I felt euphoric after refusing a friendship

[Corpuscula]

I liked a girl a lot and she told me that she just likes me as a friend, but I could’t stop liking her. There was also a time where she flirted with my FUCKING friend. I felt dead.
Made me wanna jump out of a building at that time. Everytime she talked to me I just wanted MORE not just a small talk. I craved those bits of validation and at the end of it, I’d always feel a shove in my chest and it hurt me so much.

This couldn’t continue and she KNEW I loved her so I never knew why she’d do this as if I was just fucking numb to pain or something. That pain couldn’t go on so I tried to tell her the truth, told her we were never friends ever. And for some reason, I’ve never felt that good afterwards, my inhibition pretty much disappeared (except around her) I felt so fucking euphoric.

I felt sudden random bursts of pleasure at times. I still love her but I kinda hate her at the same time for how she made me feel every day, felt like I was insignificant. Everyday when we were ‘friends’ felt like a carrot on a stick. Straight up suifuel. Now the only thing left for me to be the HAPPIEST nigga on earth is to lose my feelings

- thanks for reading
(this story is true and not a copypasta)

 

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Nigga

 

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I liked a girl a lot and she told me that she just likes me as a friend, but I could’t stop liking her. There was also a time where she flirted with my FUCKING friend. I felt dead.
Made me wanna jump out of a building at that time. Everytime she talked to me I just wanted MORE not just a small talk. I craved those bits of validation and at the end of it, I’d always feel a shove in my chest and it hurt me so much.

This couldn’t continue and she KNEW I loved her so I never knew why she’d do this as if I was just fucking numb to pain or something. That pain couldn’t go on so I tried to tell her the truth, told her we were never friends ever. And for some reason, I’ve never felt that good afterwards, my inhibition pretty much disappeared (except around her) I felt so fucking euphoric.

I felt sudden random bursts of pleasure at times. I still love her but I kinda hate her at the same time for how she made me feel every day, felt like I was insignificant. Everyday when we were ‘friends’ felt like a carrot on a stick. Straight up suifuel. Now the only thing left for me to be the HAPPIEST nigga on earth is to lose my feelings

- thanks for reading
(this story is true and not a copypasta)

Beg her to go out with you

 

[Corpuscula]

Nigga

Nigga

 

[Corpuscula]

Beg her to go out with you

I already look pathetic enough

 

[Corpuscula]

I liked a girl a lot and she told me that she just likes me as a friend, but I could’t stop liking her. There was also a time where she flirted with my FUCKING friend. I felt dead.
Made me wanna jump out of a building at that time. Everytime she talked to me I just wanted MORE not just a small talk. I craved those bits of validation and at the end of it, I’d always feel a shove in my chest and it hurt me so much.

This couldn’t continue and she KNEW I loved her so I never knew why she’d do this as if I was just fucking numb to pain or something. That pain couldn’t go on so I tried to tell her the truth, told her we were never friends ever. And for some reason, I’ve never felt that good afterwards, my inhibition pretty much disappeared (except around her) I felt so fucking euphoric.

I felt sudden random bursts of pleasure at times. I still love her but I kinda hate her at the same time for how she made me feel every day, felt like I was insignificant. Everyday when we were ‘friends’ felt like a carrot on a stick. Straight up suifuel. Now the only thing left for me to be the HAPPIEST nigga on earth is to lose my feelings

- thanks for reading
(this story is true and not a copypasta)

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