I Feel Like an Utter Failure [Vent]

[PseudoMaxxer]

I see everyone around me winning all the time, and I’m always the one losing.

I can’t even sleep well, my head hurts all day long and my eyes are permanently red.

I feel like I have no energy to do anything and my day passes before I even realize it’s over.

I don’t know how to escape this fucking sleep deprivation, I can’t manage to sleep earlier and waking up at the same hour everyday doesn’t work.

I feel dirty and like a loser, I have no fucking friends and spend my day in bed rotting here or on social media.

I speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro.

Legit feeling like roping on most days, I just keep thugging it out or coping with whatever seems available (goyslop, rotting, porn, etc)

Can’t take it anymore, everyday I just think about how easy it would be to end it all tbh.

It’s brutal to suicide but atleast after that it’ll all be over, no more stress, no more anxiety, pain, drama, nothing.

It’s just a couple of seconds/minutes of pain and then it’s over.

Idk bro, I’ve been feeling like utter shit for the past 2 weeks, I haven’t been able to do anything.

Fuck my life.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Noreplypill hitting harder than ever

 

[BLOODLETTER666]

realize you yourself are not responsible for your standing in society.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

realize you yourself are not responsible for your standing in society.

Then wtf should I do?

I feel like sgit everyday bro.

 

[gooner23]

tbh if you make 0 conscious efforts to be with the people around you, this is always how it will be espescially past the age of 20 its not a incel vs normie type of thing

 

[BLOODLETTER666]

Then wtf should I do?

I feel like sgit everyday bro.

there is nothing you can really do
thats the first thing you need to realize

 

[Jatt]

I see everyone around me winning all the time, and I’m always the one losing.

I can’t even sleep well, my head hurts all day long and my eyes are permanently red.

I feel like I have no energy to do anything and my day passes before I even realize it’s over.

I don’t know how to escape this fucking sleep deprivation, I can’t manage to sleep earlier and waking up at the same hour everyday doesn’t work.

I feel dirty and like a loser, I have no fucking friends and spend my day in bed rotting here or on social media.

I speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro.

Legit feeling like roping on most days, I just keep thugging it out or coping with whatever seems available (goyslop, rotting, porn, etc)

Can’t take it anymore, everyday I just think about how easy it would be to end it all tbh.

It’s brutal to suicide but atleast after that it’ll all be over, no more stress, no more anxiety, pain, drama, nothing.

It’s just a couple of seconds/minutes of pain and then it’s over.

Idk bro, I’ve been feeling like utter shit for the past 2 weeks, I haven’t been able to do anything.

Fuck my life.

I haven't seen your face yet

im the same as you no IRL friends

I just go uni gym then home

I wish I had friends

but im not as doomy as you

this is gonna sound cringe but genuinely hope on self improvement like hamza etc it might be cope but it can help you mental health etc

 

[superpsycho]

same

 

[superpsycho]

he

speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro

heavy on this

i hate my high inhib abused brain sometimes

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

tbh if you make 0 conscious efforts to be with the people around you, this is always how it will be espescially past the age of 20 its not a incel vs normie type of thing

Thats true bro but I literally have no way of making friends and all my old friends hate me.

Also its hard af to be this much of a mentalcel.

Like you don’t understand how fucking draining it is to wake up everyday thinking of killing yourself from how shit everything feels

I literally enjoy nothing, at all.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

there is nothing you can really do
thats the first thing you need to realize

And then what bro, cuz I realized this already but there’s nothing else after that.

I’ll get kicked out soon if I don’t get my shit together by my parents but they legit gave me ducking trauma and this abused brain and I can’t fucking do anything without thinking about killing mysekf

 

[BLOODLETTER666]

I’ll get kicked out soon if I don’t get my shit together by my parents but they legit gave me ducking trauma and this abused brain and I can’t fucking do anything without thinking about killing mysekf

i already got kicked out but i pulled my shit together and im still here, you just need to adapt to circumstances

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I haven't seen your face yet

im the same as you no IRL friends

I just go uni gym then home

I wish I had friends

but im not as doomy as you

this is gonna sound cringe but genuinely hope on self improvement like hamza etc it might be cope but it can help you mental health etc

Yeah bro I do self improvement.

The problem is that these days I get so fucking depressed I don’t feel like doing shit.

Like I would literally kill myself before doing anything.

You mog me bro, being in Uni, going to the gym…atleast you go outside to places with people.

I wake up, rot in my room all day long, drive to a parking lot, smoke and go home.

 

[Klasik616]

I see everyone around me winning all the time, and I’m always the one losing.

I can’t even sleep well, my head hurts all day long and my eyes are permanently red.

I feel like I have no energy to do anything and my day passes before I even realize it’s over.

I don’t know how to escape this fucking sleep deprivation, I can’t manage to sleep earlier and waking up at the same hour everyday doesn’t work.

I feel dirty and like a loser, I have no fucking friends and spend my day in bed rotting here or on social media.

I speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro.

Legit feeling like roping on most days, I just keep thugging it out or coping with whatever seems available (goyslop, rotting, porn, etc)

Can’t take it anymore, everyday I just think about how easy it would be to end it all tbh.

It’s brutal to suicide but atleast after that it’ll all be over, no more stress, no more anxiety, pain, drama, nothing.

It’s just a couple of seconds/minutes of pain and then it’s over.

Idk bro, I’ve been feeling like utter shit for the past 2 weeks, I haven’t been able to do anything.

Fuck my life.

I've managed to rot before for 4 months straight basically being useless

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I've managed to rot before for 4 months straight basically being useless

It’s been 2 weeks and I wanna kill myself.

How did you even manage to do that?

 

[Jatt]

Yeah bro I do self improvement.

The problem is that these days I get so fucking depressed I don’t feel like doing shit.

Like I would literally kill myself before doing anything.

You mog me bro, being in Uni, going to the gym…atleast you go outside to places with people.

I wake up, rot in my room all day long, drive to a parking lot, smoke and go home.

you just need a purpose a reason to wake up everyday and keep pushing no matter what

I would travel if I were u I dunno if you have money

explore other cultures way of lives

 

[EmperorVon]

Don’t worry you are a failure it’s not just a feeling

 

[gooner23]

Thats true bro but I literally have no way of making friends and all my old friends hate me.

Also its hard af to be this much of a mentalcel.

Like you don’t understand how fucking draining it is to wake up everyday thinking of killing yourself from how shit everything feels

I literally enjoy nothing, at all.

but gotta realize alot of people feel the same way, i tutored like at least a 100 students and they tell me random stories from time to time and its always the same method, they just force themselves to be social, covid obliterated culture and most social norms so just go up to people you'd think you have a lot in common they'd be more than grateful since its kinda rare these days

everybody these days thinks they have adhd/depression/autism, is there such a thing as a mentalcel if everybody is one? and im saying this as a person that hasn't left their house in like a solid minute ngl

 

[Copercel]

I see everyone around me winning all the time, and I’m always the one losing.

I can’t even sleep well, my head hurts all day long and my eyes are permanently red.

I feel like I have no energy to do anything and my day passes before I even realize it’s over.

I don’t know how to escape this fucking sleep deprivation, I can’t manage to sleep earlier and waking up at the same hour everyday doesn’t work.

I feel dirty and like a loser, I have no fucking friends and spend my day in bed rotting here or on social media.

I speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro.

Legit feeling like roping on most days, I just keep thugging it out or coping with whatever seems available (goyslop, rotting, porn, etc)

Can’t take it anymore, everyday I just think about how easy it would be to end it all tbh.

It’s brutal to suicide but atleast after that it’ll all be over, no more stress, no more anxiety, pain, drama, nothing.

It’s just a couple of seconds/minutes of pain and then it’s over.

Idk bro, I’ve been feeling like utter shit for the past 2 weeks, I haven’t been able to do anything.

Fuck my life.

If you wanna win, kill those who are doing better than you.

 

[Klasik616]

It’s been 2 weeks and I wanna kill myself.

How did you even manage to do that?

I did nothing all day every day, I'm a low social energy person who's probably depressed and I don't take life seriously, I only live.

 

[Klasik616]

but gotta realize alot of people feel the same way, i tutored like at least a 100 students and they tell me random stories from time to time and its always the same method, they just force themselves to be social, covid obliterated culture and most social norms so just go up to people you'd think you have a lot in common they'd be more than grateful since its kinda rare these days

everybody these days thinks they have adhd/depression/autism, is there such a thing as a mentalcel if everybody is one? and im saying this as a person that hasn't left their house in like a solid minute ngl

You're a psychologist or what

 

[gooner23]

You're a psychologist or what

naw i mean it aint even gotta be my anecdotes they just be telling me stories and its always the same stuff, just look at .org you got a bunch of teenagers posting the same exact depressoin thread but aren't aware of other people posting the EXACT stuff

 

[uksucks]

At least you met up with friends or fake friends recently

I have 0 social opportunity like that

Other than a single close friend to talk about non NT stuff, there's no socialising for me

 

[hax]

experience so similar to mine i came back to this thread.

i stay up till 4 watching yt and eating so i don't end up questioning my life

then i wake up at 15h, eat then play video games until i end up smashing everything and losing it

i then walk outstide but i live nowhere and it's hot so i come back, cry, and stay up again

 

[Deleted member 161065]

Think. There are other ways to make life more enjoyable. Don't succumb to made up rules..

 

[Sektor]

I see everyone around me winning all the time, and I’m always the one losing.

I can’t even sleep well, my head hurts all day long and my eyes are permanently red.

I feel like I have no energy to do anything and my day passes before I even realize it’s over.

I don’t know how to escape this fucking sleep deprivation, I can’t manage to sleep earlier and waking up at the same hour everyday doesn’t work.

I feel dirty and like a loser, I have no fucking friends and spend my day in bed rotting here or on social media.

I speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro.

Legit feeling like roping on most days, I just keep thugging it out or coping with whatever seems available (goyslop, rotting, porn, etc)

Can’t take it anymore, everyday I just think about how easy it would be to end it all tbh.

It’s brutal to suicide but atleast after that it’ll all be over, no more stress, no more anxiety, pain, drama, nothing.

It’s just a couple of seconds/minutes of pain and then it’s over.

Idk bro, I’ve been feeling like utter shit for the past 2 weeks, I haven’t been able to do anything.

Fuck my life.

Cuck worshipper getting BBC

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

I just do what I want. I have no regard for anyone. As they would have for others.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

experience so similar to mine i came back to this thread.

i stay up till 4 watching yt and eating so i don't end up questioning my life

then i wake up at 15h, eat then play video games until i end up smashing everything and losing it

i then walk outstide but i live nowhere and it's hot so i come back, cry, and stay up again

I know how brutal that shit is bro…

Think. There are other ways to make life more enjoyable. Don't succumb to made up rules..

I genuinely don’t enjoy anything.

 

[Vincent Freeman]

do you post something else than complain?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

do you post something else than complain?

Nigga, this is the first post I made venting after literally 1 years.

 

[Deleted member 42399]

U can't take life too serious. That's how i try to cope

 

[racemixedsub5]

I see everyone around me winning all the time, and I’m always the one losing.

I can’t even sleep well, my head hurts all day long and my eyes are permanently red.

I feel like I have no energy to do anything and my day passes before I even realize it’s over.

I don’t know how to escape this fucking sleep deprivation, I can’t manage to sleep earlier and waking up at the same hour everyday doesn’t work.

I feel dirty and like a loser, I have no fucking friends and spend my day in bed rotting here or on social media.

I speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro.

Legit feeling like roping on most days, I just keep thugging it out or coping with whatever seems available (goyslop, rotting, porn, etc)

Can’t take it anymore, everyday I just think about how easy it would be to end it all tbh.

It’s brutal to suicide but atleast after that it’ll all be over, no more stress, no more anxiety, pain, drama, nothing.

It’s just a couple of seconds/minutes of pain and then it’s over.

Idk bro, I’ve been feeling like utter shit for the past 2 weeks, I haven’t been able to do anything.

Fuck my life.

I'm sorry bro

Atleast u can recognize that u have a problem which is better than alot of ppl
Js don't rope vro ur better than a stat trust

 

[Lil Creamy]

I can’t sleep for hours until it’s already 5 or 6 and bright out woke up at 3 today, feels awful. Do not rope though brocel

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I see everyone around me winning all the time, and I’m always the one losing.

I can’t even sleep well, my head hurts all day long and my eyes are permanently red.

I feel like I have no energy to do anything and my day passes before I even realize it’s over.

I don’t know how to escape this fucking sleep deprivation, I can’t manage to sleep earlier and waking up at the same hour everyday doesn’t work.

I feel dirty and like a loser, I have no fucking friends and spend my day in bed rotting here or on social media.

I speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro.

Legit feeling like roping on most days, I just keep thugging it out or coping with whatever seems available (goyslop, rotting, porn, etc)

Can’t take it anymore, everyday I just think about how easy it would be to end it all tbh.

It’s brutal to suicide but atleast after that it’ll all be over, no more stress, no more anxiety, pain, drama, nothing.

It’s just a couple of seconds/minutes of pain and then it’s over.

Idk bro, I’ve been feeling like utter shit for the past 2 weeks, I haven’t been able to do anything.

Fuck my life.

Brutal,

I feel blessed at times as loneliness genuinely doesn't consume me ever

I feel like talking to people sometimes, I'll ask @RXnd To play ow just to pass the time

I used to dm you and it was really nice to have a person I can converse with daily

When we stopped talking it was very upsetting

But I quickly become stable once again

Maybe I've just said I'm immune to loneliness so many times it's become true

Or maybe my real OG homeboy being dead has made me subconsciously believe I will always be lonely, and thus it is my baseline

Idk... it is very unusual

 

[Boomy]

Thats true bro but I literally have no way of making friends and all my old friends hate me.

Also its hard af to be this much of a mentalcel.

Like you don’t understand how fucking draining it is to wake up everyday thinking of killing yourself from how shit everything feels

I literally enjoy nothing, at all.

I love you pseudo

 

[RXnd]

Brutal,

I feel blessed at times as loneliness genuinely doesn't consume me ever

I feel like talking to people sometimes, I'll ask @RXnd To play ow just to pass the time

I used to dm you and it was really nice to have a person I can converse with daily

When we stopped talking it was very upsetting

But I quickly become stable once again

Maybe I've just said I'm immune to loneliness so many times it's become true

Or maybe my real OG homeboy being dead has made me subconsciously believe I will always be lonely, and thus it is my baseline

Idk... it is very unusual

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Me after my recent shit fr

 

[Lookologist003]

Hey, welcome to the club. You are not alone, but you are alone.

 

[LuhManiac]

inject test

 

[Jager]

I see everyone around me winning all the time, and I’m always the one losing.

I can’t even sleep well, my head hurts all day long and my eyes are permanently red.

I feel like I have no energy to do anything and my day passes before I even realize it’s over.

I don’t know how to escape this fucking sleep deprivation, I can’t manage to sleep earlier and waking up at the same hour everyday doesn’t work.

I feel dirty and like a loser, I have no fucking friends and spend my day in bed rotting here or on social media.

I speak to no one irl and it’s fucking brutal bro.

Legit feeling like roping on most days, I just keep thugging it out or coping with whatever seems available (goyslop, rotting, porn, etc)

Can’t take it anymore, everyday I just think about how easy it would be to end it all tbh.

It’s brutal to suicide but atleast after that it’ll all be over, no more stress, no more anxiety, pain, drama, nothing.

It’s just a couple of seconds/minutes of pain and then it’s over.

Idk bro, I’ve been feeling like utter shit for the past 2 weeks, I haven’t been able to do anything.

Fuck my life.

same shit here bro all i do is wake up shower play video games rot on this forum and eat goyslop then i sleep i remember when i used to eat no goyslop and just good shit and schools were open so i went to school to socialize and nigga i was popular playing with kids girls hitting on me and shit but since its summer holidays all i can do is rot and its making me feel like utter shit while other kids in my school are enjoying their summer holidays hanging out even while being extremely worse looking than me the nt pill is truly deadly and leaves none standing