I get sad seeing pretty girls

[NeverEnoughGian]

I am currently eating at a high end restaurant with my family, just chilling and enjoying the moment, when suddenly I spot three beautiful girls my age at the entrance, they prob hmtb with a lot of makeup, but that doesn’t matter, what matters is I then get sad and all negative just by seeing them.
I then think to myself, “why am I getting sad just by seeing some girls” then answer is, I’m not attractive enough to be confident and would feel ashamed and insecure if they looked at me. I’m not a sub 5 nor a ltn, I’m just not quite enough, I don’t even think I’m worth of love at the moment, because not even myself can love me just by the way I look rn.
Idk maybe it’s just embarrassment from seeing some girls, or maybe this fuckass bp concept is fucking up my head somehow where I think they’ll just burst out laughing if they had even the slightest glance at me.
Anyone shared a similar experience?

 

[mohi_100]

fuckass bp concept is fucking up my head

 

[NeverEnoughGian]

I knew it