MoggerGaston
Nobody mogs like Gaston
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Feels good being able to be yourself, talk about your issues with other people who are openly talking about their own issues.
Normal social interaction costs me so much energy as I am always faking this 'happy confident extroverted fuckboy chad' personality.
Recently I've been very open about how inferior and ugly I feel, and how I always feel like other people don't like me. How this causes me to socially isolate.
One other girl in my mental-ward group, HTB 24yo, started crying when I was talking about this. Saying she felt extremely sad that I felt like this and this is how I experience the world.
During our lunch-break between therapy sessions, we tend to vibe/chill together a lot.
She also does drugs, goes to raves, so we have a bit similar lifestyles, also a bit similar mental issues. Although she has a lot of friends, family, etc. and isn't as socially isolated as me.
We ended up hugging for a while and she told me that she really likes me as a person and is happy I am in her therapy group since I am one of the few people she likes, can laugh with me, and I shouldn't see myself as ugly or unwanted.
Feels good
I always feel that I look subhuman next to her ngl.
In 6 weeks times, I haven't seen her wear the same outfit even once, she always has some fashion-maxxed outfit that looks really good. Always something new.
+Her face is always make-up maxxed, hair is always perfectly styled, etc.
Meanwhile when I feel bad my hair looks like utter shit, un-styled greasy cuz I can't bother to care. My fashion/outfits are whack and show 0 effort, etc.
Only thing I have been mogging in is parfumes since I recently spent 300 euros on new parfumes and I've been using them a lot, every time a new parfume.
She's been showing interest in me, telling me she was looking me up on instagram/facebook but couldn't find me (I don't have social-media). Also been asking me for my phone number to talk outside of therapy (this isn't officially allowed), but haven't reciprocated on this.
Idk, I am somewhat happy with this therapy style, even though progress is really slow.
~10 hours of therapy per week, is far better than having a 1 hour session every week, it just doesn't hit you when the frequency is that low.
I feel like if 1 hour/therapy per week can fix your issues, your issues probably weren't that big to begin with. Anyone with serious issues needs far more help than that.
Normal social interaction costs me so much energy as I am always faking this 'happy confident extroverted fuckboy chad' personality.
Recently I've been very open about how inferior and ugly I feel, and how I always feel like other people don't like me. How this causes me to socially isolate.
One other girl in my mental-ward group, HTB 24yo, started crying when I was talking about this. Saying she felt extremely sad that I felt like this and this is how I experience the world.
During our lunch-break between therapy sessions, we tend to vibe/chill together a lot.
She also does drugs, goes to raves, so we have a bit similar lifestyles, also a bit similar mental issues. Although she has a lot of friends, family, etc. and isn't as socially isolated as me.
We ended up hugging for a while and she told me that she really likes me as a person and is happy I am in her therapy group since I am one of the few people she likes, can laugh with me, and I shouldn't see myself as ugly or unwanted.
Feels good
I always feel that I look subhuman next to her ngl.
In 6 weeks times, I haven't seen her wear the same outfit even once, she always has some fashion-maxxed outfit that looks really good. Always something new.
+Her face is always make-up maxxed, hair is always perfectly styled, etc.
Meanwhile when I feel bad my hair looks like utter shit, un-styled greasy cuz I can't bother to care. My fashion/outfits are whack and show 0 effort, etc.
Only thing I have been mogging in is parfumes since I recently spent 300 euros on new parfumes and I've been using them a lot, every time a new parfume.
She's been showing interest in me, telling me she was looking me up on instagram/facebook but couldn't find me (I don't have social-media). Also been asking me for my phone number to talk outside of therapy (this isn't officially allowed), but haven't reciprocated on this.
Idk, I am somewhat happy with this therapy style, even though progress is really slow.
~10 hours of therapy per week, is far better than having a 1 hour session every week, it just doesn't hit you when the frequency is that low.
I feel like if 1 hour/therapy per week can fix your issues, your issues probably weren't that big to begin with. Anyone with serious issues needs far more help than that.