I fucking hate being ugly

[formicophilia]

I know everyones probably sick to death of hearing this but I hate being ugly so much. Its genuinely the worst feeling possible, I feel disgusting in my own skin, people laugh at me, ask me out as a joke, and make fun of how I look straight to my face, other people dont see you as human and so they dont treat you like one. Strangers online are only nice to you when you anglemaxx and fraud or out of sympathy.
Not only how others treat me, but having to look like this constantly, having to see myself all the time, avoiding photos ect.
I hate complaining but I need to rant, I was planing on roping earlier this week but I predict things will end the same way as always, passing out drunk or failing.

 

[asianslayer]

show face bro.
im an expert on how it feels to be ugly as a subhuman