Latinus
Luminary
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This world is definitely not for me, I honestly wish I was never born.
Even if I have the best day of my life sooner or later the intrusive thoughts of an Abused Dog Individual will resurface to haunt me.
Knowing that one day my consciouness will cease existing forever makes me so happy, because it means this suffering is not eternal, one day I will "go back to the same place we were before being born": eternal nothingness.
Whenever I go to sleep I wish to never wake up again and whenever I wake up I wish i was still sleeping, because when I'm sleeping without dreaming it's the only time where I "feel peaceful".
Existance is a curse.
Nothingness >>>> abyss >>>> pain.
This is my only way out, I don't want to live no more than 5 years:
Even if I have the best day of my life sooner or later the intrusive thoughts of an Abused Dog Individual will resurface to haunt me.
Knowing that one day my consciouness will cease existing forever makes me so happy, because it means this suffering is not eternal, one day I will "go back to the same place we were before being born": eternal nothingness.
Whenever I go to sleep I wish to never wake up again and whenever I wake up I wish i was still sleeping, because when I'm sleeping without dreaming it's the only time where I "feel peaceful".
Existance is a curse.
Nothingness >>>> abyss >>>> pain.
This is my only way out, I don't want to live no more than 5 years:
