I fucking hate my parents and hate myself for it.

[AyMxsty]

My parents are just fucking cancer to interact with anytime I’m forced too.

My dad has basically been feeding me ropefuel and all throughout my childhood has complained that I’m so short because I didn’t eat beans even tho my mum is 4 foot 11 and the nigger is 5’6.
He genuinely makes me feel worthless at times and it’s not even his fault because he’s just the average African parent.
He’s always criticised for stuff ever since I was 5 and blamed it on me and then saying it’s not even ur fault it’s ur mums with everything, my height, how fat i was, how fucking autistic I am and how bad my social skills are. He never even considered he did anything wrong. He always had tried some bullshit cope too that would just make the problem even worse.
For my height, whenever he was at home and he would eat some shitty nutrientless African food he’d force me to sit down with him and eat it too. There was one time he even told me even if I vomited he’d make sure I’d eat it off the floor, I was around 7. For my weight it would always be some out of touch method like cardio circuits at 7 in the morning, he was never even consist with it either, it would be about 5 days of waste. He didn’t even care what happened even on my thirteenth bday he did this, and on that same day he encouraged me to gild down more slop cake.

My mother isn’t even better because she just enabled every bad thing during my childhood except for screaming and crying because a 10 yr old wasn’t listening, she was horrible at enforcing a bed time, couldn’t cook for shit so I ate, oven nuggets and chips, instant noodles and toast for the first 12 yrs of my life and made nearly no effort to make me actually socialise properly.

Im only 14 and im making efforts to fix these but it already feels like it’s too late. I dont blame them for their subpar genetics just for their subpar parenting.

 

[VV62]

 

[John6Enjoyer]

My parents are just fucking cancer to interact with anytime I’m forced too.

My dad has basically been feeding me ropefuel and all throughout my childhood has complained that I’m so short because I didn’t eat beans even tho my mum is 4 foot 11 and the nigger is 5’6.
He genuinely makes me feel worthless at times and it’s not even his fault because he’s just the average African parent.
He’s always criticised for stuff ever since I was 5 and blamed it on me and then saying it’s not even ur fault it’s ur mums with everything, my height, how fat i was, how fucking autistic I am and how bad my social skills are. He never even considered he did anything wrong. He always had tried some bullshit cope too that would just make the problem even worse.
For my height, whenever he was at home and he would eat some shitty nutrientless African food he’d force me to sit down with him and eat it too. There was one time he even told me even if I vomited he’d make sure I’d eat it off the floor, I was around 7. For my weight it would always be some out of touch method like cardio circuits at 7 in the morning, he was never even consist with it either, it would be about 5 days of waste. He didn’t even care what happened even on my thirteenth bday he did this, and on that same day he encouraged me to gild down more slop cake.

My mother isn’t even better because she just enabled every bad thing during my childhood except for screaming and crying because a 10 yr old wasn’t listening, she was horrible at enforcing a bed time, couldn’t cook for shit so I ate, oven nuggets and chips, instant noodles and toast for the first 12 yrs of my life and made nearly no effort to make me actually socialise properly.

Im only 14 and im making efforts to fix these but it already feels like it’s too late. I dont blame them for their subpar genetics just for their subpar parenting.

Yeah u should fix them while u can

One of the worst thing u could inherit from parents is bad epigenetics like being born fat or something

I also hope it gets better for u bro

 

[mogs me]

My parents are just fucking cancer to interact with anytime I’m forced too.

My dad has basically been feeding me ropefuel and all throughout my childhood has complained that I’m so short because I didn’t eat beans even tho my mum is 4 foot 11 and the nigger is 5’6.
He genuinely makes me feel worthless at times and it’s not even his fault because he’s just the average African parent.
He’s always criticised for stuff ever since I was 5 and blamed it on me and then saying it’s not even ur fault it’s ur mums with everything, my height, how fat i was, how fucking autistic I am and how bad my social skills are. He never even considered he did anything wrong. He always had tried some bullshit cope too that would just make the problem even worse.
For my height, whenever he was at home and he would eat some shitty nutrientless African food he’d force me to sit down with him and eat it too. There was one time he even told me even if I vomited he’d make sure I’d eat it off the floor, I was around 7. For my weight it would always be some out of touch method like cardio circuits at 7 in the morning, he was never even consist with it either, it would be about 5 days of waste. He didn’t even care what happened even on my thirteenth bday he did this, and on that same day he encouraged me to gild down more slop cake.

My mother isn’t even better because she just enabled every bad thing during my childhood except for screaming and crying because a 10 yr old wasn’t listening, she was horrible at enforcing a bed time, couldn’t cook for shit so I ate, oven nuggets and chips, instant noodles and toast for the first 12 yrs of my life and made nearly no effort to make me actually socialise properly.

Im only 14 and im making efforts to fix these but it already feels like it’s too late. I dont blame them for their subpar genetics just for their subpar parenting.

Hope you get better soon

 

[luca_.]

My parents are just fucking cancer to interact with anytime I’m forced too.

My dad has basically been feeding me ropefuel and all throughout my childhood has complained that I’m so short because I didn’t eat beans even tho my mum is 4 foot 11 and the nigger is 5’6.
He genuinely makes me feel worthless at times and it’s not even his fault because he’s just the average African parent.
He’s always criticised for stuff ever since I was 5 and blamed it on me and then saying it’s not even ur fault it’s ur mums with everything, my height, how fat i was, how fucking autistic I am and how bad my social skills are. He never even considered he did anything wrong. He always had tried some bullshit cope too that would just make the problem even worse.
For my height, whenever he was at home and he would eat some shitty nutrientless African food he’d force me to sit down with him and eat it too. There was one time he even told me even if I vomited he’d make sure I’d eat it off the floor, I was around 7. For my weight it would always be some out of touch method like cardio circuits at 7 in the morning, he was never even consist with it either, it would be about 5 days of waste. He didn’t even care what happened even on my thirteenth bday he did this, and on that same day he encouraged me to gild down more slop cake.

My mother isn’t even better because she just enabled every bad thing during my childhood except for screaming and crying because a 10 yr old wasn’t listening, she was horrible at enforcing a bed time, couldn’t cook for shit so I ate, oven nuggets and chips, instant noodles and toast for the first 12 yrs of my life and made nearly no effort to make me actually socialise properly.

Im only 14 and im making efforts to fix these but it already feels like it’s too late. I dont blame them for their subpar genetics just for their subpar parenting.

Your parents making fun of the way you look is a guaranteed way to be insecure. It’s a kids instinct to want to be like their dad or mom and when a parent makes fun of their child because of the way they look or they height it really fucks their confidence

 

[AyMxsty]

Yeah u should fix them while u can

One of the worst thing u could inherit from parents is bad epigenetics like being born fat or something

I also hope it gets better for u bro

Yeah I started hitting the gym around 8 months ago and lost a lot of weight still around 25% bf tho.

 

[AyMxsty]

Your parents making fun of the way you look is a guaranteed way to be insecure. It’s a kids instinct to want to be like their dad or mom and when a parent makes fun of their child because of the way they look or they height it really fucks their confidence

When I was younger I did kind of look up to my parents. But my mum is just a hypocritical, fat, entitled women who likes gossiping and thinking she’s better than anyone because my dad make money. She’s so incompetent too it’s acc sad tbh, when I was in primary school she was completely useless when it came to homework nearly as soon as we got to division. She’s knows 4 languages tho so that’s cool. Ik she loves me and I know I love her back just because she’s my mother but I really just can’t respect her or like her because of the kind of person she is.

 

[AyMxsty]

Boost!

 

[luca_.]

When I was younger I did kind of look up to my parents. But my mum is just a hypocritical, fat, entitled women who likes gossiping and thinking she’s better than anyone because my dad make money. She’s so incompetent too it’s acc sad tbh, when I was in primary school she was completely useless when it came to homework nearly as soon as we got to division. She’s knows 4 languages tho so that’s cool. Ik she loves me and I know I love her back just because she’s my mother but I really just can’t respect her or like her because of the kind of person she is.

Even if you don’t realise it you try to mimick your parents behaviour

 

[160cmcurry]

My parents are just fucking cancer to interact with anytime I’m forced too.

My dad has basically been feeding me ropefuel and all throughout my childhood has complained that I’m so short because I didn’t eat beans even tho my mum is 4 foot 11 and the nigger is 5’6.
He genuinely makes me feel worthless at times and it’s not even his fault because he’s just the average African parent.
He’s always criticised for stuff ever since I was 5 and blamed it on me and then saying it’s not even ur fault it’s ur mums with everything, my height, how fat i was, how fucking autistic I am and how bad my social skills are. He never even considered he did anything wrong. He always had tried some bullshit cope too that would just make the problem even worse.
For my height, whenever he was at home and he would eat some shitty nutrientless African food he’d force me to sit down with him and eat it too. There was one time he even told me even if I vomited he’d make sure I’d eat it off the floor, I was around 7. For my weight it would always be some out of touch method like cardio circuits at 7 in the morning, he was never even consist with it either, it would be about 5 days of waste. He didn’t even care what happened even on my thirteenth bday he did this, and on that same day he encouraged me to gild down more slop cake.

My mother isn’t even better because she just enabled every bad thing during my childhood except for screaming and crying because a 10 yr old wasn’t listening, she was horrible at enforcing a bed time, couldn’t cook for shit so I ate, oven nuggets and chips, instant noodles and toast for the first 12 yrs of my life and made nearly no effort to make me actually socialise properly.

Im only 14 and im making efforts to fix these but it already feels like it’s too late. I dont blame them for their subpar genetics just for their subpar parenting.

@davidlaidisme67

 

[AyMxsty]

Even if you don’t realise it you try to mimick your parents behaviour

Oh yeah I have noticed it, it’s only seems to be the negatives I notice. It sickens me not to be some autistic edgy fucking poet or whatever

 

[looksareeverything5]

Over if you have abusive parents tbh