I fucking hate myself so much

[swaggerdoodle]

I got blocked and ghosted so many times. I met with this girl recently who I genuinely felt connected to and I liked. We had so much in common. She was like high ltb because her skin is fucked up but she’s high mtb with makeup. Anyways, she starts posting stories of her being with a bunch of guys and her freinds and then I ask what she’s doing over the weekend and I got blocked.

I got blocked and ghosted too many god damn times I fucking hate myself. I don’t understand I made her laugh and she seemed so interested in me and was touchy. It always happens when I’m having a good time with them and then I get blocked outta nowhere. If I was Chad, this wouldn’t have happened but I’m not even ugly either. I do a good job at acting nt but it’s not enough. I’m like high mtn slightly above average but it’s still not enough.

All I fucking want is someone to love forever and it’s fucking impossible. They always block me in the middle of the night and I just go to the bathroom and reflect on who I am, trying to find something fucking sharp

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Fuck I went through the same shit bro. I hate this world and myself as well. It doesn’t get better but just try to cope yk

 

[IronMike]

Increase test

 

[brotato78]

bro leave her shes a sack of shit ah foid

 

[dogpound]

bro leave her shes a sack of shit ah foid

facts ah foid