I get angry when people take pictures of me

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I have this problem deep within me

Whenever someone tries to show me a picture of myself, I go to autistic lengths to avoid having to see it

The only thing worse than catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror, is seeing my hideous sub5ness taken from a lens

I even get physically angry when people take photos of me, get quiet, have to go isolate myself somewhere to get it off my mind

Because not only am I hideous now in this moment, but I have been my entire life, so it just built on top of itself over and over

At this point the only way I will ever be happy with myself is to do whatever it takes to fix my face, fuck the risks, because I’m already facing the risks by having to live like this, this is no life I’m living where I can’t even bear to see myself. It goes deeper than physicality, it hurts you on so many levels to hate your face and I wish it on no one.

 

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[Deleted member 1813]

I even get physically angry when people take photos of me, get quiet, have to go isolate myself somewhere to get it off my mind

aww he just a bebeh no fwash photogwaphy aww

 

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aww he just a bebeh no fwash photogwaphy aww
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From now on it’s mandatory, everyone who tries to take pics of me has to use flash, the right angle, and let me fraud beforehand so I can look ltn

 

[foidletslayer]

I have this problem deep within me

Whenever someone tries to show me a picture of myself, I go to autistic lengths to avoid having to see it

The only thing worse than catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror, is seeing my hideous sub5ness taken from a lens

I even get physically angry when people take photos of me, get quiet, have to go isolate myself somewhere to get it off my mind

Because not only am I hideous now in this moment, but I have been my entire life, so it just built on top of itself over and over

At this point the only way I will ever be happy with myself is to do whatever it takes to fix my face, fuck the risks, because I’m already facing the risks by having to live like this, this is no life I’m living where I can’t even bear to see myself. It goes deeper than physicality, it hurts you on so many levels to hate your face and I wish it on no one.

 

[vuki]

Avoid it as much as you can to keep the rope away

 

[dogedogedoge]

I have this problem deep within me

Whenever someone tries to show me a picture of myself, I go to autistic lengths to avoid having to see it

The only thing worse than catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror, is seeing my hideous sub5ness taken from a lens

I even get physically angry when people take photos of me, get quiet, have to go isolate myself somewhere to get it off my mind

Because not only am I hideous now in this moment, but I have been my entire life, so it just built on top of itself over and over

At this point the only way I will ever be happy with myself is to do whatever it takes to fix my face, fuck the risks, because I’m already facing the risks by having to live like this, this is no life I’m living where I can’t even bear to see myself. It goes deeper than physicality, it hurts you on so many levels to hate your face and I wish it on no one.

Relatable, I’ll be having a decent day and someone sitting next to me will send me a picture of myself and I won’t leave my bed for the next three days.

 

[epic derek 29]

relate,i hate photos so bad, deadass ruins my whole day/week sometimes if a photo comes out poorly