants to obtain a girlfriend.

 

[tess]

Anyone who khs before wageslave to afford deadly surgieries to ascend is a pussy

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

im a 26 year old ugly mulatto subhuman

How tall are you?

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

How tall are you?

5'11

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

5'11

That's not a bad height

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

Did you ever have a gf?

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

Did you ever have a gf?

only e gfs
never anything irl

 

[incel-at-heart]

nah
so many of my ex-e gfs have been australian though, idk what it is
3 at this point in the past 2 years

What do you mean? You had girlfriends but never met them?

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

only e gfs
never anything irl

Ever had sex?

 

[obscuredusk]

man me too, randomly i think about myself putting gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger shit getting weird

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

What do you mean? You had girlfriends but never met them?

i've only had internet girlfriends because i am a worthless loser yes

Ever had sex?

with hookers only

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

hookers only

Oh that's good, at least you're not a virgin

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

man me too, randomly i think about myself putting gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger shit getting weird

i used to sit at night with a loaded rifle in my mouth and would turn the safety off and hope that i would just impulsively do it

 

[incel-at-heart]

man me too, randomly i think about myself putting gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger shit getting weird

It's more glorious in your fantasy. In reality it's just messy and you're better off coping with something, be it escorts or porn.

 

[obscuredusk]

i used to sit at night with a loaded rifle in my mouth and would turn the safety off and hope that i would just impulsively do it

if we being foreal shit not worth it, better live till you can, after death there is nothing it’s making me depressed lowkey

 

[Alias!]

tbh if I don't get an actual gf by 30 I probably will kill myself
even if i get a gf i might kill myself
i want my body to be destroyed and bloodied and burned to a crisp

 

[whotthehell]

Chill bro, no need to hurry

 

[obscuredusk]

It's more glorious in your fantasy. In reality it's just messy and you're better off coping with something, be it escorts or porn.

i don’t think killing yourself is a good idea life is worth it if we being honest

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

if we being foreal shit not worth it, better live till you can, after death there is nothing it’s making me depressed lowkey

im not sure life is worth it either

 

[incel-at-heart]

i've only had internet girlfriends because i am a worthless loser yes

But girls liked you enough to consider you their boyfriend, right? 3 of them in the last 2 years, even?

Have you ever tried escalating your e-relationships further? How did they break apart?

 

[Jelexy]

im a 26 year old ugly mulatto subhuman

Bro i didn’t expect you to look like that wtf

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

Bro i didn’t expect you to look like that wtf

did i show you my face?

 

[rrm_ss2]

tbh if I don't get an actual gf by 30 I probably will kill myself
even if i get a gf i might kill myself
i want my body to be destroyed and bloodied and burned to a crisp

dont we'll miss you

repwhores
@eternalcoper
@BonesmashFinalBoss
@ThisCat

 

[obscuredusk]

im not sure life is worth it either

i get thoughts like that all the time but then i go out in the wild look at all beauty there is on the word. try to not overthink about stuff you don’t have control over. if you have control over some things and you want to change something in your life, do it. you won’t have a second chance

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

Don't do it m8, I've gotten used to seeing you around here, you'd miss if you weren't here

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

But girls liked you enough to consider you their boyfriend, right? 3 of them in the last 2 years, even?

Have you ever tried escalating your e-relationships further? How did they break apart?

I talked to one girl for about a year
i made her a blanket and we were going to meet irl
she was 18 though and figured her parents would not approve of the age gap and got busy with school, ended things

 

[Jelexy]

did i show you my face?

No just based on ur avi and comments here

 

[tess]

I honestly believe if any guy will do anything in his power to softmaxx and isnt a manlet he will be able to get at least an ugly gf , its very hard to be truly over if you are young and not manlet

 

[playxiing]

bh if I don't get an actual gf by 30

if didn't get a gf in your "prime years"
you won't get it by 30 tbh
life isn't a fairy tale

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

No just based on ur avi and comments here

oh lmfao
how did you imagine i looked

 

[yex]

5'11

5'11 and larping as a truecel.. dude stfu..

 

[playxiing]

Eat more plants to obtain a girlfriend.

he is eating too much carbs that's why.

 

[playxiing]

oh lmfao
how did you imagine i looked

you have a good taste based on your avi

 

[back/forward]

tbh if I don't get an actual gf by 30 I probably will kill myself
even if i get a gf i might kill myself
i want my body to be destroyed and bloodied and burned to a crisp

When you'll think about kys, try taking out a lot of loans and having surgeries. Or invest all your money in investments. Maybe it will work? Who knows? It's still worth a try.

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

if didn't get a gf in your "prime years"
you won't get it by 30 tbh
life isn't a fairy tale

yeah this is probably true
part of me wants to think that if i lose weight and actually put effort into my appearance maybe something could happen
but it's already too late and none of that shit really makes a difference in most people anyways

 

[tess]

tbh if I don't get an actual gf by 30 I probably will kill myself
even if i get a gf i might kill myself
i want my body to be destroyed and bloodied and burned to a crisp

Softmaxx if not already , find a high iq incel here or on tiktok pay him to tell you surgeries and realistic expectations and then just make money and get them

 

[playxiing]

When you'll think about kys, try taking out a lot of loans and having surgeries. Or invest all your money in investments. Maybe it will work? Who knows? It's still worth a try.

just to get a fat mtb

 

[tess]

yeah this is probably true
part of me wants to think that if i lose weight and actually put effort into my appearance maybe something could happen
but it's already too late and none of that shit really makes a difference in most people anyways

Bro is blackpilled and not even softmaxxed thats gotta be retarted

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

5'11 and larping as a truecel.. dude stfu..

manlets cant be truecel or smth?

 

[Jelexy]

oh lmfao
how did you imagine i looked

Prettyboy nerfed by some flaw researching here for it

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

just to get a fat mtb

if i cant get a white, thin/average weight MTB-HTB i'd rather be incel for life and blow my brains out in a gutter

 

[TheLightOfMyLife]

Prettyboy nerfed by some flaw researching here for it

nah i look like shit dude

 

[yex]

manlets cant be truecel or smth?

If you 5'11 there's no way in hell you're a real truecel you're just living as an incel because you have no social skills and you haven't left your home for the last few months
You'd have to be a ultra recessed mutations to be a truecel at 5'11