i get physically angry when people tell me they have friends

[rape]

i get filled with so much blinding rage and jealousy whenever people tell me about their friends. i will never experience the things they're telling me about. i literally haven't had a friend irl since 2022 & missed the cutoff to socially develop the same way my peers did because I didn't go to highschool so there's no chance of me making friends anymore.

 

[shia.jihadist]

probably because you rape them maybe

 

[silently_said]

Same my only friends throughout high school were on Discord. We did some meetups this summer but the group lolcow moved so we can't have anymore of those

 

[Pikabro]

Raises my cortisol tbhngl