I fried my receptors

[Golang]

I did the opposite of NoFap and decided to fap every. single. day. to see what happens. Even when I'm not horny, I forced myself to fap and watch porn.

Why did I do such a retarded thing you ask? Simple, I'm a permavirgin who will never interact with women in shape or form, but my disgusting genes force me to desire the DISGUSTING carnal desire called sex. So I decided to fry my receptors, get ED, and pretty much castrate myself (psychologically) so I no longer crave for such filthy desires.

So today, scrolling through PornHub thumbnails I got no sexual arousal, even if the girls were Stacies, I didn't care. In fact, I found it disgusting.

I truly ascended this filthy earthly world. I no longer have to care about being a permavirgin if I found sex disgusting and develop a phobia to it. I don't care about getting ED since I was never gonna use my penis either way.

Mirin my 4D Chess strategy?

 

[Disabledcel]

So you became gay?

 

[Deleted member 2205]

 

[Ritalincell]

I noticed similar things except the being disgusted part. When I fapped everyday to porn for a long time I honestly didn't care about hot girls anymore. I guess this can be used as an advantage to not let girls influence you in your daily life.

 

[Golang]

So you became gay?

You wish

 

[lookismfugee]

dark triad coomer move

 

[38 others]

you gonna start getting horny in max 2 days, you should have been a traumacel to kill your sexual instincts, it is over

 

[FailedAbortion]

Lifefuel I hate being horny it’s a curse