True Paragon
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Disclaimer: I am NOT inciting anyone to commit illegal acts of any kind. Do not act like me.
I'm getting old. My 27th birthday is in November, and 15 days before that will mark the two year anniversary of when I began searching for a girlfriend. And what do I have to show for it? Absolutely nothing. I've only dated four attractive women since then. Two of them rejected me, and the other two I rejected for legitimate reasons. One was an overt misandrist and staunch feminist, and the other lived eight hours away from me, shared virtually none of my interests, and had a poor command of English. I only have a body count of three, and all of them were unattractive. I have no car, no house, no job, and very little money. My nasolabial folds are becoming increasingly prominent, and by the time I marry I'll probably look wrinkly as fuck.
It's basically over at this point. Women ruined my life. I tried so hard to find a desirable partner, but it didn't matter. All the woman on my level (6.5/10) won't settle for anything less than a HTN. I've been rejected so many times that my self-esteem is basically non-existent. I feel like a pathetic failure, and women are to blame for that.
So to cope, I fantasize about exterminating women. I'm not actually going to murder anyone, but I have done shit that could have landed me in serious legal trouble. I fantasize about killing them around 100 times on a regular day, and when I'm in a bad mood it's even worse. Therapy has helped, and I'm going to start taking antidepressants soon, but I'm scared it won't make a difference and that I'll eventually end up in prison. That would be a horrific outcome for both me and my family, but as time goes on I'll have less and less to lose by going apeshit.
tl;dr; women rejected me for so long than I fantasize about killing them
I'm getting old. My 27th birthday is in November, and 15 days before that will mark the two year anniversary of when I began searching for a girlfriend. And what do I have to show for it? Absolutely nothing. I've only dated four attractive women since then. Two of them rejected me, and the other two I rejected for legitimate reasons. One was an overt misandrist and staunch feminist, and the other lived eight hours away from me, shared virtually none of my interests, and had a poor command of English. I only have a body count of three, and all of them were unattractive. I have no car, no house, no job, and very little money. My nasolabial folds are becoming increasingly prominent, and by the time I marry I'll probably look wrinkly as fuck.
It's basically over at this point. Women ruined my life. I tried so hard to find a desirable partner, but it didn't matter. All the woman on my level (6.5/10) won't settle for anything less than a HTN. I've been rejected so many times that my self-esteem is basically non-existent. I feel like a pathetic failure, and women are to blame for that.
So to cope, I fantasize about exterminating women. I'm not actually going to murder anyone, but I have done shit that could have landed me in serious legal trouble. I fantasize about killing them around 100 times on a regular day, and when I'm in a bad mood it's even worse. Therapy has helped, and I'm going to start taking antidepressants soon, but I'm scared it won't make a difference and that I'll eventually end up in prison. That would be a horrific outcome for both me and my family, but as time goes on I'll have less and less to lose by going apeshit.
tl;dr; women rejected me for so long than I fantasize about killing them
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