I feel like killing myself, help me

[PsychoDsk]

it's been a month now since I was 100% sober

I still remember the times where every1 was depressed, when it was cool to be that edgy depressed cuck.
now for some reason everyone is moving on, getting a job, focussing on school and I'm still stuck doing random shit to forget the mindfuck that is my life.

I fucking hate my family for giving me mental ilnesses
retards
could've atleast given me a 8x7 cock but no, bipolar and aspd disorders come spit on ma shlong.
fucking bullshit cuck retard genes
I feel like killing myself everyday and the only time I'd forget this bullshit is when I would get wasted or high as shit but now that doesn't even work

how do you fix this void bro
cuck world
what is the point in living even, why's everyone okay with working their souls away.

even my ex girlfriend has her drivers license before me, cuck bitch
she's making my nutsack feel small

literally I've never had a normal brain jfl
I was thinking about times where I was genuinely happy in life and I couldn't remember any moments except the molly trips on that stupid green bench.
fuck even when I was 11 I was taking 2-cb when I had to go tell my coach I wanted to quit football.

I swear
I might be doomed tbh
some ppl are destined for greatness and happiness and then you have other ppl. who're meant for nothing, totally useless in this pit of existence.
maybe I am that person, stuck in a constant loop of peace and chaos.

Everyday I think I've found a way to cope, to finally find MY greatness but with every blunt I smoke the more it becomes blurry.
existence is futile.
We won't be here for long.

I need to re evaluate my morals. Maybe everyone is doing worse than me, maybe they're the ones losing their minds. working 24/7 thinking they found the way to life, maybe they're nothing but mindless rats.
Maybe I'm the smart one here, choosing to stand against this thing called society and life. Standing firm in the fight against meaninglessness and chaos.
I should finish writing my biography, MY philosophical view on life. The way life is SUPPOSED to be lived if human nature and society didn't exist.

What if I'm right and people will realise it after I die. What if I can inspire people to find happiness within themselves instead of external bs like a job, money and stupid whores.

I am right
I know it

I don't need a fucking job, I don't need money. I need myself
wtf was I talking about, cuck
crying cuz muh you ain't got a job and you're unable to drive a car.
mf you can literally slay bitches and take drugs 24/7, what more do you want nigga.
driving a car muahahahahha
my ass yeah

you're right
good and evil doesn't exist.
God and consciousness died a long time ago.
Now it's up to me to define my life. To find happiness in simply existing, even if it is pointless and useless in the grand scheme of things.
You can do it retard

lol
I wanna fight some1
I wanna feel alive but I already do jfl
I'm alive
that's crazy

my heart beats, I'm lucky.
life might not be that bad after all. I have myself, my zygos and my persistence. I am a dead man standing and I AM NOT FUCKING FALLING.

MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN. I AM MYSELF
AND IF THAT'S NOT A GIFT, IDK WHAT IS.
I CAN DO ANYTHING I FUCKING WANT LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

SMOKE? HAHAHAHA DO IT
DRINK ????????? YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
FUCK ???? HEHEHEHEHEHEH GET IT UP BOYOOOOOO
JUMP IN A PUDDLE????? SEXY WET FEET
STAND IN THE RAIN AND GET SOAKED??? WHY TF NOT
LISTEN TO EVERY SONG I EVER HEARD????????????????????????????????????????? DAYM HELL YEA

Life is good
it really is
or isn't
one of the two

I can't decide just yet
sometimes life's about just living, not about the feelings. not about happiness or sadness, just simply the experience of life.
I am a living, breathing thing and I am proud.

I'm out
thanks

 

[Vermilioncore]

Shut up before I fuck your little sisters small throat

 

[sickdawgie]

tell ur parents

 

[glizzygnasher68]

did read

 

[PsychoDsk]

Shut up before I fuck your little sisters small throat

you're alive bro
crazy
why tf you walking on the same planet as me you cuck bitch
I'll fuck your entire generation and ancestors you cunt cuck lil donkey

haha donkey

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

good genetic having normoloid ramblings dnrd

 

[einzigartig]

it's been a month now since I was 100% sober

I still remember the times where every1 was depressed, when it was cool to be that edgy depressed cuck.
now for some reason everyone is moving on, getting a job, focussing on school and I'm still stuck doing random shit to forget the mindfuck that is my life.

I fucking hate my family for giving me mental ilnesses
retards
could've atleast given me a 8x7 cock but no, bipolar and aspd disorders come spit on ma shlong.
fucking bullshit cuck retard genes
I feel like killing myself everyday and the only time I'd forget this bullshit is when I would get wasted or high as shit but now that doesn't even work

how do you fix this void bro
cuck world
what is the point in living even, why's everyone okay with working their souls away.

even my ex girlfriend has her drivers license before me, cuck bitch
she's making my nutsack feel small

literally I've never had a normal brain jfl
I was thinking about times where I was genuinely happy in life and I couldn't remember any moments except the molly trips on that stupid green bench.
fuck even when I was 11 I was taking 2-cb when I had to go tell my coach I wanted to quit football.

I swear
I might be doomed tbh
some ppl are destined for greatness and happiness and then you have other ppl. who're meant for nothing, totally useless in this pit of existence.
maybe I am that person, stuck in a constant loop of peace and chaos.

Everyday I think I've found a way to cope, to finally find MY greatness but with every blunt I smoke the more it becomes blurry.
existence is futile.
We won't be here for long.

I need to re evaluate my morals. Maybe everyone is doing worse than me, maybe they're the ones losing their minds. working 24/7 thinking they found the way to life, maybe they're nothing but mindless rats.
Maybe I'm the smart one here, choosing to stand against this thing called society and life. Standing firm in the fight against meaninglessness and chaos.
I should finish writing my biography, MY philosophical view on life. The way life is SUPPOSED to be lived if human nature and society didn't exist.

What if I'm right and people will realise it after I die. What if I can inspire people to find happiness within themselves instead of external bs like a job, money and stupid whores.

I am right
I know it

I don't need a fucking job, I don't need money. I need myself
wtf was I talking about, cuck
crying cuz muh you ain't got a job and you're unable to drive a car.
mf you can literally slay bitches and take drugs 24/7, what more do you want nigga.
driving a car muahahahahha
my ass yeah

you're right
good and evil doesn't exist.
God and consciousness died a long time ago.
Now it's up to me to define my life. To find happiness in simply existing, even if it is pointless and useless in the grand scheme of things.
You can do it retard

lol
I wanna fight some1
I wanna feel alive but I already do jfl
I'm alive
that's crazy

my heart beats, I'm lucky.
life might not be that bad after all. I have myself, my zygos and my persistence. I am a dead man standing and I AM NOT FUCKING FALLING.

MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN. I AM MYSELF
AND IF THAT'S NOT A GIFT, IDK WHAT IS.
I CAN DO ANYTHING I FUCKING WANT LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

SMOKE? HAHAHAHA DO IT
DRINK ????????? YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
FUCK ???? HEHEHEHEHEHEH GET IT UP BOYOOOOOO
JUMP IN A PUDDLE????? SEXY WET FEET
STAND IN THE RAIN AND GET SOAKED??? WHY TF NOT
LISTEN TO EVERY SONG I EVER HEARD????????????????????????????????????????? DAYM HELL YEA

Life is good
it really is
or isn't
one of the two

I can't decide just yet
sometimes life's about just living, not about the feelings. not about happiness or sadness, just simply the experience of life.
I am a living, breathing thing and I am proud.

I'm out
thanks

a 8x7 dick would have killed u cause u couldn't even have sex with it dude

 

[einzigartig]

Shut up before I fuck your little sisters small throat

blud wants to be the only depressed one

 

[PsychoDsk]

tell ur parents

I have none
I'm a sigma wolf rawr

 

[sickdawgie]

I have none
I'm a sigma wolf rawr

I have ultimate suicide deterrent.... if you kill urself then so will I and u r too much of a caring man for humanity to let me die

 

[PsychoDsk]

good genetic having normoloid ramblings dnrd

my genetics are awesome yes

 

[PsychoDsk]

I have ultimate suicide deterrent.... if you kill urself then so will I and u r too much of a caring man for humanity to let me die

let's rule hell
die with me and the jews will suck our cocks

 

[PrinceofDarkness]

jesus i would refer to your post about ur parents but just focus on yourself.
You simply have to accept your baseline and if you want to ascend do it for yourself not some whore. That's how you will have peace

 

[PsychoDsk]

@MoggerGaston I ound it
depression isn't real JFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
man why tf would you eer feel sad
we're alive
that's a gift
life is a gift

we just have to live bro
give me a fucking nobel prize

 

[sickdawgie]

jesus i would refer to your post about ur parents but just focus on yourself.
You simply have to accept your baseline and if you want to ascend do it for yourself not some whore. That's how you will have peace

It is impossible to find peace from your own resolution u have to do something drastic

 

[PrinceofDarkness]

It is impossible to find peace from your own resolution u have to do something drastic

if its within your means than yes, or you can slowly works towards it without going insane and jumping on happy pills or some other bs

 

[TechnoBoss]

Didn't you get into this because you made a thread about drinking alcohol everyday as a looksmaxing technique?

I'm an alcoholic too but it's caused by past issues I've had. Your an alcoholic because of .org - I used to feel the way you're feeling too bro (at first when I wasn't drinking, but then I felt sad only when I WAS drinking) - You gotta stop drinking because after a while it just makes you lash out at the world, and makes you think of only the bad things that have happened to you. I discovered that after a while of drinking, you don't even get any pleasure from it. You will only get sadness, and you'll feel regret.

 

[PsychoDsk]

jesus i would refer to your post about ur parents but just focus on yourself.
You simply have to accept your baseline and if you want to ascend do it for yourself not some whore. That's how you will have peace

i am a tpeace
thankyou prince of darkness

 

[Deleted member 70955]

Don't leave your blackpill bros behind. We can't afford to lose another good user.

 

[PsychoDsk]

Didn't you get into this because you made a thread about drinking alcohol everyday as a looksmaxing technique?

I'm an alcoholic too but it's caused by past issues I've had. Your an alcoholic because of .org - I used to feel the way you're feeling too bro (at first when I wasn't drinking, but then I felt sad only when I WAS drinking) - You gotta stop drinking because after a while it just makes you lash out at the world, and makes you think of only the bad things that have happened to you. I discovered that after a while of drinking, you don't even get any pleasure from it. You will only get sadness, and you'll feel regret.

drinking yea
I used to be okay mentally and do drugs once a week but since I started that experiment I never felt alive as I do now
it's like everyday is a challenge and a new experience
I don't see any sides to drinking rn besides losing my mind 10 mins a day at night
I actually feel better during the day
I might just keep going for the lolz

 

[PsychoDsk]

Don't leave your blackpill bros behind. We can't afford to lose another good user.

I'm in shackles to this site bhai
I'm never leaving

 

[TechnoBoss]

drinking yea
I used to be okay mentally and do drugs once a week but since I started that experiment I never felt alive as I do now
it's like everyday is a challenge and a new experience
I don't see any sides to drinking rn besides losing my mind 10 mins a day at night
I actually feel better during the day
I might just keep going for the lolz

I highly highly recommend that you don't continue down this path of self sabotage. Once you realize you're too far gone and want to stop, you won't be able to. Don't you see a correlation to when you started to drink/do drugs, and when you started to feel helpless, and wanting to die?

Saying "I feel like killing myself" needs to be viewed for what it is. That is a major downside to doing drugs and drinking, trust me, I know.

 

[Tyler x Durden]

Very motivational, thank you

 

[PsychoDsk]

I highly highly recommend that you don't continue down this path of self sabotage. Once you realize you're too far gone and want to stop, you won't be able to. Don't you see a correlation to when you started to drink/do drugs, and when you started to feel helpless, and wanting to die?

Saying "I feel like killing myself" needs to be viewed for what it is. That is a major downside to doing drugs and drinking, trust me, I know.

yea I'm probably quitting tomorrow
today was awful

 

[Esteban1997]

Mirin

 

[SubhumanForever]

You shouldn't FEEL like killing yourself
You should be DOING it

 

[AscensionMan98]

it's been a month now since I was 100% sober

I still remember the times where every1 was depressed, when it was cool to be that edgy depressed cuck.
now for some reason everyone is moving on, getting a job, focussing on school and I'm still stuck doing random shit to forget the mindfuck that is my life.

I fucking hate my family for giving me mental ilnesses
retards
could've atleast given me a 8x7 cock but no, bipolar and aspd disorders come spit on ma shlong.
fucking bullshit cuck retard genes
I feel like killing myself everyday and the only time I'd forget this bullshit is when I would get wasted or high as shit but now that doesn't even work

how do you fix this void bro
cuck world
what is the point in living even, why's everyone okay with working their souls away.

even my ex girlfriend has her drivers license before me, cuck bitch
she's making my nutsack feel small

literally I've never had a normal brain jfl
I was thinking about times where I was genuinely happy in life and I couldn't remember any moments except the molly trips on that stupid green bench.
fuck even when I was 11 I was taking 2-cb when I had to go tell my coach I wanted to quit football.

I swear
I might be doomed tbh
some ppl are destined for greatness and happiness and then you have other ppl. who're meant for nothing, totally useless in this pit of existence.
maybe I am that person, stuck in a constant loop of peace and chaos.

Everyday I think I've found a way to cope, to finally find MY greatness but with every blunt I smoke the more it becomes blurry.
existence is futile.
We won't be here for long.

I need to re evaluate my morals. Maybe everyone is doing worse than me, maybe they're the ones losing their minds. working 24/7 thinking they found the way to life, maybe they're nothing but mindless rats.
Maybe I'm the smart one here, choosing to stand against this thing called society and life. Standing firm in the fight against meaninglessness and chaos.
I should finish writing my biography, MY philosophical view on life. The way life is SUPPOSED to be lived if human nature and society didn't exist.

What if I'm right and people will realise it after I die. What if I can inspire people to find happiness within themselves instead of external bs like a job, money and stupid whores.

I am right
I know it

I don't need a fucking job, I don't need money. I need myself
wtf was I talking about, cuck
crying cuz muh you ain't got a job and you're unable to drive a car.
mf you can literally slay bitches and take drugs 24/7, what more do you want nigga.
driving a car muahahahahha
my ass yeah

you're right
good and evil doesn't exist.
God and consciousness died a long time ago.
Now it's up to me to define my life. To find happiness in simply existing, even if it is pointless and useless in the grand scheme of things.
You can do it retard

lol
I wanna fight some1
I wanna feel alive but I already do jfl
I'm alive
that's crazy

my heart beats, I'm lucky.
life might not be that bad after all. I have myself, my zygos and my persistence. I am a dead man standing and I AM NOT FUCKING FALLING.

MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN. I AM MYSELF
AND IF THAT'S NOT A GIFT, IDK WHAT IS.
I CAN DO ANYTHING I FUCKING WANT LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

SMOKE? HAHAHAHA DO IT
DRINK ????????? YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
FUCK ???? HEHEHEHEHEHEH GET IT UP BOYOOOOOO
JUMP IN A PUDDLE????? SEXY WET FEET
STAND IN THE RAIN AND GET SOAKED??? WHY TF NOT
LISTEN TO EVERY SONG I EVER HEARD????????????????????????????????????????? DAYM HELL YEA

Life is good
it really is
or isn't
one of the two

I can't decide just yet
sometimes life's about just living, not about the feelings. not about happiness or sadness, just simply the experience of life.
I am a living, breathing thing and I am proud.

I'm out
thanks

If your wage slaving I would recommend you put in your notice, and leave the next day

You need to get a mental reset

If your not wage slaving, I would recommend to find some reasonble job. Maybe do part time . Being occupied will help you keep the black pill out

Best to not work more then 30-40 hours, but if your really wanting too save up for surgeries or geo max, your gonna have to work more but look at sales jobs

If your in america, car sales jobs can hire people who walk in but you should observe the dealership see if its busy, and see sales training videos, and really get a good feel for it otherwise an average dealership will not be busy. Their are other sales jobs you can do with more reasoble hours like account executive or account manager type roles. That willl also help develop your social skills

You can then use that money to help develop your passive income whether it be through drop shipping , a private online store, YouTube, own business

 

[WhoTookVendetta]

it's been a month now since I was 100% sober

I still remember the times where every1 was depressed, when it was cool to be that edgy depressed cuck.
now for some reason everyone is moving on, getting a job, focussing on school and I'm still stuck doing random shit to forget the mindfuck that is my life.

I fucking hate my family for giving me mental ilnesses
retards
could've atleast given me a 8x7 cock but no, bipolar and aspd disorders come spit on ma shlong.
fucking bullshit cuck retard genes
I feel like killing myself everyday and the only time I'd forget this bullshit is when I would get wasted or high as shit but now that doesn't even work

how do you fix this void bro
cuck world
what is the point in living even, why's everyone okay with working their souls away.

even my ex girlfriend has her drivers license before me, cuck bitch
she's making my nutsack feel small

literally I've never had a normal brain jfl
I was thinking about times where I was genuinely happy in life and I couldn't remember any moments except the molly trips on that stupid green bench.
fuck even when I was 11 I was taking 2-cb when I had to go tell my coach I wanted to quit football.

I swear
I might be doomed tbh
some ppl are destined for greatness and happiness and then you have other ppl. who're meant for nothing, totally useless in this pit of existence.
maybe I am that person, stuck in a constant loop of peace and chaos.

Everyday I think I've found a way to cope, to finally find MY greatness but with every blunt I smoke the more it becomes blurry.
existence is futile.
We won't be here for long.

I need to re evaluate my morals. Maybe everyone is doing worse than me, maybe they're the ones losing their minds. working 24/7 thinking they found the way to life, maybe they're nothing but mindless rats.
Maybe I'm the smart one here, choosing to stand against this thing called society and life. Standing firm in the fight against meaninglessness and chaos.
I should finish writing my biography, MY philosophical view on life. The way life is SUPPOSED to be lived if human nature and society didn't exist.

What if I'm right and people will realise it after I die. What if I can inspire people to find happiness within themselves instead of external bs like a job, money and stupid whores.

I am right
I know it

I don't need a fucking job, I don't need money. I need myself
wtf was I talking about, cuck
crying cuz muh you ain't got a job and you're unable to drive a car.
mf you can literally slay bitches and take drugs 24/7, what more do you want nigga.
driving a car muahahahahha
my ass yeah

you're right
good and evil doesn't exist.
God and consciousness died a long time ago.
Now it's up to me to define my life. To find happiness in simply existing, even if it is pointless and useless in the grand scheme of things.
You can do it retard

lol
I wanna fight some1
I wanna feel alive but I already do jfl
I'm alive
that's crazy

my heart beats, I'm lucky.
life might not be that bad after all. I have myself, my zygos and my persistence. I am a dead man standing and I AM NOT FUCKING FALLING.

MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN. I AM MYSELF
AND IF THAT'S NOT A GIFT, IDK WHAT IS.
I CAN DO ANYTHING I FUCKING WANT LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

SMOKE? HAHAHAHA DO IT
DRINK ????????? YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
FUCK ???? HEHEHEHEHEHEH GET IT UP BOYOOOOOO
JUMP IN A PUDDLE????? SEXY WET FEET
STAND IN THE RAIN AND GET SOAKED??? WHY TF NOT
LISTEN TO EVERY SONG I EVER HEARD????????????????????????????????????????? DAYM HELL YEA

Life is good
it really is
or isn't
one of the two

I can't decide just yet
sometimes life's about just living, not about the feelings. not about happiness or sadness, just simply the experience of life.
I am a living, breathing thing and I am proud.

I'm out
thanks

@MoggerGaston

SCHIZO CHALLENGER APPROUCHIG!!

 

[PsychoDsk]

Wtf was my problem last night jfl

 

[Fartmaxxing]

Wtf was my problem last night jfl

hope ur doing better, genuinlly

 

[future slavic chad]

not a nano meter

 

[Ultimate Subhuman™]

Get one of these big comfy chairs and watch a few movies daily or shows.
I recently sat and replayed a pretty long Visual Novel

Im a pretty happy guy

 

[asdvek]

a 8x7 dick would have killed u cause u couldn't even have sex with it dude

Cope bitch
Latina bimbo 8x7 minumum

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

@MoggerGaston I ound it
depression isn't real JFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
man why tf would you eer feel sad
we're alive
that's a gift
life is a gift

we just have to live bro
give me a fucking nobel prize

amazing way to feel tbh. Thats why suicide is such an unnatural thing, because everything on this planet wants to live. To go against our biological imperative is jarring and the things behind the suicide is so unbelievably hopelss that the mind and body both think that it is useless to live on.

 

[PsychoDsk]

w

hope ur doing better, genuinlly

orse

 

[Entschuldigung]

You need a boyfriend

 

[WeiWei]

If you kill yourself, please livestream it for us.

 

[SujitTheMogger]

Im a LTN and I feel you bro

 

[i_love_roosters]

Find Jesus, brother

 

[copamine]

Hey, at least he’s got his zygos

 

[copamine]

Did you hop off the cigs m8?

 

[VLX]

it's been a month now since I was 100% sober

I still remember the times where every1 was depressed, when it was cool to be that edgy depressed cuck.
now for some reason everyone is moving on, getting a job, focussing on school and I'm still stuck doing random shit to forget the mindfuck that is my life.

I fucking hate my family for giving me mental ilnesses
retards
could've atleast given me a 8x7 cock but no, bipolar and aspd disorders come spit on ma shlong.
fucking bullshit cuck retard genes
I feel like killing myself everyday and the only time I'd forget this bullshit is when I would get wasted or high as shit but now that doesn't even work

how do you fix this void bro
cuck world
what is the point in living even, why's everyone okay with working their souls away.

even my ex girlfriend has her drivers license before me, cuck bitch
she's making my nutsack feel small

literally I've never had a normal brain jfl
I was thinking about times where I was genuinely happy in life and I couldn't remember any moments except the molly trips on that stupid green bench.
fuck even when I was 11 I was taking 2-cb when I had to go tell my coach I wanted to quit football.

I swear
I might be doomed tbh
some ppl are destined for greatness and happiness and then you have other ppl. who're meant for nothing, totally useless in this pit of existence.
maybe I am that person, stuck in a constant loop of peace and chaos.

Everyday I think I've found a way to cope, to finally find MY greatness but with every blunt I smoke the more it becomes blurry.
existence is futile.
We won't be here for long.

I need to re evaluate my morals. Maybe everyone is doing worse than me, maybe they're the ones losing their minds. working 24/7 thinking they found the way to life, maybe they're nothing but mindless rats.
Maybe I'm the smart one here, choosing to stand against this thing called society and life. Standing firm in the fight against meaninglessness and chaos.
I should finish writing my biography, MY philosophical view on life. The way life is SUPPOSED to be lived if human nature and society didn't exist.

What if I'm right and people will realise it after I die. What if I can inspire people to find happiness within themselves instead of external bs like a job, money and stupid whores.

I am right
I know it

I don't need a fucking job, I don't need money. I need myself
wtf was I talking about, cuck
crying cuz muh you ain't got a job and you're unable to drive a car.
mf you can literally slay bitches and take drugs 24/7, what more do you want nigga.
driving a car muahahahahha
my ass yeah

you're right
good and evil doesn't exist.
God and consciousness died a long time ago.
Now it's up to me to define my life. To find happiness in simply existing, even if it is pointless and useless in the grand scheme of things.
You can do it retard

lol
I wanna fight some1
I wanna feel alive but I already do jfl
I'm alive
that's crazy

my heart beats, I'm lucky.
life might not be that bad after all. I have myself, my zygos and my persistence. I am a dead man standing and I AM NOT FUCKING FALLING.

MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN. I AM MYSELF
AND IF THAT'S NOT A GIFT, IDK WHAT IS.
I CAN DO ANYTHING I FUCKING WANT LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

SMOKE? HAHAHAHA DO IT
DRINK ????????? YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
FUCK ???? HEHEHEHEHEHEH GET IT UP BOYOOOOOO
JUMP IN A PUDDLE????? SEXY WET FEET
STAND IN THE RAIN AND GET SOAKED??? WHY TF NOT
LISTEN TO EVERY SONG I EVER HEARD????????????????????????????????????????? DAYM HELL YEA

Life is good
it really is
or isn't
one of the two

I can't decide just yet
sometimes life's about just living, not about the feelings. not about happiness or sadness, just simply the experience of life.
I am a living, breathing thing and I am proud.

I'm out
thanks

i hope you start to feel better and find your truth. gl w everything

 

[PsychoDsk]

Did you hop off the cigs m8?

Why would I?

 

[copamine]

Why would I?

You said you’ve been sober sooo…

Bro I know you and I shoot the shit and all but seriously if you feeling like this maybe it’s time to just be full blown normie status and forget about the forum

You’ll be aight, I’m sorta in the same boat as you

 

[PsychoDsk]

You said you’ve been sober sooo…

Bro I know you and I shoot the shit and all but seriously if you feeling like this maybe it’s time to just be full blown normie status and forget about the forum

You’ll be aight, I’m sorta in the same boat as you

I'm actually beyond help now
Ij ust popped molly and I've been drinking and i actually have nevver felt this in my life
i hate it so much bro it genuienely might be over for me man
hope you're doing alright tho

 

[einzigartig]

not cope 7 in girth is nuts

Cope bitch
Latina bimbo 8x7 minumum

 

[Mkhzee]

Don't care dnrd kys sexhaver

 

[King Solomon]

Cope bitch
Latina bimbo 8x7 minumum

The magic number used to be a pathetic 8x6. Now days it's 10x7.

There's a clip on here of a girl taking dragon Monster dildos like 14x10. IDK if she's naturally built that way or if she had kids and ripped that crap open.

Latina bimbos are the best. They always put out immediately with no effort at all.

 

[King Solomon]

it's been a month now since I was 100% sober

I still remember the times where every1 was depressed, when it was cool to be that edgy depressed cuck.
now for some reason everyone is moving on, getting a job, focussing on school and I'm still stuck doing random shit to forget the mindfuck that is my life.

I fucking hate my family for giving me mental ilnesses
retards
could've atleast given me a 8x7 cock but no, bipolar and aspd disorders come spit on ma shlong.
fucking bullshit cuck retard genes
I feel like killing myself everyday and the only time I'd forget this bullshit is when I would get wasted or high as shit but now that doesn't even work

how do you fix this void bro
cuck world
what is the point in living even, why's everyone okay with working their souls away.

even my ex girlfriend has her drivers license before me, cuck bitch
she's making my nutsack feel small

literally I've never had a normal brain jfl
I was thinking about times where I was genuinely happy in life and I couldn't remember any moments except the molly trips on that stupid green bench.
fuck even when I was 11 I was taking 2-cb when I had to go tell my coach I wanted to quit football.

I swear
I might be doomed tbh
some ppl are destined for greatness and happiness and then you have other ppl. who're meant for nothing, totally useless in this pit of existence.
maybe I am that person, stuck in a constant loop of peace and chaos.

Everyday I think I've found a way to cope, to finally find MY greatness but with every blunt I smoke the more it becomes blurry.
existence is futile.
We won't be here for long.

I need to re evaluate my morals. Maybe everyone is doing worse than me, maybe they're the ones losing their minds. working 24/7 thinking they found the way to life, maybe they're nothing but mindless rats.
Maybe I'm the smart one here, choosing to stand against this thing called society and life. Standing firm in the fight against meaninglessness and chaos.
I should finish writing my biography, MY philosophical view on life. The way life is SUPPOSED to be lived if human nature and society didn't exist.

What if I'm right and people will realise it after I die. What if I can inspire people to find happiness within themselves instead of external bs like a job, money and stupid whores.

I am right
I know it

I don't need a fucking job, I don't need money. I need myself
wtf was I talking about, cuck
crying cuz muh you ain't got a job and you're unable to drive a car.
mf you can literally slay bitches and take drugs 24/7, what more do you want nigga.
driving a car muahahahahha
my ass yeah

you're right
good and evil doesn't exist.
God and consciousness died a long time ago.
Now it's up to me to define my life. To find happiness in simply existing, even if it is pointless and useless in the grand scheme of things.
You can do it retard

lol
I wanna fight some1
I wanna feel alive but I already do jfl
I'm alive
that's crazy

my heart beats, I'm lucky.
life might not be that bad after all. I have myself, my zygos and my persistence. I am a dead man standing and I AM NOT FUCKING FALLING.

MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN. I AM MYSELF
AND IF THAT'S NOT A GIFT, IDK WHAT IS.
I CAN DO ANYTHING I FUCKING WANT LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

SMOKE? HAHAHAHA DO IT
DRINK ????????? YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
FUCK ???? HEHEHEHEHEHEH GET IT UP BOYOOOOOO
JUMP IN A PUDDLE????? SEXY WET FEET
STAND IN THE RAIN AND GET SOAKED??? WHY TF NOT
LISTEN TO EVERY SONG I EVER HEARD????????????????????????????????????????? DAYM HELL YEA

Life is good
it really is
or isn't
one of the two

I can't decide just yet
sometimes life's about just living, not about the feelings. not about happiness or sadness, just simply the experience of life.
I am a living, breathing thing and I am proud.

I'm out
thanks

1.) Throw away all drugs, alcohol, cigs, processed foods.
A.) Consume whole foods high in alkaline raw foods mainly fresh local in season fruits, honey, wild caught salmon, Sqeet potatoes, and squash. Try to not consume too much meat, seeds, nuts, grains and legumes. Healthy body, healthy mind, healthy thoughts, less pain less so called depression.
2.) Acquire as much money as possible in as quick as you possibly can. I used credit card renting and Crypto but that qas almost a decade ago qhen I started so the game has probably drastically changed. Being a qage slave is too sloq unless you're a CEO of a major company.
3.) Change your political status This fees you from the Corperation and you're no longer a debt/tax slave
4.) Purchase land (land patent) get off grid and eventually become 100% self sufficient (You own your land ,no property taxes or eminent domain, no electric, water, sewage, trash, or any other bills. They can't take these away from you to force you to do what they qant. No more need for Edomite fiat ponzi scheme currency that makes you a wage slave/debt slave.
5.) Seek Jesus Christ the Massiah (read scriptures, Shroud of Turin, Near death experiences interviews on YouTube, prayer and fasting
A.) Pray in private (your room is fine, in nature is better, on a mountain while fasting is the best.
B.) Love Jesus with all your heart and soul.
C.) Abide by the commandments
-If you do this the what you seek ye shall find, if you knock a door shall open, what you ask for ye shall receive (in accordance with the will of GOD).
D.) remember to end the prayer in Jesus' name.
-Seek redemption, salvation and do good works.

6.) Reprogram your thoughts and speech to where you're noticing any self destructive thoughts and immediately changing them on the spot either in your mind or out lout and continue this pattern daily until eventually your mind has been completely reprogrammed to where you're using this language naturally like breathing.
A.) Think and feel before you speak and feel it in every cell in your body
B.) Experience the trajectory of your conversation and see if your language can take you there.
C.) Pure speech resides in your heart and let your heart speak for you like heartcare.
D.) Use declarative statements and start with I Am, I chose, I have, I create, I love, I enjoy etc
E.) Be specific (who, what, where, when, how frequent, here, now, personally, etc)
F.) See the end from the beginning


7.) Cut off all negative destructive people, TV, websites, games, or anything else from your life immediately.

8.) Find a purpose that drives you (other than God, freedom and family) perhaps helping others receive salvation or healing the sick may be your thing. Once you've achieved freedom, Salvation, and your own family then the last step is your purpose in this physical reality for your short term existence.

9.) Don't take the mark of the Beast or pledge your allegiance to the anti Christ (CV vax, Donald J Trumpy Bear).
10.) you may need to stay off here for several months while you plan things, clear your mind, build your wealth, etc. Most advice on here isn't great outside of a select few deep dives and some topics. Most people are not going to take your suffering seriously and will probably just say kill yourself for our enjoyment or other things like COPE, DNR, or some degenerate stuff.

This is the best I can think of off the top of my head. Good luck and don't rope or drop the soap.

 

[doriblackpiller]

it's been a month now since I was 100% sober

I still remember the times where every1 was depressed, when it was cool to be that edgy depressed cuck.
now for some reason everyone is moving on, getting a job, focussing on school and I'm still stuck doing random shit to forget the mindfuck that is my life.

I fucking hate my family for giving me mental ilnesses
retards
could've atleast given me a 8x7 cock but no, bipolar and aspd disorders come spit on ma shlong.
fucking bullshit cuck retard genes
I feel like killing myself everyday and the only time I'd forget this bullshit is when I would get wasted or high as shit but now that doesn't even work

how do you fix this void bro
cuck world
what is the point in living even, why's everyone okay with working their souls away.

even my ex girlfriend has her drivers license before me, cuck bitch
she's making my nutsack feel small

literally I've never had a normal brain jfl
I was thinking about times where I was genuinely happy in life and I couldn't remember any moments except the molly trips on that stupid green bench.
fuck even when I was 11 I was taking 2-cb when I had to go tell my coach I wanted to quit football.

I swear
I might be doomed tbh
some ppl are destined for greatness and happiness and then you have other ppl. who're meant for nothing, totally useless in this pit of existence.
maybe I am that person, stuck in a constant loop of peace and chaos.

Everyday I think I've found a way to cope, to finally find MY greatness but with every blunt I smoke the more it becomes blurry.
existence is futile.
We won't be here for long.

I need to re evaluate my morals. Maybe everyone is doing worse than me, maybe they're the ones losing their minds. working 24/7 thinking they found the way to life, maybe they're nothing but mindless rats.
Maybe I'm the smart one here, choosing to stand against this thing called society and life. Standing firm in the fight against meaninglessness and chaos.
I should finish writing my biography, MY philosophical view on life. The way life is SUPPOSED to be lived if human nature and society didn't exist.

What if I'm right and people will realise it after I die. What if I can inspire people to find happiness within themselves instead of external bs like a job, money and stupid whores.

I am right
I know it

I don't need a fucking job, I don't need money. I need myself
wtf was I talking about, cuck
crying cuz muh you ain't got a job and you're unable to drive a car.
mf you can literally slay bitches and take drugs 24/7, what more do you want nigga.
driving a car muahahahahha
my ass yeah

you're right
good and evil doesn't exist.
God and consciousness died a long time ago.
Now it's up to me to define my life. To find happiness in simply existing, even if it is pointless and useless in the grand scheme of things.
You can do it retard

lol
I wanna fight some1
I wanna feel alive but I already do jfl
I'm alive
that's crazy

my heart beats, I'm lucky.
life might not be that bad after all. I have myself, my zygos and my persistence. I am a dead man standing and I AM NOT FUCKING FALLING.

MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN. I AM MYSELF
AND IF THAT'S NOT A GIFT, IDK WHAT IS.
I CAN DO ANYTHING I FUCKING WANT LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

SMOKE? HAHAHAHA DO IT
DRINK ????????? YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
FUCK ???? HEHEHEHEHEHEH GET IT UP BOYOOOOOO
JUMP IN A PUDDLE????? SEXY WET FEET
STAND IN THE RAIN AND GET SOAKED??? WHY TF NOT
LISTEN TO EVERY SONG I EVER HEARD????????????????????????????????????????? DAYM HELL YEA

Life is good
it really is
or isn't
one of the two

I can't decide just yet
sometimes life's about just living, not about the feelings. not about happiness or sadness, just simply the experience of life.
I am a living, breathing thing and I am proud.

I'm out
thanks

shut up before i rape urwhole family nigger