i feel so fake

[swt]

i’m the realest person i know in my own thoughts

but when someone tries to make a connection with me, i almost never want it, so i’m there, fake smiling, fake laughing, fake having a good time, and then i beat myself up about it, like i should, it’s terrible.

i’m real the way i wouldn’t ever stab anyone behind their backs yet i’m so fake, faking my own emotions and thoughts to make others feel better

 

[swt]

people are so nice to me and i dislike them for no reason

then i pretend to like them. i’m sure they see my fairness thru my face, i can’t even fake it correctly.

 

[JasGews69x]

womp womp

 

[swt]

womp womp

will you still say that after i bite half of your neck off and drink your blood while you lose your senses

 

[+10]

womp womp

 

[JasGews69x]

will you still say that after i bite half of your neck off and drink your blood while you lose your senses

womp womp for me