i feel very suicidal

[Its_over_gooner]

I looked at myself in the mirror and felt utterly and entirely with every part of my body, I genuniley hate myself fully and everything about me, everytime I try cope with some hobby or shit or anything beside doomscrolling and drugs i stop it because I am too ugly and low iq, I have felt very suicidal over the past year but am too pussy to rope, i feel like, idk just this great saddness this heavy boulder on me that I cant get off, not even saddness just emptiness idk how to explain but I just cant
i am not looking for people to laugh at me so please dont, i fucking despise and hate every one and wish they all get tortured, everyone irritates me and I hate everyone even my "best friends" and family who are good to me,I dont want to feel this way and I am not trying to and i know its bad for me and people around me, but idk how it could possibly get better, I eat optimally and sleep well, but nothing changes, i know alot of people are in the same situation, does it get better and how do you cope? serious answers only please

 

[taxGatherer]

Dnr
Format better

 

[slavsmog]

Stfu

 

[Its_over_gooner]

Stfu

are you retarded, why would you specifically go into a offtopic 'venting' category and comment, fuck off then dont want to read then dont

 

[Its_over_gooner]

Stfu

your new to this forum joined less then a week ago so ofcourse your a retarded faggot who just goes about annoying people who seek help, this forum is for men who are intersted in the same things and want to help each other fuck off tiktokcel faggot

 

[slavsmog]

your new to this forum joined less then a week ago so ofcourse your a retarded faggot who just goes about annoying people who seek help, this forum is for men who are intersted in the same things and want to help each other fuck off tiktokcel faggot

Greycel faggot you joined last year fucking retarded newgen crying abt how he is so ugly and low iq

 

[Molotongo]

I know this isn't a usual org reply but I'm not gonna say some toxic stupid shit okay?
You're not alone and if you need to talk I'm here okay?

 

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

I looked at myself in the mirror and felt utterly and entirely with every part of my body, I genuniley hate myself fully and everything about me, everytime I try cope with some hobby or shit or anything beside doomscrolling and drugs i stop it because I am too ugly and low iq, I have felt very suicidal over the past year but am too pussy to rope, i feel like, idk just this great saddness this heavy boulder on me that I cant get off, not even saddness just emptiness idk how to explain but I just cant
i am not looking for people to laugh at me so please dont, i fucking despise and hate every one and wish they all get tortured, everyone irritates me and I hate everyone even my "best friends" and family who are good to me,I dont want to feel this way and I am not trying to and i know its bad for me and people around me, but idk how it could possibly get better, I eat optimally and sleep well, but nothing changes, i know alot of people are in the same situation, does it get better and how do you cope? serious answers only please

Grey ramblings welcome to my ignore list poser kid

 

[Its_over_gooner]

Greycel faggot you joined last year fucking retarded newgen crying abt how he is so ugly and low iq

bro do you even know what a greycel is, it is me, and it is you, we are both have under 500 posts, your genuinely retarded, I feel sorry for your slut mother and brain dead father who gave birth to this tiktokcel, you say I joined a year ago, nigger i joined over a year ago AND YOU JOINED A FUCKING WEEK AGO

 

[Its_over_gooner]

Grey ramblings welcome to my ignore list poser kid

never posting a vent again, only on .is

 

[Idk❤️]

I looked at myself in the mirror and felt utterly and entirely with every part of my body, I genuniley hate myself fully and everything about me, everytime I try cope with some hobby or shit or anything beside doomscrolling and drugs i stop it because I am too ugly and low iq, I have felt very suicidal over the past year but am too pussy to rope, i feel like, idk just this great saddness this heavy boulder on me that I cant get off, not even saddness just emptiness idk how to explain but I just cant
i am not looking for people to laugh at me so please dont, i fucking despise and hate every one and wish they all get tortured, everyone irritates me and I hate everyone even my "best friends" and family who are good to me,I dont want to feel this way and I am not trying to and i know its bad for me and people around me, but idk how it could possibly get better, I eat optimally and sleep well, but nothing changes, i know alot of people are in the same situation, does it get better and how do you cope? serious answers only please

I hope u be alright then.

 

[unon]

I looked at myself in the mirror and felt utterly and entirely with every part of my body, I genuniley hate myself fully and everything about me, everytime I try cope with some hobby or shit or anything beside doomscrolling and drugs i stop it because I am too ugly and low iq, I have felt very suicidal over the past year but am too pussy to rope, i feel like, idk just this great saddness this heavy boulder on me that I cant get off, not even saddness just emptiness idk how to explain but I just cant
i am not looking for people to laugh at me so please dont, i fucking despise and hate every one and wish they all get tortured, everyone irritates me and I hate everyone even my "best friends" and family who are good to me,I dont want to feel this way and I am not trying to and i know its bad for me and people around me, but idk how it could possibly get better, I eat optimally and sleep well, but nothing changes, i know alot of people are in the same situation, does it get better and how do you cope? serious answers only please

I hope you feel better

 

[Its_over_gooner]

I know this isn't a usual org reply but I'm not gonna say some toxic stupid shit okay?
You're not alone and if you need to talk I'm here okay?

i just wanted to know what people do to cope, like drugs, hobbies etc i was not even looking for sympathy, these people didnt even read it but thank you that is very nice

 

[Prøphet]

Dedicate yourself to making yourself better. Make looksmaxxing your purpose. There’s no way around this, Ive shared the same pain you feel for the same reasons. You need to fix your circumstances instead of falling into escapes and delusions for illusory comforts.

 

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

i just wanted to know what people do to cope, like drugs, hobbies etc i was not even looking for sympathy, these people didnt even read it but thank you that is very nice

yet another paragraph and yet another dnr
cope with rope

 

[Molotongo]

i just wanted to know what people do to cope, like drugs, hobbies etc i was not even looking for sympathy, these people didnt even read it but thank you that is very nice

I'm sorry I can't really help you with that because I have no hobbies to cope either.
I Just watch history documentaries alot

 

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

Dedicate yourself to making yourself better. Make looksmaxxing your purpose. There’s no way around this, Ive shared the same pain you feel for the same reasons. You need to fix your circumstances instead of falling into escapes and delusions for illusory comforts.

These guys they never do that they like to feel like victim and loser.

 

[Prøphet]

You know deep down no amount of cope is going to extinguish the flame that is your soul, none of it is going to satiate you deep down or fulfill your existence, take what you want, take reality with all the bad and all the good, embrace humanity, dedicate yourself to a journey and maybe you’ll find something beautiful

 

[slavsmog]

bro do you even know what a greycel is, it is me, and it is you, we are both have under 500 posts, your genuinely retarded, I feel sorry for your slut mother and brain dead father who gave birth to this tiktokcel, you say I joined a year ago, nigger i joined over a year ago AND YOU JOINED A FUCKING WEEK AGO

I’m well aware of what greycel is and I know I’m and I’m a greycel who hates other greycels (there are few nice ones) and you low iq fagg start insulting my parents because you can’t accept the fact that you are a grey ass new gen crying on a forum just stfu and I’m goin to dnr you now

 

[Prøphet]

These guys they never do that they like to feel like victim and loser.

Change is possible through truth

 

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

Change is possible through truth

nigga you can't change your bone structure via truth but yeah overall life can be changed with harsh truth such as you never being chad, having to wagiefuck for your whole life then just to die and get forgotten such a beautiful truth

 

[shessonice]

I looked at myself in the mirror and felt utterly and entirely with every part of my body, I genuniley hate myself fully and everything about me, everytime I try cope with some hobby or shit or anything beside doomscrolling and drugs i stop it because I am too ugly and low iq, I have felt very suicidal over the past year but am too pussy to rope, i feel like, idk just this great saddness this heavy boulder on me that I cant get off, not even saddness just emptiness idk how to explain but I just cant
i am not looking for people to laugh at me so please dont, i fucking despise and hate every one and wish they all get tortured, everyone irritates me and I hate everyone even my "best friends" and family who are good to me,I dont want to feel this way and I am not trying to and i know its bad for me and people around me, but idk how it could possibly get better, I eat optimally and sleep well, but nothing changes, i know alot of people are in the same situation, does it get better and how do you cope? serious answers only please

I mean I relate to this a certain extent.

However, ironically since discovering this BP shit and seeing it more than just an online meme, my mental health has improved drastically. I've never been suicidal, but I've always just thought about ceasing to exist. Over a year ago I was in a really shit head space, it got so bad to the point where people would ask me if I was doing well at school and I'd just say yeah cuz I know nobody wants to hear my issues. But the only reason my mental health has improved cuz I have genuinely seen results from starting to employ shit I see on this forum. Part of it might be due to the fact that I lived like utter shit over a year ago, no sleep, horrible diet, just horrible habits in general.

Call me a faggot or whatever if you're reading this.

 

[Prøphet]

nigga you can't change your bone structure via truth but yeah overall life can be changed with harsh truth such as you never being chad, having to wagiefuck for your whole life then just to die and get forgotten such a beautiful truth

I meant changing your outlook. You can change your bone structure by accepting the truth and working toward a flight to turkey that will fix your life.

 

[Its_over_gooner]

I’m well aware of what greycel is and I know I’m and I’m a greycel who hates other greycels (there are few nice ones) and you low iq fagg start insulting my parents because you can’t accept the fact that you are a grey ass new gen crying on a forum just stfu and I’m goin to dnr you now

bro you made fun of me because i was a greycel when you literally are one, just because you dont know what it means doesnt mean its a good tiktok buzzword to use, and you are more newgen then me literally, you joined less then a week ago, i joined over a year ago

 

[OneCopDayKepRopAway]

I meant changing your outlook. You can change your bone structure by accepting the truth and working toward a flight to turkey that will fix your life.

ah yeah trip to turkey trip to botchness
I'd rather surgerymaxx in europe and pay 2x then get my life ruined by some Turkish roaches

 

[Adoins]

watch goatis on youtube
not all of his advice is best
but in general, you'll get less depressed

just do that for me bro

 

[Prøphet]

ah yeah trip to turkey trip to botchness
I'd rather surgerymaxx in europe and pay 2x then get my life ruined by some Turkish roaches

I was gatekeeping but that’s your perogative. It’s better to try at something you believe in than to live a lifetime of self made lies and denials.

 

[Prøphet]

ah yeah trip to turkey trip to botchness
I'd rather surgerymaxx in europe and pay 2x then get my life ruined by some Turkish roaches

When man doesn’t have a purpose he falls into a pit that only becomes harder to climb out of. The walls only get steeper with each denial of truth. That’s all I can offer you.

 

[Its_over_gooner]

I mean I relate to this a certain extent.

However, ironically since discovering this BP shit and seeing it more than just an online meme, my mental health has improved drastically. I've never been suicidal, but I've always just thought about ceasing to exist. Over a year ago I was in a really shit head space, it got so bad to the point where people would ask me if I was doing well at school and I'd just say yeah cuz I know nobody wants to hear my issues. But the only reason my mental health has improved cuz I have genuinely seen results from starting to employ shit I see on this forum. Part of it might be due to the fact that I lived like utter shit over a year ago, no sleep, horrible diet, just horrible habits in general.

Call me a faggot or whatever if you're reading this.

dont worry about these niggers, this is a space where men should help themselves excel, and this is literally the offtopic VENTING thread, some people feel better when they find the bp because they look good and mog others dont cause they look like shit, ssris might help me idk or turn me into a monster

 

[enriquecuador]

Shut up and laugh and love yourself

 

[Its_over_gooner]

watch goatis on youtube
not all of his advice is best
but in general, you'll get less depressed

just do that for me bro

i watch him and talked to him, i asked for advice on my life and he said its ultimatley what you look like that matters, jfl its ova but i love him anyway

 

[Adoins]

i watch him and talked to him, i asked for advice on my life and he said its ultimatley what you look like that matters, jfl its ova but i love him anyway View attachment 4256427

ahhhhh FUCK
well, i am proud of u that ya atleast watch him so ur pretty high iq

 

[shessonice]

dont worry about these niggers, this is a space where men should help themselves excel, and this is literally the offtopic VENTING thread, some people feel better when they find the bp because they look good and mog others dont cause they look like shit, ssris might help me idk or turn me into a monster

I mean I don't mind them being dicks i kinda find it funny. Men's mental health is a genuine issue and it will never be fixed no matter how many performative instagram posts are created. Its just within human nature. I really wish more people would approach it more maturely cuz I know what it feels like to be unwanted and depressed, with no strive to even wake up. It genuinely pains me when I see others feel this way, and I don't wish it upon anyone.

 

[Adoins]

ahhhhh FUCK
well, i am proud of u that ya atleast watch him so ur pretty high iq

have u tried watching guides or lifeplans, gametheoretically, to maximise your life as an ugly person
well, i hate to say this, ur looks do decide a lot of things, but doesnt mean u gotta rope urself (as u said in ur post, ur still too afraid to kill urself, which implies ur body wants to live)

 

[Its_over_gooner]

ahhhhh FUCK
well, i am proud of u that ya atleast watch him so ur pretty high iq

 

[Adoins]

Shut up and laugh and love yourself

rope urself... dont give such advice

 

[Adoins]

I mean I don't mind them being dicks i kinda find it funny. Men's mental health is a genuine issue and it will never be fixed no matter how many performative instagram posts are created. Its just within human nature. I really wish more people would approach it more maturely cuz I know what it feels like to be unwanted and depressed, with no strive to even wake up. It genuinely pains me when I see others feel this way, and I don't wish it upon anyone.

high nd iq who have been thru this phase (empty, suicidal)

i have been this through this phase (pretty similiar) how could we help such individuals there are not even proper terms for this phase (the emptiness, i want to kill myself, i hate myself) i want to help such individuals but im just too fucking lazy yk wish there was a post which we could...

looksmax.org

 

[Ghoulish]

Would feel bad but ur pfp and ts is killing any sympathy towards you.

i fucking despise and hate every one and wish they all get tortured, everyone irritates me and I hate everyone even my "best friends" and family who are good to me

Regardless, whats your face rating?

 

[Its_over_gooner]

Would feel bad but ur pfp and ts is killing any sympathy towards you.





Regardless, whats your face rating?

yes well thats understandable most don't understand it, idk even know why i changed it to that normally i woul be digusted by what happen but idk is what it is, hltn

 

[enriquecuador]

rope urself... dont give such advice

It’s not his fault you retard. Moreover you are a midwit btw

 

[Ghoulish]

yes well thats understandable most don't understand it, idk even know why i changed it to that normally i woul be digusted by what happen but idk is what it is, hltn

Hltn isnt too bad, is that after surgeries? And what’s ur height?

 

[Its_over_gooner]

Hltn isnt too bad, is that after surgeries? And what’s ur height?

6,2 but maybe after but ai and hgh comes i will reach 6,3-6,4

 

[Ghoulish]

6,2 but maybe after but ai and hgh comes i will reach 6,3-6,4

hltn face + 6’2 is saveable just save up for surgeries and reach hmtn and ur good

Why are u acting like a 5’3 truecel nigga

 

[Its_over_gooner]

i live in a country where most are 6,0 but ye, i wasnt even acting that bad i just wanted to know how people cope

 

[shessonice]

i live in a country where most are 6,0 but ye, i wasnt even acting that bad i just wanted to know how people cope

This is probably the best piece of advice I saw someone give here:

When man doesn’t have a purpose he falls into a pit that only becomes harder to climb out of. The walls only get steeper with each denial of truth. That’s all I can offer you.

Start doing something that you can see results from, that impact your life in a positive way. It doesnt matter if it does fuck all for you in looks, as long as you have a goal. Exercise for half an hour, do something that you can see results from like cleaning fixing or building, and do something meaningful for someone else. This helped me, and I guarantee if you do this everyday you wont feel as depressed.

 

[Its_over_gooner]

thx for help for those who did help very appreciated

 

[shpuntik448]

try primal diet for mental ascension through placebo low iq=suggestible