wrathcellparadox
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tbh I hope someone has a bad day and I’m in the mix of it and they shoot me in the head so I instantly die..tbh I hate bp I hate that I live in a world where nobody loves me no body cares about me and all I see on this beautiful planet is pure hatred rape/murder/racism/pedophillia ..honestly I think my brain is slowly rotting in a literal since I feel like I’m not actually real like I don’t exist….i feel like the world is slowly deteriorating like it’s turning to dust and I’m on this cliff behind me the world is disappearing and if I don’t jump I turn to dust and dissapear from existence but if I jump I still die I feel like I’m an anomaly like I’m not supposed to exist I feel like I’m a infection to this planet like if I wasn’t here the world would be a better place I feel this hatred that nobody can explain it’s beyond comprehension not even racist could hate me more than I hate myself I just want to rip all my organs out alphabetically and just disappear I can’t take this anymore ….. Mabye all I needed was a hug and someone to tell me how important and beautiful I am Mabye if I wasn’t ugly I wouldn’t feel like this I hope tommorow I don’t wake up and my organs fail Hopfully everyone forgets I ever existed
