i find myself very deeply depressed about the way i look.

[ascendtocl122]

im sure this isnt a new thing to hear but i truly just want to be beautiful. getting microneedling done + lazering and light therapy if i need it, quitting invisalign to thumbpull (12 times per day idc if u say cope) bonesmashing every day, on raw primal rn and i feel good in that regard, also going to do a cycle of test and hgh this year and cut to 10% with aqualyx if i need it from there. 16 btw. surgery plans will be infraorbital implants but are quite uncertain as ive never been truly 'lean' so im unaware of the more intricate features of my face. i just want to look fae and mystical. i just want to be beautiful like the birds and the trees. idk. anything else i should take and any good drugs/methods to stop me roping. im just so insecure about the amount of fat i store in my face, but i dont want to shred until i get the 17-18 mythical fat redistribution. sorry for waffle.

@Norm Macdonald @GonorrhoeaGobbler @nestivv

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

I hate My looks also

 

[ascendtocl122]

I hate My looks also

i just wanna look in the mirror one day and smile

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

i just wanna look in the mirror one day and smile

You can do it, that is actitude.

Anyways how tall are You and what ethnicity

 

[ascendtocl122]

You can do it, that is actitude.

Anyways how tall are You and what ethnicity

6'2 blonde hair blue eyes white

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

6'2 blonde hair blue eyes white

Fuck off bro

You need higher test levels

 

[mtfmxxng]

6'2 blonde hair blue eyes white

You probably mog half the forum. Don't stress yourself out.

 

[ascendtocl122]

You probably mog half the forum. Don't stress yourself out.

idc about that tho. i feel a bit better knowing ive got some sort of potential and i guess i just gotta hit it. ive got autism and stuff and so does my dad, he was like cl in his prime and he said he felt the same way as me. i feel like he lies to me tho when he says i look good just to make me feel better. i think im just chubby cheeked and braindead

 

[Nectar]

Seems like a skill issue

 

[ascendtocl122]

Seems like a skill issue

josh mcgregor AND androgenic i thought u would be a man of class....

 

[Orka]

quitting invisalign to thumbpull

.

 

[ascendtocl122]

Fuck off bro

You need higher test levels

getting my variocele surgery in 2 weeks, then might run test. do u actually think that would change my mindset

 

[Nectar]

josh mcgregor AND androgenic i thought u would be a man of class....

Some chads just like to troll (I’m not one btw) but what I can say is that I can relate

 

[E moment]

im sure this isnt a new thing to hear but i truly just want to be beautiful. getting microneedling done + lazering and light therapy if i need it, quitting invisalign to thumbpull (12 times per day idc if u say cope) bonesmashing every day, on raw primal rn and i feel good in that regard, also going to do a cycle of test and hgh this year and cut to 10% with aqualyx if i need it from there. 16 btw. surgery plans will be infraorbital implants but are quite uncertain as ive never been truly 'lean' so im unaware of the more intricate features of my face. i just want to look fae and mystical. i just want to be beautiful like the birds and the trees. idk. anything else i should take and any good drugs/methods to stop me roping. im just so insecure about the amount of fat i store in my face, but i dont want to shred until i get the 17-18 mythical fat redistribution. sorry for waffle.

@Norm Macdonald @GonorrhoeaGobbler @nestivv

I just wanna maximise my self then get kids then make them beautiful without surgery

 

[ascendtocl122]

.

trying my best. my teeth are straight and i dont want to get overcorrected into oblivion

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

getting my variocele surgery in 2 weeks, then might run test. do u actually think that would change my mindset

Yo have varicocele?
No woznder youre test levels are low

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

trying my best. my teeth are straight and i dont want to get overcorrected into oblivion

Test Will change youre mind 100%

 

[ascendtocl122]

Some chads just like to troll (I’m not one btw) but what I can say is that I can relate

praying we all make it one day big bro.

 

[ccwb]

trying my best. my teeth are straight and i dont want to get overcorrected into oblivion

Do u got any cope with high inhib and stress

 

[mtfmxxng]

idc about that tho. i feel a bit better knowing ive got some sort of potential and i guess i just gotta hit it. ive got autism and stuff and so does my dad, he was like cl in his prime and he said he felt the same way as me. i feel like he lies to me tho when he says i look good just to make me feel better. i think im just chubby cheeked and braindead

The fact that you're 6'2 alone will get your foot in the door with women. I'm tall too, so I would know.
But if you hate yourself you can easily fumble that, i would know this, too.
So relax, you're fine. Don't stress it.

 

[ascendtocl122]

Yo have varicocele?
No woznder youre test levels are low

fuck i knew it. evil little left testicle. should i just run test then? because they said the surgery might not even change my t levels

 

[ascendtocl122]

?

Do u got any cope with high inhib and stress

 

[ascendtocl122]

The fact that you're 6'2 alone will get your foot in the door with women. I'm tall too, so I would know.
But if you hate yourself you can easily fumble that, i would know this, too.
So relax, you're fine. Don't stress it.

thanks man. i will admit i prob look 60 from all the stressing i do.

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

fuck i knew it. evil little left testicle. should i just run test then? because they said the surgery might not even change my t levels

If i had low testo i would use test gel 1% and rub it in My scrotum.

Scrotum test gel Will make your dick bigger,byou Will have more dht convertion and You Will be HIGH T.

 

[ascendtocl122]

If i had low testo i would use test gel 1% and rub it in My scrotum.

Scrotum test gel Will make your dick bigger,byou Will have more dht convertion and You Will be HIGH T.

really? are there any threads on this i will fs try it out

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

thanks man. i will admit i prob look 60 from all the stressing i do.

You should roid maxx

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

really? are there any threads on this i will fs try it out

No, this is something i am learning about myself because i AM looking into dhtmaxxing.

Reading medical studied from pubmed and shit

 

[mtfmxxng]

really? are there any threads on this i will fs try it out

Be careful with testosterone. If you do too much, your balls will have no reason to produce testosterone on their own and will start to atrophy, forcing you to be on it for the rest of your life.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

i just wanna look in the mirror one day and smile

I hope you'll get to a point where you'll be able to do that.

For me it comes and goes tbh, it's all in muh head.

 

[ascendtocl122]

Be careful with testosterone. If you do too much, your balls will have no reason to produce testosterone on their own and will start to atrophy, forcing you to be on it for the rest of your life.

cant you just hcg and pct now though? if youre not blasting that is

 

[ascendtocl122]

No, this is something i am learning about myself because i AM looking into dhtmaxxing.

Reading medical studied from pubmed and shit

yeah i saw a post about arimdex and i was reading about it, thats dht gel tho so im not sure if thats the same thing

 

[mtfmxxng]

cant you just hcg and pct now though? if youre not blasting that is

No idea, honestly. Never been on it.

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

yeah i saw a post about arimdex and i was reading about it, thats dht gel tho so im not sure if thats the same thing

Test gel rubbed in scrotum has been shown in studies to work similar

Test gel Will put You in the upward levels of natty

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

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Why would he needs to quit Invisalign to tpull lol

 

[Orka]

Why would he needs to quit Invisalign to tpull lol

No clue, I was replying to that part because I'm just as confused

 

[ascendtocl122]

Why would he needs to quit Invisalign to tpull lol

my teeth are straight and i dont want to get overcorrected.

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

Test gel rubbed in scrotum has been shown in studies to work similar

Test gel Will put You in the upward levels of natty

Test gel in arms or legs rubbed Will put You in the 500-800levels of test but in scrotum You Will be in the 1000-1500

 

[psltristan1]

im sure this isnt a new thing to hear but i truly just want to be beautiful. getting microneedling done + lazering and light therapy if i need it, quitting invisalign to thumbpull (12 times per day idc if u say cope) bonesmashing every day, on raw primal rn and i feel good in that regard, also going to do a cycle of test and hgh this year and cut to 10% with aqualyx if i need it from there. 16 btw. surgery plans will be infraorbital implants but are quite uncertain as ive never been truly 'lean' so im unaware of the more intricate features of my face. i just want to look fae and mystical. i just want to be beautiful like the birds and the trees. idk. anything else i should take and any good drugs/methods to stop me roping. im just so insecure about the amount of fat i store in my face, but i dont want to shred until i get the 17-18 mythical fat redistribution. sorry for waffle.

@Norm Macdonald @GonorrhoeaGobbler @nestivv

Me too

 

[ascendtocl122]

Test gel in arms or legs rubbed Will put You in the 500-800levels of test but in scrotum You Will be in the 1000-1500

botb thread incoming. you could be onto something!!

 

[King Midas]

im sure this isnt a new thing to hear but i truly just want to be beautiful. getting microneedling done + lazering and light therapy if i need it, quitting invisalign to thumbpull (12 times per day idc if u say cope) bonesmashing every day, on raw primal rn and i feel good in that regard, also going to do a cycle of test and hgh this year and cut to 10% with aqualyx if i need it from there. 16 btw. surgery plans will be infraorbital implants but are quite uncertain as ive never been truly 'lean' so im unaware of the more intricate features of my face. i just want to look fae and mystical. i just want to be beautiful like the birds and the trees. idk. anything else i should take and any good drugs/methods to stop me roping. im just so insecure about the amount of fat i store in my face, but i dont want to shred until i get the 17-18 mythical fat redistribution. sorry for waffle.

@Norm Macdonald @GonorrhoeaGobbler @nestivv

LARPcel get of my feed

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

botb thread incoming. you could be onto something!!

I am sure it can be BOTB worthy but i don't care.

I Will myself use test gel in My scrotum, it is way cheaper then pinning test and the convertion to estrogen is lower, the convertion to dht and test i higher

 

[ascendtocl122]

I am sure it can be BOTB worthy but i don't care.

I Will myself use test gel in My scrotum, it is way cheaper then pinning test and the convertion to estrogen is lower, the convertion to dht and test i higher

yeah the dht gel is called andractim, apparently grows ur dick

 

[ConfusedBolivian]

yeah the dht gel is called andractim, apparently grows ur dick

yeah the dht gel is called andractim, apparently grows ur dick

I Will do a BOTB thread of this

In Bolivia there is no test gel, but i Will move to Argentina and i Will Buy it, it is cheap there and first i Will use it and then i can write My experience. I Will be living with My wife in her house so i Will be sexually active so i Will notice the effect on libido, strenght, etc

 

[ascendtocl122]

I Will do a BOTB thread of this

In Bolivia there is no test gel, but i Will move to Argentina and i Will Buy it, it is cheap there and first i Will use it and then i can write My experience. I Will be living with My wife in her house so i Will be sexually active so i Will notice the effect on libido, strenght, etc

sick. tag me fs and lmk how it goes id be down to try with you

 

[hardstucklmtn]

im sure this isnt a new thing to hear but i truly just want to be beautiful. getting microneedling done + lazering and light therapy if i need it, quitting invisalign to thumbpull (12 times per day idc if u say cope) bonesmashing every day, on raw primal rn and i feel good in that regard, also going to do a cycle of test and hgh this year and cut to 10% with aqualyx if i need it from there. 16 btw. surgery plans will be infraorbital implants but are quite uncertain as ive never been truly 'lean' so im unaware of the more intricate features of my face. i just want to look fae and mystical. i just want to be beautiful like the birds and the trees. idk. anything else i should take and any good drugs/methods to stop me roping. im just so insecure about the amount of fat i store in my face, but i dont want to shred until i get the 17-18 mythical fat redistribution. sorry for waffle.

@Norm Macdonald @GonorrhoeaGobbler @nestivv

Real bro

 

[hardstucklmtn]

im sure this isnt a new thing to hear but i truly just want to be beautiful. getting microneedling done + lazering and light therapy if i need it, quitting invisalign to thumbpull (12 times per day idc if u say cope) bonesmashing every day, on raw primal rn and i feel good in that regard, also going to do a cycle of test and hgh this year and cut to 10% with aqualyx if i need it from there. 16 btw. surgery plans will be infraorbital implants but are quite uncertain as ive never been truly 'lean' so im unaware of the more intricate features of my face. i just want to look fae and mystical. i just want to be beautiful like the birds and the trees. idk. anything else i should take and any good drugs/methods to stop me roping. im just so insecure about the amount of fat i store in my face, but i dont want to shred until i get the 17-18 mythical fat redistribution. sorry for waffle.

@Norm Macdonald @GonorrhoeaGobbler @nestivv

Bump

 

[ascendtocl122]

Real bro

WE are ascending in 2026 !!!

 

[hardstucklmtn]

WE are ascending in 2026 !!!

Fr bro 2026 is our year

 

[zygosmasher12]

If anything your infraorbital area will get worse with fat loss so if your bags are shit when you’re high bodyfat then implants are definitely the way to go

 

[Aox Ofwar]

im sure this isnt a new thing to hear but i truly just want to be beautiful. getting microneedling done + lazering and light therapy if i need it, quitting invisalign to thumbpull (12 times per day idc if u say cope) bonesmashing every day, on raw primal rn and i feel good in that regard, also going to do a cycle of test and hgh this year and cut to 10% with aqualyx if i need it from there. 16 btw. surgery plans will be infraorbital implants but are quite uncertain as ive never been truly 'lean' so im unaware of the more intricate features of my face. i just want to look fae and mystical. i just want to be beautiful like the birds and the trees. idk. anything else i should take and any good drugs/methods to stop me roping. im just so insecure about the amount of fat i store in my face, but i dont want to shred until i get the 17-18 mythical fat redistribution. sorry for waffle.

@Norm Macdonald @GonorrhoeaGobbler @nestivv

Dnr kys