laaltin
All we do is rot
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My ex-girlfriend (F28) and I (M28) recently ended our 7-year relationship about a week ago. Initially, things were great. She was very kind, and our sex life was fulfilling. However, after 2 years, she became mean-spirited and intimacy disappeared. Over the last 5 years, she consistently put me down, used sex as a weapon, and got physical at times.
She broke up with me out of the blue, over a text message, refusing to answer my calls while she was ending our relationship via text. After the breakup, I chose to cut off contact with her by blocking her number and all of her social media accounts. She started texting me from different numbers. I ignored these texts and blocked the new numbers.
In one of the text messages, she admitted to cheating on me with another guy for the past six months and is now dating him. This devastated me, but I chose not to respond and blocked her number. A few hours later, she texted me again from a new number, telling me how much better this guy is at sex and how she always faked her satisfaction. I refrained from responding and blocked that number too. The next day, she sent me multiple photos of her having sex with another guy, breaking me even more. Somehow, I managed to keep my composure and simply ignored her, deleted the texts, and blocked her new number again.
I don't know what I did to deserve this. I'm not perfect, and I made mistakes in our relationship, but I didn't do anything to her to deserve this treatment. She's always been toxic, and my arrogance and false hope of her changing led me to stay with my ex for too long. Despite knowing it's for the best, I feel terrible about the breakup and her current actions. The only relief I find from this depression is when I vent, run, or lift weights, even though it's more of a temporary numbness than a true escape.
She broke up with me out of the blue, over a text message, refusing to answer my calls while she was ending our relationship via text. After the breakup, I chose to cut off contact with her by blocking her number and all of her social media accounts. She started texting me from different numbers. I ignored these texts and blocked the new numbers.
In one of the text messages, she admitted to cheating on me with another guy for the past six months and is now dating him. This devastated me, but I chose not to respond and blocked her number. A few hours later, she texted me again from a new number, telling me how much better this guy is at sex and how she always faked her satisfaction. I refrained from responding and blocked that number too. The next day, she sent me multiple photos of her having sex with another guy, breaking me even more. Somehow, I managed to keep my composure and simply ignored her, deleted the texts, and blocked her new number again.
I don't know what I did to deserve this. I'm not perfect, and I made mistakes in our relationship, but I didn't do anything to her to deserve this treatment. She's always been toxic, and my arrogance and false hope of her changing led me to stay with my ex for too long. Despite knowing it's for the best, I feel terrible about the breakup and her current actions. The only relief I find from this depression is when I vent, run, or lift weights, even though it's more of a temporary numbness than a true escape.
