
GolemRot
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I am very self-conscious.
Is it so. When I see a girl I'm attracted to, I immediately imagine things from her life, even when I don't even know her. And worst of all, I don't even bother to do it.
For example, when I see a white girl, the idea comes to mind that she is probably high class and she is going to reject me for that. My oneitis that rejected me a few weeks ago was a Hapa girl (in her case, Japanese-Hispanic) and I fetishized her too much for her Asian side, I guess I got excited about that, I mean, I have the idea that if I go to Eastern Asia may be lucky, may not. I hope so.
In the end, it comes down to making wrong assumptions about the women I know. I judge women a lot and, in addition to my physical appearance, I feel that this is a factor that slows me down a lot.
Is it so. When I see a girl I'm attracted to, I immediately imagine things from her life, even when I don't even know her. And worst of all, I don't even bother to do it.
For example, when I see a white girl, the idea comes to mind that she is probably high class and she is going to reject me for that. My oneitis that rejected me a few weeks ago was a Hapa girl (in her case, Japanese-Hispanic) and I fetishized her too much for her Asian side, I guess I got excited about that, I mean, I have the idea that if I go to Eastern Asia may be lucky, may not. I hope so.
In the end, it comes down to making wrong assumptions about the women I know. I judge women a lot and, in addition to my physical appearance, I feel that this is a factor that slows me down a lot.