i fucking hate my life

[manhattanbound]

this is not one of those cringy "omg i wanna die" type posts, ive just been feeling down, you guys cant do anything to fix it, but venting here sometimes helps.
im basically in this religious EC, and basically its every saturday, in person, then online, inperson, then online.
Today it was supposed to be in person, they hadnt sent any emails or anything so i just went in person to the place, however my mom calls me halfway as im going there, yelling in my ear thru the phone "did you not check the emails? its online today you dissapointment i always have to remind you"
Keep in mind, this place is about a hour from my house, so by the time i came home, class ended.
Apparently the reason why it was online on zoom today was because the host had some unavoiable issue.
When i came home, she did what i expected, she yelled at me, how my useless, how she always needs to remind me about shit, how i suck at doing shit.
But what really made me cry/sad, was how she compared me to other star students in that class, and how im a inferior subhuman (thats not what she said obviously but it was the basic jist of it)
well now im just sad, and i guess in the afternoon im going to get a second yelling , ive js been down lately, because of my face, my grades, and my life in general, this lowk made it worse,
I just wish i read that email beforehand.
sorry for the bad grammar btw, im js too lazy to type good

 

[redeemthecard]

this is not one of those cringy "omg i wanna die" type posts, ive just been feeling down, you guys cant do anything to fix it, but venting here sometimes helps.
im basically in this religious EC, and basically its every saturday, in person, then online, inperson, then online.
Today it was supposed to be in person, they hadnt sent any emails or anything so i just went in person to the place, however my mom calls me halfway as im going there, yelling in my ear thru the phone "did you not check the emails? its online today you dissapointment i always have to remind you"
Keep in mind, this place is about a hour from my house, so by the time i came home, class ended.
Apparently the reason why it was online on zoom today was because the host had some unavoiable issue.
When i came home, she did what i expected, she yelled at me, how my useless, how she always needs to remind me about shit, how i suck at doing shit.
But what really made me cry/sad, was how she compared me to other star students in that class, and how im a inferior subhuman (thats not what she said obviously but it was the basic jist of it)
well now im just sad, and i guess in the afternoon im going to get a second yelling , ive js been down lately, because of my face, my grades, and my life in general, this lowk made it worse,
I just wish i read that email beforehand.
sorry for the bad grammar btw, im js too lazy to type good

I'm not reading this but I hope it gets better for you

 

[manhattanbound]

I'm not reading this but I hope it gets better for you

thanks bro!

 

[project chadlite]

It's really sad that this thread only got one reply and it was a DNR dismiss

 

[XazaqazaX]

EC

What is this?

 

[chudpiller]

your moms a hecking foid bro

 

[Sacrimoon]

Why yall parents such assholes?

 

[manhattanbound]

What is this?

extracircicular, basically just some class i take, its about religion and shit, i just do this so it looks good on college

 

[manhattanbound]

It's really sad that this thread only got one reply and it was a DNR dismiss

lol ye, idc if it gets that much attraction just wanted to dump my vents here

 

[manhattanbound]

Why yall parents such assholes?

jfl

 

[XazaqazaX]

extracircicular, basically just some class i take, its about religion and shit, i just do this so it looks good on college

Relax bro, if mom is yelling it's normal at homes. Your mom is being your mom, no need be sad on this. And What religion classes are those?

 

[manhattanbound]

Relax bro, if mom is yelling it's normal at homes. Your mom is being your mom, no need be sad on this. And What religion classes are those?

Basically just some shit where it’s like a class, then we do humanitarian work around the neighborhood

 

[manhattanbound]

Relax bro, if mom is yelling it's normal at homes. Your mom is being your mom, no need be sad on this. And What religion classes are those?

Idk man what she said really js made me sad but I’m prob overreacting

 

[wrathcellparadox]

this is not one of those cringy "omg i wanna die" type posts, ive just been feeling down, you guys cant do anything to fix it, but venting here sometimes helps.
im basically in this religious EC, and basically its every saturday, in person, then online, inperson, then online.
Today it was supposed to be in person, they hadnt sent any emails or anything so i just went in person to the place, however my mom calls me halfway as im going there, yelling in my ear thru the phone "did you not check the emails? its online today you dissapointment i always have to remind you"
Keep in mind, this place is about a hour from my house, so by the time i came home, class ended.
Apparently the reason why it was online on zoom today was because the host had some unavoiable issue.
When i came home, she did what i expected, she yelled at me, how my useless, how she always needs to remind me about shit, how i suck at doing shit.
But what really made me cry/sad, was how she compared me to other star students in that class, and how im a inferior subhuman (thats not what she said obviously but it was the basic jist of it)
well now im just sad, and i guess in the afternoon im going to get a second yelling , ive js been down lately, because of my face, my grades, and my life in general, this lowk made it worse,
I just wish i read that email beforehand.
sorry for the bad grammar btw, im js too lazy to type good

My moms the same way man I really hope you feel better