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𝕲𝕰𝕹𝕰𝕿𝕴𝕮 𝕱𝕬𝕿𝕬𝕷𝕴𝕾𝕿 -- ᛏᚱᚢᛏᚺ
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I have this problem deep within me
Whenever someone tries to show me a picture of myself, I go to autistic lengths to avoid having to see it
The only thing worse than catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror, is seeing my hideous sub5ness taken from a lens
I even get physically angry when people take photos of me, get quiet, have to go isolate myself somewhere to get it off my mind
Because not only am I hideous now in this moment, but I have been my entire life, so it just built on top of itself over and over
At this point the only way I will ever be happy with myself is to do whatever it takes to fix my face, fuck the risks, because I’m already facing the risks by having to live like this, this is no life I’m living where I can’t even bear to see myself. It goes deeper than physicality, it hurts you on so many levels to hate your face and I wish it on no one.
Whenever someone tries to show me a picture of myself, I go to autistic lengths to avoid having to see it
The only thing worse than catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror, is seeing my hideous sub5ness taken from a lens
I even get physically angry when people take photos of me, get quiet, have to go isolate myself somewhere to get it off my mind
Because not only am I hideous now in this moment, but I have been my entire life, so it just built on top of itself over and over
At this point the only way I will ever be happy with myself is to do whatever it takes to fix my face, fuck the risks, because I’m already facing the risks by having to live like this, this is no life I’m living where I can’t even bear to see myself. It goes deeper than physicality, it hurts you on so many levels to hate your face and I wish it on no one.
