I feel terrible today holy fuck.

[MoggerGaston]

Don't do 4 pills of MDMA, alcohol and 100mg 2CB niggas.

my life is total trash and detoriorating rapidly. Every year it gets worse. More isolated, less motivated, less social, less dating, less good feelings.

fuck. I dont know what to do. Ive tried so fucking often to get out of this hole yet it seems impossible. U just fall back into the same fucking hole over and over again.

working out, healthy diet, forcing myself to go out there and socialize/date, get ambitions for a career/studies again, travel. it all doesn't feel good whatsoever and doesnt make me feel like anything is going right for me so you just fall back and give up again.

too brutal.

cant believe I have 1 life and I have to live it with insane mental illnesses making it impossible to enjoy life no matter what I do.

 

[Never Get Up]

Define “healthy diet”.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Don't do 4 pills of MDMA, alcohol and 100mg 2CB niggas.

my life is total trash and detoriorating rapidly. Every year it gets worse. More isolated, less motivated, less social, less dating, less good feelings.

fuck. I dont know what to do. Ive tried so fucking often to get out of this hole yet it seems impossible. U just fall back into the same fucking hole over and over again.

working out, healthy diet, forcing myself to go out there and socialize/date, get ambitions for a career/studies again, travel. it all doesn't feel good whatsoever and doesnt make me feel like anything is going right for me so you just fall back and give up again.

too brutal.

cant believe I have 1 life and I have to live it with insane mental illnesses making it impossible to enjoy life no matter what I do.

Nigga I tell you all the time popping pills and raves is terrible

 

[MoggerGaston]

Define “healthy diet”.

no alcohol, no processed food, low-carb, high protein. lots of meat/eggs.

 

[TechnoBoss]

Can I recommend you to take mucuna pruriens? It can help balance your dopamine. You're supposed to take supplements after you take MDMA to stop the downregulation of dopamine/GABA. This is well known.

 

[Zane is Coping]

my life is total trash and detoriorating rapidly. Every year it gets worse. More isolated, less motivated, less social, less dating, less good feelings.

fuck. I dont know what to do

jfl you know EXACTLY what you should do, you just dont do it

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

You’ve fried your dopamine receptors with a life of drug abuse and degeneracy. Ofc nothing feels good compared to a drug made to make you feel good. How are you so blind to what’s keeping you in the same spot, it’s unironically the drugs. Either go cold turkey or learn moderation, have some control

 

[longjohnmong]

Define “healthy diet”.

raw elephant testicles

humans evolved in Africa. imagine eating animals like cows, which don't even exist in nature. they are a human creation

 

[bttb]

imagine eating animals like cows, which don't even exist in nature. they are a human creation

What did I just read

 

[Funnyunenjoyer1]

Don't do 4 pills of MDMA, alcohol and 100mg 2CB niggas.

my life is total trash and detoriorating rapidly. Every year it gets worse. More isolated, less motivated, less social, less dating, less good feelings.

fuck. I dont know what to do. Ive tried so fucking often to get out of this hole yet it seems impossible. U just fall back into the same fucking hole over and over again.

working out, healthy diet, forcing myself to go out there and socialize/date, get ambitions for a career/studies again, travel. it all doesn't feel good whatsoever and doesnt make me feel like anything is going right for me so you just fall back and give up again.

too brutal.

cant believe I have 1 life and I have to live it with insane mental illnesses making it impossible to enjoy life no matter what I do.

just stick w weed, don't do any other drugs

weed is good enough of a drug and is non addictive

 

[SquareChinOrDeath]

100mg of 2C-B nigga?
This has got to be a larp

 

[longjohnmong]

What did I just read

facts

You think Bos taurus is a naturally occuring species, do you?

 

[MoggerGaston]

You’ve fried your dopamine receptors with a life of drug abuse and degeneracy. Ofc nothing feels good compared to a drug made to make you feel good. How are you so blind to what’s keeping you in the same spot, it’s unironically the drugs. Either go cold turkey or learn moderation, have some control

I started drugs at 26yo after already being clinically depressed u fucktard.

I have no other option. Its my only escape, only way to feel any pleasure whatsoever.

U dont fucking know me

 

[MoggerGaston]

jfl you know EXACTLY what you should do, you just dont do it

Wrong i already tried everything and nothing made me feel good

 

[MoggerGaston]

100mg of 2C-B nigga?
This has got to be a larp

I have a 1 gram bag dude.

 

[Zane is Coping]

Wrong i already tried everything and nothing made me feel good

you know that what you should do is cut drugs from your life, its fucking up your dopamine receptors

 

[MoggerGaston]

you know that what you should do is cut drugs from your life, its fucking up your dopamine receptors

And then i do what?

How do i get dopamine if not from drugs, alcohol, junkfood, music and videogames?!?

 

[TsarTsar444]

Try a mescaline trip in nature

 

[SquareChinOrDeath]

I have a 1 gram bag dude.

At 30mg it becomes a kaleidoscopic clusterfuck.

Why would you take 4 times the average dose.

 

[Zane is Coping]

And then i do what?

How do i get dopamine if not from drugs, alcohol, junkfood and videogames?!?

life is beautiful bro, live it

 

[MoggerGaston]

just stick w weed, don't do any other drugs

weed is good enough of a drug and is non addictive

weed is pure shit tbh, i dont like it at all. makes me overthink way too much

shit npc normie drug for faggots who can't get real drugs.

 

[MoggerGaston]

At 30mg it becomes a kaleidoscopic clusterfuck.

Why would you take 4 times the average dose.

because I stopped giving a fuck about my life and wanted to dose hard to feel something whatsoever

and why not? it doesnt cost shit. 1gram is less than 50 euro lmao. 100mg is 5 euro.

 

[MoggerGaston]

life is beautiful bro, live it

life is fucking torture for me. im completely alone and I feel like I am a worthless subhuman no matter what I do.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Try a mescaline trip in nature

it wont fix me. I always fall back into old habits, lifestyle, even after extremely good drug-trips where I am extremely kind, mild to myself and start having hope again in life, strong amibition, urges to fix my life.

always end up falling back in the old routines.

 

[MoggerGaston]

i just got drunk as fuck again and I feel better now tbh.

 

[craven]

roids bro trust

 

[MoggerGaston]

roids bro trust

I have top 20% natty T levels (800ng/dl), seems like such a waste to destroy my natural T-production considering my genetic baseline.

il consider roids in my thirties when my nattyT production starts declining. I completely disagree with destroying it already now, completely disagree with your advice.

 

[SquareChinOrDeath]

because I stopped giving a fuck about my life and wanted to dose hard to feel something whatsoever

and why not? it doesnt cost shit. 1gram is less than 50 euro lmao. 100mg is 5 euro.

Make sure you get enough sleep so you don't fry your brain and become schizo, I'm ded srs

 

[ben132794]

no alcohol, no processed food, low-carb, high protein. lots of meat/eggs.

High iq reply

 

[Zonar]

Maybe despite trying everything, you cannot be saved...

 

[SquareChinOrDeath]

And then i do what?

How do i get dopamine if not from drugs, alcohol, junkfood, music and videogames?!?

Moderation OP.
A little less drinking, mdma and video games.
2C-B and junkfood are fine.
Walks in nature and fresh air are surprisingly helpful.

 

[Pikabro]

find religion

 

[MoggerGaston]

find religion

boomer cope

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

I started drugs at 26yo after already being clinically depressed u fucktard.

I have no other option. Its my only escape, only way to feel any pleasure whatsoever.

U dont fucking know me

Treat the gut and improve your life, drugs are a temporary “fix” to an underlying problem

 

[MoggerGaston]

Treat the gut and improve your life, drugs are a temporary “fix” to an underlying problem

I understand that drugs aren't a real fix.

Yet fixing mental disease, mental-trauma, is impossible.

I in fact, don't know a single person who was severely abused/bullied in his youth and came out mentally strong.

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

I understand that drugs aren't a real fix.

Yet fixing mental disease, mental-trauma, is impossible.

I in fact, don't know a single person who was severely abused/bullied in his youth and came out mentally strong.

I hear LSD and shrooms can fix trauma, best thing to do is ignore your past and try the best to forget about it. Soldiers are broken down and built up, I’m sure you can do the same.

 

[lurking truecel]

Just do better like peter Parker

 

[MoggerGaston]

I hear LSD and shrooms can fix trauma, best thing to do is ignore your past and try the best to forget about it. Soldiers are broken down and built up, I’m sure you can do the same.

ive tried those drugs many times and they dont magically fix your brain and lifestyle.

you need both drugs, lifestyle intervention, luck and many more things AT THE SAME TIME to get out of this. And it's very hard to get all those things at the same time.

I can use the right drugs, get into the right positive mindset, yet due to no lifestyle-intervention I end up falling back into the same habits, patterns.
At the same time I can change my lifestyle entirely, but not have the right hormones/drugs and my mind never feels at ease, never accepts the new lifestyle, never enjoys it, and so I also fall back into old patterns.

Combining both at the same time, for considerable amount of time to actually rewire your brain, habits, etc. Is incredibly difficult.

Especially when you have to do this all alone. Like I said: I have no friends, family, girlfriend. I can only rely on myself and I am a mentally ill person so relying on myself means relying on a mentally ill personf and that makes this whole thing incredibly hard.

 

[craven]

I have top 20% natty T levels (800ng/dl), seems like such a waste to destroy my natural T-production considering my genetic baseline.

il consider roids in my thirties when my nattyT production starts declining. I completely disagree with destroying it already now, completely disagree with your advice.

Roids is good for mood
Natty t level is a meme
Went from 500ng/dl to 1500ng/dl with injecting (aromasin) and still feel like shit and depressed
Just take something that will give you the will to live and conquer like winstrol, low dose tren or masteron

 

[MoggerGaston]

Roids is good for mood

Went from 500ng/dl to 1500ng/dl with injecting (aromasin) and still feel like shit and depressed

idk how you can even be serious commenting this stuff.
You recommend me taking roids yet you yourself admit ur mood is still total shit after roids and it didn't do anything for you.

Like what the fuck man.

 

[sb23]

Don't do 4 pills of MDMA, alcohol and 100mg 2CB niggas.

my life is total trash and detoriorating rapidly. Every year it gets worse. More isolated, less motivated, less social, less dating, less good feelings.

fuck. I dont know what to do. Ive tried so fucking often to get out of this hole yet it seems impossible. U just fall back into the same fucking hole over and over again.

working out, healthy diet, forcing myself to go out there and socialize/date, get ambitions for a career/studies again, travel. it all doesn't feel good whatsoever and doesnt make me feel like anything is going right for me so you just fall back and give up again.

too brutal.

cant believe I have 1 life and I have to live it with insane mental illnesses making it impossible to enjoy life no matter what I do.

Have you tried ssri's or cerybrolyscin?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Have you tried ssri's or cerybrolyscin?

escitalopram I tried and did nothing

 

[craven]

idk how you can even be serious commenting this stuff.
You recommend me taking roids yet you yourself admit ur mood is still total shit after roids and it didn't do anything for you.

Like what the fuck man.

Yeah i have severe depression, anxiety and i am autistic
Natural t levels wont change shit for me
Or for anyone mostly because natural t level is cope
And i am not on roids yet
I only boosted my natural t level with aromasin
I will feel human and life will be worth living once i put my hands on those fucking roids

 

[Ruthless]

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

ive tried those drugs many times and they dont magically fix your brain and lifestyle.

you need both drugs, lifestyle intervention, luck and many more things AT THE SAME TIME to get out of this. And it's very hard to get all those things at the same time.

I can use the right drugs, get into the right positive mindset, yet due to no lifestyle-intervention I end up falling back into the same habits, patterns.
At the same time I can change my lifestyle entirely, but not have the right hormones/drugs and my mind never feels at ease, never accepts the new lifestyle, never enjoys it, and so I also fall back into old patterns.

Combining both at the same time, for considerable amount of time to actually rewire your brain, habits, etc. Is incredibly difficult.

Especially when you have to do this all alone. Like I said: I have no friends, family, girlfriend. I can only rely on myself and I am a mentally ill person so relying on myself means relying on a mentally ill personf and that makes this whole thing incredibly hard.

You don’t have parents, cousins, brothers or something to fall back on?

 

[MoggerGaston]

You don’t have parents, cousins, brothers or something to fall back on?

hahahahayhahahhahah

not everybody's life is as easy as yours