I fumbled a chance to lose my virginity in HS and now it's over for me

[Clown Show]

People underestimate how crucial for a man is to lose his virginity and experience "love" from a girl in his teen years. It is the single most fundamental and important experience for development of a healthy psyche of a man, period. Your body is developing sexually, your receptors are still sensitive and there is high societal pressure to lose your v card in your teen years. I briefly had a gf nearing the end of high school and I fumbled a chance to lose my virginity, that moment my destiny was decided, I am to suffer for the rest of my life.

Even after earning money, looksmaxing, even if I get a hot gf, beneath all of that there will forever be an unattractive, mentally ill, undeveloped loser who is stuck in his teen years. You can walk around and mog normies all you want with your looks and money but you will never have something that they have which is getting laid for the first time as a naive 14-18 years old teen and having your brain fried with feel good chemicals. Every future foid that you hook up with has more experience and proper sexual development unlike you no matter how much you mog her with your looks. Just look at some of the forum moggers, in spite of having good looks and relatively stable lives, they are still mentally disturbed just because of the fact that they didn't develop properly during their teen years.

And once you miss this chance there is no going back. Even if I feel good for a little while, I will inevitably start getting thoughts like these and urge to just lay down in some gutter and die. I am losing all motivation, I can't bother to exact revenge on some people who have committed evil against me, my brain is slowly accepting utter hopelessness and I would really like to just lay down and rot to death, but I can't even do that because I have wageslaving tomorrow so that I can get bare minimum piss money to survive while chad is busy fucking my looksmatches all day...

 

[LipstickAlley]

dnrd but I feel you. Only thing to do is just lose it now and be content that you're not a 27 year old incels.is user

 

[cytoplasm]

I fumbled the bag when I was 14. Could've been early, now Im years too late

 

[Clown Show]

dnrd but I feel you. Only thing to do is just lose it now and be content that you're not a 27 year old incels.is user

I am 25 now, I only escortceled once and that's it, I fumbled few more chances to ascend, I have gone on few dates with some foids but they were utterly unattractive for me and I couldn't proceed to fuck them. This is what I am telling you, my brain is destroyed from not losing virginity early and I am retarded to lose it now, normies throughout their life have no problem meeting up with someone and escalating to sex unlike me with my retarded brain, fucking brutal...

 

[Clown Show]

I fumbled the bag when I was 14. Could've been early, now Im years too late

How old are you now?

 

[cytoplasm]

How old are you now?

24

 

[BigBoy]

Same jfl I could have ascended in hs with one of the short noodles but I was too high inhib to talk to any girls. I still think about that shit everyday and wanna rope at my younger high-inhib self. Unironically I think it’s cuz I discovered the blackpill and developed even worse social anxiety that I couldn’t talk to anyone, let alone girls, that prevented me from losing my virginity at a normal age.

 

[LipstickAlley]

I am 25 now, I only escortceled once and that's it, I fumbled few more chances to ascend, I have gone on few dates with some foids but they were utterly unattractive for me and I couldn't proceed to fuck them. This is what I am telling you, my brain is destroyed from not losing virginity early and I am retarded to lose it now, normies throughout their life have no problem meeting up with someone and escalating to sex unlike me with my retarded brain, fucking brutal...

jesus christ I can't even imagine to feel the full pain of that just from waiting that long to be in a proper loving relationship. I assume you feel really stuck rn, and honestly the best advice I have is to just drink a little and then head to a bar or something.

it seems you're not really an incel the same way a lot of "incels" are. I was in a similar position to you and for some fucking reason was super grossed out by all the girls that wanted me while only wanting girls who hated me and I was SUICIDAL as fuck for the longest time because I felt like my life wasn't going anywhere.

Then I started drinking a little when hanging out in places where I knew girls would be...asked my friends to give me rides to places instead of me driving (yeah I know its possible you don't have friends but in that case just walk to the bar) and then some girl who I would normally reject in a heartbeat when sober asked me to chill out with her and in my drunk stupor i said yes and then it led to a make-out session. Eventually I became less inhib and things were finally going my way. We met up a week later and we had sex (sober)

So Im not advocating becoming a full blown alcoholic and definitely make sure you don't do stupid shit like drink too much and send a dumb text but basically I think you just need to give somewhat lower tier chicks a chance (they aren't horrible) and work on lowering your inhibition so you can talk to hotter women.

Inb4 dnrd...

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I had a turkish girl interested in me in high school she wanted to say something to me after class but I forgot to ask her now its over

 

[LipstickAlley]

I had a turkish girl interested in me in high school she wanted to say something to me after class but I forgot to ask her now its over

brutal...my first fumble was this SE Asian girl that kept asking me out but I thought she was trolling me (because i was an ugly freak) and then she gave up. Her current boyfriend looks like an uglier version of me now jfl

 

[Dr. Bludy]

brutal...my first fumble was this SE Asian girl that kept asking me out but I thought she was trolling me (because i was an ugly freak) and then she gave up. Her current boyfriend looks like an uglier version of me now jfl

Over she literally was playful kicking my leg in class then I threw a piece of paper at her face and she was sad

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

People underestimate how crucial for a man is to lose his virginity and experience "love" from a girl in his teen years. It is the single most fundamental and important experience for development of a healthy psyche of a man, period. Your body is developing sexually, your receptors are still sensitive and there is high societal pressure to lose your v card in your teen years. I briefly had a gf nearing the end of high school and I fumbled a chance to lose my virginity, that moment my destiny was decided, I am to suffer for the rest of my life.

Even after earning money, looksmaxing, even if I get a hot gf, beneath all of that there will forever be an unattractive, mentally ill, undeveloped loser who is stuck in his teen years. You can walk around and mog normies all you want with your looks and money but you will never have something that they have which is getting laid for the first time as a naive 14-18 years old teen and having your brain fried with feel good chemicals. Every future foid that you hook up with has more experience and proper sexual development unlike you no matter how much you mog her with your looks. Just look at some of the forum moggers, in spite of having good looks and relatively stable lives, they are still mentally disturbed just because of the fact that they didn't develop properly during their teen years.

And once you miss this chance there is no going back. Even if I feel good for a little while, I will inevitably start getting thoughts like these and urge to just lay down in some gutter and die. I am losing all motivation, I can't bother to exact revenge on some people who have committed evil against me, my brain is slowly accepting utter hopelessness and I would really like to just lay down and rot to death, but I can't even do that because I have wageslaving tomorrow so that I can get bare minimum piss money to survive while chad is busy fucking my looksmatches all day...

Gut wrenching shit tbh

I'm sorry lad

If I get rich and famous one day I'll come back and msg the brutalized mfs like you and fund Epstein Island 2 with Mr Beast for a all inclusive vacation innit

All the teen love you can imagine!

 

[Zer0/∞]

dnrd but I feel you. Only thing to do is just lose it now and be content that you're not a 27 year old incels.is user

@TRUE_CEL L

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Over she literally was playful kicking my leg in class then I threw a piece of paper at her face and she was sad

Bro there's no way

The bag could not possibly be less fumbleable

Holy fuck

 

[LipstickAlley]

@TRUE_CEL L

I wasn’t even directing it towards him but I guess it does fit him jfl

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Bro there's no way

The bag could not possibly be less fumbleable

Holy fuck

Im serious I threw it at her face at the end of class and she picked up and threw it in the trash
She didn't even say anything but I felt she was acting cold with me after that

 

[LipstickAlley]

Over she literally was playful kicking my leg in class then I threw a piece of paper at her face and she was sad

I mean did you like her or were you freaked out by her? Every girl I’ve fumbled I just didn’t like back at the time and then just kinda regret it later

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Bro there's no way

The bag could not possibly be less fumbleable

Holy fuck

Oh wait I read licking my leg not kicking it wasn't that bad of a fumble ig

 

[MoggerGaston]

Absolutely brutal OP. I relate to all you're saying. The pain from past trauma like that is intense.

 

[AlexAP]

When I was 16, my oneitis literally went up to me and started to talk to me, only we two, and did it a few times after that. But I was too nervous to ask her out. Eventually she stopped. I had no idea at that time that it would take 6 more years for me to lose my V-card.

 

[Gengar]

@TRUE_CEL L

You’re gonna kill yourself before you get to 27.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I mean did you like her or were you freaked out by her? Every girl I’ve fumbled I just didn’t like back at the time and then just kinda regret it later

She was cute turkish brown and small
But I truly felt something but wasn't bothered to pursue her
I would have loved to licked her asshole but Im doomed to rot

 

[LipstickAlley]

She was cute turkish brown and small
But I truly felt something but wasn't bothered to pursue her
I would have loved to licked her asshole but Im doomed to rot

Bro if you actually liked her and didn’t go for it I’m just disappointed in you bruh

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Bro if you actually liked her and didn’t go for it I’m just disappointed in you bruh

I couldn't connect with her IDK im a weirdo I deserve to be alone

 

[LipstickAlley]

When I was 16, my oneitis literally went up to me and started to talk to me, only we two, and did it a few times after that. But I was too nervous to ask her out. Eventually she stopped. I had no idea at that time that it would take 6 more years for me to lose my V-card.

That’s insanely painful. The worst part is waiting in anticipation for years and years hoping your time will come. Jfl I keep replying to all these comments cuz they’re all so brutally relatable

 

[LipstickAlley]

I couldn't connect with her IDK im a weirdo I deserve to be alone

How old r u? Maybe you still have time

 

[Dr. Bludy]

How old r u? Maybe you still have time

19

 

[LipstickAlley]

19

Bro bro bro you’re fine. Once it’s 20 and you’re still virgin it’s over. Like you don’t have much time but just unironically Looksmaxx and head to your nearest bar

Are you KHHV or just virgin or what

 

[Zer0/∞]

You’re gonna kill yourself before you get to 27.

Why are you so pussy about roping? No balls?

 

[Deleted member 24586]

Teen love is NECESSARY. It gives a young guy the confidence to continue to try and be with females as he grows older because he will always be motivated by his past memories. He will have self respect for himself and know that he’s capable of attracting females. If he leaves his teenage years with no love (or any attention from females) it will forever fuck him up as he will never have the level of self confidence or experience with women as other men his age. He will always wonder why it never happened to him and everyone else. Before he knows it he’s in his 20s and rotting on incel forums.

I still remember the girl I had a crush on, she even added me on Snapchat on the final day of high school but I didn’t think it meant anything so I never even bothered to speak to her. I was ugly then and I’m even uglier now plus no motivation to try with women. It’s over, that was the closest I ever got to a foid showing interest in me.

 

[Deleted member 29261]

Holy shit so relatable. I was GL when I was 15, and had several foids approach me, snap me. I also talked to other foids and got their numbers/snaps. Then Covid happens and I lose everything (NTness, looks, friends, etc).

Im 19 in college and simply can’t be NT anymore

 

[Gengar]

Why are you so pussy about roping? No balls?

Okay a fat Bengali totally changed my mind, gonna rope now. Buh bhai.

 

[House Lannister]

Copers in this thread lmfao. “I fumbled it! She added me on Snapchat she was definitely into me !!!!! ” I’m dead at this u know if a girl is interested in u she makes an effort to fuk instantly like will straight up say it

 

[Lefty Rankin]

People underestimate how crucial for a man is to lose his virginity and experience "love" from a girl in his teen years. It is the single most fundamental and important experience for development of a healthy psyche of a man, period. Your body is developing sexually, your receptors are still sensitive and there is high societal pressure to lose your v card in your teen years. I briefly had a gf nearing the end of high school and I fumbled a chance to lose my virginity, that moment my destiny was decided, I am to suffer for the rest of my life.

Even after earning money, looksmaxing, even if I get a hot gf, beneath all of that there will forever be an unattractive, mentally ill, undeveloped loser who is stuck in his teen years. You can walk around and mog normies all you want with your looks and money but you will never have something that they have which is getting laid for the first time as a naive 14-18 years old teen and having your brain fried with feel good chemicals. Every future foid that you hook up with has more experience and proper sexual development unlike you no matter how much you mog her with your looks. Just look at some of the forum moggers, in spite of having good looks and relatively stable lives, they are still mentally disturbed just because of the fact that they didn't develop properly during their teen years.

And once you miss this chance there is no going back. Even if I feel good for a little while, I will inevitably start getting thoughts like these and urge to just lay down in some gutter and die. I am losing all motivation, I can't bother to exact revenge on some people who have committed evil against me, my brain is slowly accepting utter hopelessness and I would really like to just lay down and rot to death, but I can't even do that because I have wageslaving tomorrow so that I can get bare minimum piss money to survive while chad is busy fucking my looksmatches all day...

Oh just stop it, cry baby lips. I lost my virginity at either 19 or 20 years old to a hooker and I'm a happy healthy 35 year old. Fried my brain with enough feel good chemicals during my career with crystal meth, which blows stupid teenagers in love way out of the water btw. You'll be alright. If losing your virginity is really that important to you then dm me. We can meet up and I'll stick my finger up your butt.

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

Copers in this thread lmfao. “I fumbled it! She added me on Snapchat she was definitely into me !!!!! ” I’m dead at this u know if a girl is interested in u she makes an effort to fuk instantly like will straight up say it

100%, she would try hard to fuck u if she’s actually into u. I had a JB(13) into me in hs but I was 17 at the time so obv didn’t pursue that.