hye732
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Recently, I've been having a really hard time mentally, trying to cope with the fact that I've stopped growing and will stay this height for the rest of my life. I'm almost in denial and cannot come to terms with the fact that this is it for me. It's even more brutal that my cousin is 6'5 and when I was younger I would get compliments all the time from my family "wow, you're getting so tall" and "you will catch up soon". Then one day the compliments stopped coming, that's when I realized.
I keep having these thoughts that if only I got more sleep, ate a better diet, or pinned during puberty I would have grown at least a few more inches. But its too late now. Everytime I go into public and get mogged by a 6ft+ chad my body freezes, and I feel an intense internal sense of belittlement and despair build up inside of me. I genuinely feel like crying but I supress my emotions and retreat back to my hermit cave to avoid further humiliation.
The way I see it, there are only three options left for me 1) ropemax and reincarnate; 2) get LL to hopefully go from 5'11 to 6'2-6'3; 3) geomax to another country.
I keep having these thoughts that if only I got more sleep, ate a better diet, or pinned during puberty I would have grown at least a few more inches. But its too late now. Everytime I go into public and get mogged by a 6ft+ chad my body freezes, and I feel an intense internal sense of belittlement and despair build up inside of me. I genuinely feel like crying but I supress my emotions and retreat back to my hermit cave to avoid further humiliation.
The way I see it, there are only three options left for me 1) ropemax and reincarnate; 2) get LL to hopefully go from 5'11 to 6'2-6'3; 3) geomax to another country.
