I genuinely hate my fucking life

[Babysito]

I don’t know why it’s like this but this mundane repeating cycle of everyday events that bring foward no meaningful development in my life consumes me legit all i do is play games listen to music and go out with friends and accomplish nothing but at the same time what is there to accomplish it’s all meaningless anyways there’s no point in doing anything when it all comes to an end anyways there’s only reason to do something is for a small squirt of dopamine only for it to go away the only escape i’ve found comfort in is music and even still i just find my self thinking about it while zoning out to the music which is pretty gay i hate thinking about things but i can’t help just write them down in my head and go over them ive been contemplating and reviewing how looks impact your social interactions and perceptions and views on you as a person from first glance and its all true in all honesty from how you present your self and how you look people decide wether they want to interact with you or have nothing to do with you what so ever Ex. Homeless people no one wants to talk to them because of they’re state you can be homeless and still look nice and people will talk to you you can look homeless and have a house and they won’t talk to you it’s as if looks are the only reason people in this world interact and form connections that’s why those who look the best get the most girls and are the most successful the majority of the time.

To shut my self up am i tripping or am i onto something here. and i should just rope

 

[HighIQ ubermensch]

so sorry for you
but DNR

 

[LEFORT17]

I don’t know why it’s like this but this mundane repeating cycle of everyday events that bring foward no meaningful development in my life consumes me legit all i do is play games listen to music and go out with friends and accomplish nothing but at the same time what is there to accomplish it’s all meaningless anyways there’s no point in doing anything when it all comes to an end anyways there’s only reason to do something is for a small squirt of dopamine only for it to go away the only escape i’ve found comfort in is music and even still i just find my self thinking about it while zoning out to the music which is pretty gay i hate thinking about things but i can’t help just write them down in my head and go over them ive been contemplating and reviewing how looks impact your social interactions and perceptions and views on you as a person from first glance and its all true in all honesty from how you present your self and how you look people decide wether they want to interact with you or have nothing to do with you what so ever Ex. Homeless people no one wants to talk to them because of they’re state you can be homeless and still look nice and people will talk to you you can look homeless and have a house and they won’t talk to you it’s as if looks are the only reason people in this world interact and form connections that’s why those who look the best get the most girls and are the most successful the majority of the time.

To shut my self up am i tripping or am i onto something here. and i should just rope

set yourself goals and find specific people to achieve them with.

 

[iblameb]

I don’t know why it’s like this but this mundane repeating cycle of everyday events that bring foward no meaningful development in my life consumes me legit all i do is play games listen to music and go out with friends and accomplish nothing but at the same time what is there to accomplish it’s all meaningless anyways there’s no point in doing anything when it all comes to an end anyways there’s only reason to do something is for a small squirt of dopamine only for it to go away the only escape i’ve found comfort in is music and even still i just find my self thinking about it while zoning out to the music which is pretty gay i hate thinking about things but i can’t help just write them down in my head and go over them ive been contemplating and reviewing how looks impact your social interactions and perceptions and views on you as a person from first glance and its all true in all honesty from how you present your self and how you look people decide wether they want to interact with you or have nothing to do with you what so ever Ex. Homeless people no one wants to talk to them because of they’re state you can be homeless and still look nice and people will talk to you you can look homeless and have a house and they won’t talk to you it’s as if looks are the only reason people in this world interact and form connections that’s why those who look the best get the most girls and are the most successful the majority of the time.

To shut my self up am i tripping or am i onto something here. and i should just rope

I was having the same problems. I was coping so hard by just scrolling tiktok and watching Dexter. The best advice is to find a gf. Truly lifechanging.

 

[Babysito]

I was having the same problems. I was coping so hard by just scrolling tiktok and watching Dexter. The best advice is to find a gf. Truly lifechanging.

Having a girlfriend helps, and as much as i love her and want a future with her i cant find a reason to find a future for my self, it all just seems like not a waste of time but much more as unguaranteed so many possibilities could go wrong and so many things could alter the future I'm scared of uncertainty but not in a pussy way just a tweaker im gonna kill my self way if that makes sense i don't know that's jus how my brain words and thinks of it i dont wanna sound stupid or retarded but that's how i sound another thing that's unbearable is the unmotivationalness of how life is structured like i go to the gym everyday and eat food i dont enjoy to feel good and to craft a body I desire but in the end i always look at my self in a disgusting and undeserving light i don't think there's ever been a time past 6 grade I haven't seen my self as the disgusting blob of meat that i am i could die any day and i feel like no one would care my family is all estranged to me distancing themselves the only relation i have to them is the living home we all coincide in together and the few that MIGHT care a little bit will just move on im a temporary object in there life in the end it makes me sick and sad but also upset i dont like that.

 

[iblameb]

Having a girlfriend helps, and as much as i love her and want a future with her i cant find a reason to find a future for my self, it all just seems like not a waste of time but much more as unguaranteed so many possibilities could go wrong and so many things could alter the future I'm scared of uncertainty but not in a pussy way just a tweaker im gonna kill my self way if that makes sense i don't know that's jus how my brain words and thinks of it i dont wanna sound stupid or retarded but that's how i sound another thing that's unbearable is the unmotivationalness of how life is structured like i go to the gym everyday and eat food i dont enjoy to feel good and to craft a body I desire but in the end i always look at my self in a disgusting and undeserving light i don't think there's ever been a time past 6 grade I haven't seen my self as the disgusting blob of meat that i am i could die any day and i feel like no one would care my family is all estranged to me distancing themselves the only relation i have to them is the living home we all coincide in together and the few that MIGHT care a little bit will just move on im a temporary object in there life in the end it makes me sick and sad but also upset i dont like that.

I was also feeling the same but I learned not to think too much about the future. Now Im just living in the present. Im mostly coping everyday waiting for the day to pass. I could say doomscrolling helps for me cuz I dont think about anything else

 

[Looksareeverything1]

I don’t know why it’s like this but this mundane repeating cycle of everyday events that bring foward no meaningful development in my life consumes me legit all i do is play games listen to music and go out with friends and accomplish nothing but at the same time what is there to accomplish it’s all meaningless anyways there’s no point in doing anything when it all comes to an end anyways there’s only reason to do something is for a small squirt of dopamine only for it to go away the only escape i’ve found comfort in is music and even still i just find my self thinking about it while zoning out to the music which is pretty gay i hate thinking about things but i can’t help just write them down in my head and go over them ive been contemplating and reviewing how looks impact your social interactions and perceptions and views on you as a person from first glance and its all true in all honesty from how you present your self and how you look people decide wether they want to interact with you or have nothing to do with you what so ever Ex. Homeless people no one wants to talk to them because of they’re state you can be homeless and still look nice and people will talk to you you can look homeless and have a house and they won’t talk to you it’s as if looks are the only reason people in this world interact and form connections that’s why those who look the best get the most girls and are the most successful the majority of the time.

To shut my self up am i tripping or am i onto something here. and i should just rope

Oh brutal I’m not reading allat