karbo
300 iq mastermind sociopath manipulator demi-god
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Ever since I joined this site I have fantasized about the ideal (teen) love situation. Probably because I did experience it for a very brief moment, and it was the peak of my life. To experience something so extraordinary and significant in my sober life was an ultimate blessing. It showed me how truly powerful human emotions are, despite being aware of the fact, that they are, indeed, just chemicals.
These past few months it started hitting me how I am already 18. Almost 2.5 years have gone by since I joined the forum, but none of the fantasies became reality.
All my days are spent longing for love, but the realization that it might not come at all is extremely despair inducing. My situation being, basically only being able to meet girls through dating apps, and finishing high school in just a few months, means I will be doomed. No chance of meeting a girl at work or school, because I won't be going to either.
I could very well keep living the exact same lifestyle I do right now, without a light at the end of the tunel, until the day I die
Isn't that depressing?
These past few months it started hitting me how I am already 18. Almost 2.5 years have gone by since I joined the forum, but none of the fantasies became reality.
All my days are spent longing for love, but the realization that it might not come at all is extremely despair inducing. My situation being, basically only being able to meet girls through dating apps, and finishing high school in just a few months, means I will be doomed. No chance of meeting a girl at work or school, because I won't be going to either.
I could very well keep living the exact same lifestyle I do right now, without a light at the end of the tunel, until the day I die
Isn't that depressing?
What no sun does to a mf 
