centipolk
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I’ve wanted to use Reta for about a year, and have seriously considered it for a number of months. It usually takes me about a year to make a big decision like that, so the timeline adds up perfectly. I should feel fine.
I bought Reta for the first time in January and have been on a low dose for about a week (titrating up with a first injection of 2mg on Thursday night, and a supplemental 1 mg on Tuesday night (tonight)). While I appreciate massively the reduced appetite due to my hunger signaling being what I would assume is above average, I feel so conflicted that I don’t think I can ever use it again after this vial.
I feel like I’m harming myself. Like I’m doing something I shouldn’t be. When I mention to my friends I’m using it I feel guilty, and when I think about it I feel distraught. I’ve used injectable ghk before and that didn’t bother me but something about this is. I know ascend or die trying, but it feels to me like I’m seriously harming myself by taking it. Maybe it feels like I’m giving myself an ED. Maybe because I know it’s a drug that I’m intentionally abusing. Maybe it’s because I’m not 100% sure it’s safe. I don’t really know. What I do know is I feel very ashamed to be doing it.
I bought Reta for the first time in January and have been on a low dose for about a week (titrating up with a first injection of 2mg on Thursday night, and a supplemental 1 mg on Tuesday night (tonight)). While I appreciate massively the reduced appetite due to my hunger signaling being what I would assume is above average, I feel so conflicted that I don’t think I can ever use it again after this vial.
I feel like I’m harming myself. Like I’m doing something I shouldn’t be. When I mention to my friends I’m using it I feel guilty, and when I think about it I feel distraught. I’ve used injectable ghk before and that didn’t bother me but something about this is. I know ascend or die trying, but it feels to me like I’m seriously harming myself by taking it. Maybe it feels like I’m giving myself an ED. Maybe because I know it’s a drug that I’m intentionally abusing. Maybe it’s because I’m not 100% sure it’s safe. I don’t really know. What I do know is I feel very ashamed to be doing it.