I feel sorry for my parents

[Matrix88]

They deserve better, they never expected to have an autistic depressed son who stays at home all day.

I love them very much, but maybe they don't feel it that way.

I remember feeling really bad one day when my dad (who doesn't live with me) asked me to visit him and I didn't go because I honestly felt like shit and was just crying all day.

Sometimes when I think about this I imagine how I'd never want my child to feel this way

 

[dogshitinfras]

Fixable by not Rotting

 

[tansel]

Fixable by not Rotting

dude why is ur avi & banner a gay guy who takes it up the wazoo

 

[IronMike]

thats mostly their fault, they should've done a better job raising you

 

[dogshitinfras]

dude why is ur avi & banner a gay guy who takes it up the wazoo

Idk, should I change it?

 

[tansel]

Idk, should I change it?

i mean dude he’s gay lol, that’s pretty gay

 

[Prøphet]

So real bhai

 

[carti lover]

They deserve better, they never expected to have an autistic depressed son who stays at home all day.

I love them very much, but maybe they don't feel it that way.

I remember feeling really bad one day when my dad (who doesn't live with me) asked me to visit him and I didn't go because I honestly felt like shit and was just crying all day.

Sometimes when I think about this I imagine how I'd never want my child to feel this way

start making little changes dawg u got timeeee

 

[droidmaxxing]

.

 

[dogshitinfras]

i mean dude he’s gay lol, that’s pretty gay

I'll probably change it but its okay for now

 

[qgy]

Real

 

[Matrix88]

start making little changes dawg u got timeeee

That's what I think, but it makes me sad to know there even has to be a change to be made.

They should've had a son who isn't a disappointment from the beginning

 

[Frenulum]

That's what I think, but it makes me sad to know there even has to be a change to be made.

They should've had a son who isn't a disappointment from the beginning

Its not your fault bhai

 

[Menas]

Sobbing won't get you anywhere

You'll stay miserable

Your dad and family will stay dissapointed in you

You'll still be posting retarded threads and rotting on some shitty site or tiktok

And one day your parents and family will die, you'll wish that you could have another chance, some more time to make them proud or atleast admire them.

But you won't as they'll be gone forever

You literally won't get anywhere in life and die with shit ton of nothing but regret

Unless you do something about it retard

 

[Societal Reject]

Its not your fault. You didn't choose to be born.

 

[Matrix88]

Sobbing won't get you anywhere

You'll stay miserable

Your dad and family will stay dissapointed in you

You'll still be posting retarded threads and rotting on some shitty site or tiktok

And one day your parents and family will die, you'll wish that you could have another chance, some more time to make them proud or atleast admire them.

But you won't as they'll be gone forever

You literally won't get anywhere in life and die with shit ton of nothing but regret

Unless you do something about it retard

Yea dude I'm getting a job soon and entering college next year. I hope that changes anything

 

[Menas]

Yea dude I'm getting a job soon and entering college next year. I hope that changes anything

Nothing will change anything, If you're miserable at home you'll be miserable at college/job you have to change your mindset
As someone above me said, find small stuff that you notice that put you down and cut them off

maybe smoking/gooning or junk food or whatever you notice

small improvements everyday will get you further than you imagine

even making your bed, going to the gym, a proper diet, 8 hours of sleep and spending more time with your family can do wonders

 

[carti lover]

That's what I think, but it makes me sad to know there even has to be a change to be made.

They should've had a son who isn't a disappointment from the beginning

not ur fault