FrothySolutions
There's no gym for my squandered youth.
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Why didn't I learn my lesson from that Halloween fetish party?
This is bothering me a lot more than it should. It's not like it cost me money or anything, but I feel so defeated. People kept suggesting this to me and I kept refusing because I know it's a waste of time. But somehow I reached such a low point that I did the thing I told myself I didn't need to do. To come to Fetlife is to be truly desperate. And like I told people, like I told people... it is not what I'm looking for.
So now it's like "See??? I did what you said, I followed your stupid advice, and it didn't work! Why is this so hard? Why is it so hard for people to understand what I want?"
This is bothering me a lot more than it should. It's not like it cost me money or anything, but I feel so defeated. People kept suggesting this to me and I kept refusing because I know it's a waste of time. But somehow I reached such a low point that I did the thing I told myself I didn't need to do. To come to Fetlife is to be truly desperate. And like I told people, like I told people... it is not what I'm looking for.
So now it's like "See??? I did what you said, I followed your stupid advice, and it didn't work! Why is this so hard? Why is it so hard for people to understand what I want?"