I fucking hate my life

[Deleted member 53256]

TW : long ass post

I’m 17 and I prolly graduated high school and I’ll go to uni in September ( I say prolly since the results will come out Monday but almost everyone graduates in my country). I’m on the verge of having my driving license too,so you’ll tell me “where the problem”

I moved 5 years ago and I only have 3 people I consider as friends ( one of them is going to far away for us to meet again due to uni ) , my social interactions basically rely on me getting bullied by my other “friends” in every situation and for every reason possible.I have unironically more friends on Twitter than irl.I can’t even fathom to be invited to do something with my irl “friends” this summer as they won’t contact me.I just saw a birthday party story ( another one I wasn’t invited to) and I saw ppl that weren’t as close to the guy as I thought I was invited while I’ll spend my summer rotting on my room.

One of the main reasons of me getting targeted is my inability to have a romantic partner (even in Twitter my online friends make fun of me for that ).Women don’t see me as a option to be a romantic partner.My life is miserable, I overrate my social interaction in order for my dad to think that I have friends while in reality I’m the biggest loner known to mankind.It irritates me ( not in a ER way though) but I’m constantly trying to cope by saying to myself that relationships are haram anyway.

The worst part of all of this is that I won’t even try to socialize with ppl once I go to uni, I already know it’s over.
Thanks for the ppl that read all of this

 

[Saisei]

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[raleqtambrobret]

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[Deleted member 53256]

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[Darkeningstar]

TW : long ass post

I’m 17 and I prolly graduated high school and I’ll go to uni in September ( I say prolly since the results will come out Monday but almost everyone graduates in my country). I’m on the verge of having my driving license too,so you’ll tell me “where the problem”

I moved 5 years ago and I only have 3 people I consider as friends ( one of them is going to far away for us to meet again due to uni ) , my social interactions basically rely on me getting bullied by my other “friends” in every situation and for every reason possible.I have unironically more friends on Twitter than irl.I can’t even fathom to be invited to do something with my irl “friends” this summer as they won’t contact me.I just saw a birthday party story ( another one I wasn’t invited to) and I saw ppl that weren’t as close to the guy as I thought I was invited while I’ll spend my summer rotting on my room.

One of the main reasons of me getting targeted is my inability to have a romantic partner (even in Twitter my online friends make fun of me for that ).Women don’t see me as a option to be a romantic partner.My life is miserable, I overrate my social interaction in order for my dad to think that I have friends while in reality I’m the biggest loner known to mankind.It irritates me ( not in a ER way though) but I’m constantly trying to cope by saying to myself that relationships are haram anyway.

The worst part of all of this is that I won’t even try to socialize with ppl once I go to uni, I already know it’s over.
Thanks for the ppl that read all of this

I'm sorry, Still try to socialize, though; it's a new context. Don't make the mistake of feeling sorry for yourself. I can understand, though

 

[Deleted member 53256]

I'm sorry, Still try to socialize, though; it's a new context. Don't make the mistake of feeling sorry for yourself. I can understand, though

Thank you

 

[Darkeningstar]

Thank you

You're welcome, many people in here have similar situations

 

[Entschuldigung]

> im 17
Hold on drama queen

 

[ChadL1te]

This means uni is your second chance. Don’t mess it up

 

[Nick.Harte]

I won’t even try to socialize with ppl once I go to uni,

If you have to try, it’s already over

 

[Deleted member 53256]

If you have to try, it’s already over

Damn ...

 

[Deleted member 53256]

> im 17
Hold on drama queen

How old are you?

 

[Nick.Harte]

Still try to socialize, though

You don’t need to.Just put yourself out there, and say hello. That’s it. Bare minimum only.

If others aren’t putting in the effort, then you’re a low value male. Sorry.

 

[Darkeningstar]

You don’t need to.Just put yourself out there, and say hello. That’s it. Bare minimum only.

If others aren’t putting in the effort, then you’re a low value male. Sorry.

Probably. It's not that this leads anywhere. Maybe it won't do any good but it doesn't cost much to try. At that age it's easier

 

[Nick.Harte]

Probably. It's not that this leads anywhere. Maybe it won't do any good but it doesn't cost much to try. At that age it's easier

Try only once per group. Twice if you’re pathetic. No reciprocation -> Pack yo bag, go home and sleep.

 

[MaghrebGator]

The more you socialize the more you will experience betrayal the more you will hate socializing

It's almost inevitable

 

[Deleted member 53256]

The more you socialize the more you will experience betrayal the more you will hate socializing

It's almost inevitable

Sad

 

[mrr]

Start a second life in uni
but if youre a manlet forget about it its ovaa

 

[Deleted member 53256]

Start a second life in uni
but if youre a manlet forget about it its ovaa

Thankfully 6'0