I find everything i do disgusting, how do i become a better person

[one job away]

The way i act. The way I think.

People say looks will perish but personality prevail. But I have a shit personality as well.no matter what I do I think its either cringe or disgusting afterwards.

What defines a good personality I would be happy with?

 

[Weed]

Wanna see my penislossus?

 

[.👽.]

What makes your personality shit?

 

[one job away]

What makes your personality shit?

Many things. But the origin of most of them would be not being genuine. Not honestly saying why you do stuff. Rather hide it behind alternative motives that I know are bs. Noone in my life knows more about myself than what I wrote in this forum. Everyone here knows me better than my best friends if they care to dig.
Also I sometimes lie for no reason, I do creepy stares, I do cringe or disgusting things.

I'm always over obsessing over negative feedback so I'm probably not as disgusting as I make myself believe, still its an awful feeling

 

[one job away]

What makes your personality shit?

I'm lying to my friends, I'm lying to my family, cuz I'm too scared of saying the truth I guess. Or Maybe to get a certain result. Lying is more natural to me than telling the truth at this point. I tweak the facts so I look how i want to look in front of others. Either way people dont like me. They like the lies I made up. For me to cope. Or I sometimes just do simply very creepy stuff.

 

[justadude]

sounds cringe but try to think and act like the man u want to become, soon or later you will become that man. or maybe not idk im not a fuckin psychiatrist

 

[Be_ConfidentBro]

Wanna see my penislossus?

Why yes, how could you tell?

 

[isis_Bleach]

you don’t need to care

 

[Deleted member 13094]

wasted gta love these bitches wasted i'm on these drugs i feel wasted