I feel suicidal

[Deleted member 5204]

I miss 2018 so fucking much. I miss being younger. I miss being 4 PSL and being a goofy chubby kid, doing nothing but being outside with my old friends, talking smack, taking photos with a iPhone 5s, masturbating 4 times a day, smoking cheap cigarettes, not having a care in the world about girls, looks, studies, my future, being in the old apartment, loving myself, believing in myself, having a good time, enjoying the moment, never being depressed....

Being 15 sucks. It feels like I'm 20.. All my emotions have been so numb lately, I feel so suicidal and depressed lately..

 

[stuckneworleans]

Take control of your present now or it will only get worse bro

 

[Deleted member 5204]

Take control of your present now or it will only get worse bro

I'm trying every day to take control of my present. I've come to far, and I can't give up. It only goes up from here, but the melancholy strikes at the worst moments, and I feel so out of touch from reality, that it feels like I'm worth nothing. Cruel world, it really is.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[auboutduprecipice]

Being 15 sucks

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[PubertyMaxxer]

Your 15, enjoy your 2 last years of your prime

 

[Deleted member 3795]

Life ends at 13 tbh. You’re an oldcel now. I’m 19 soon so I’m on the verge of death

 

[.👽.]

Its over if you arent rich and famous with 15 tbh

 

[Deleted member 5204]

Time movin a bit too fast

 

[Ritalincel]

Time movin a bit too fast

 

[Deleted member 5204]

 

[ChoSeungHui]

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Deleted member 2769]

act out on ur fantasies

 

[Aesthetic]

Life ends at 13 tbh. You’re an oldcel now. I’m 19 soon so I’m on the verge of death

Damn bro just 1 year and you will have your retirement. Watch out for corona tho, it kills us oldcels.

 

[Deleted member 5204]

I want this car so fucking bad