I got scoliosis and my bitch went away because im a dense low iq monkey and now im subhuman never to touch a bitch again

[afkaik]

Alr so basically i had a cute hmtb tomboy , things are going kinda well. We never made it "official" or whatever, she was trying to manipulate me into liking her more and more. She made an effort to come to my house which was far away, and she breadcrumbed me with plushies and shit when we stopped talking. Then we kicked it off again and then started going on dates.

I was about to slay this bitch very soon. She kissed me first. She gave me my first kiss @17
She kissed ME aggressivelyI obviously am blackpilled as fuark since i had just gotten to htmn, i was debloated, lean, sharp asf, and life was good. Then she gace me shit for being 5'7. I ignored it and then i got home, "not ready for a relationship". So i said huh okay and i got my ass outta there and i tried to slay this htb crazy tits, crazy ass bitch. I genuinely cant believe i got her nudes but never slayed. Best body by far. Full goth full pale G or H cups i think. Then i started getting attention from this other girl (i took 125 pregabalin b4 going gym to speak to em). Then i went back and she tells me sum "i miss you " bs. So of course i say awww thats bad i cant see you right now though. Says okay pls tell me when we can say goodbye. (She was never going to, she was trying me to "try" harder, perceived effort theory). So i avoided her and she looked at my following list which was now full of short haired/big tits/big ass/htbs. So she started avoiding me and we eventually cut contact. Finally i was horny after a month or so so i tried to contact this bitch again and got rejected. And now this sweet athletic sweaty hmtb virgin body is not mine and i wanna kill myself. Also she got with a taller guy so it was over anyway. And i descended to 3.5 too so double over. And i got scoliosis so im 5'6 now (i was 5'8 barefoot). Tldr; go fuck that bitch china dick never doubt yourself be a lil bit delusional (if youre hmtn+). My days are over. Im recovering somehow from this mild scoliosis (doc said i probs wont need surgery) but my discs got so compressed i went from 5'8 to 5'7. With good posture, and i cant keep that good posture so im 5'6. Its over, for now. Lost muscle. Lost appeal. Lost hair quality, lost my looks, my ig account. My steroids, my cycle, my health indicators. My posture, my frame, my ffmi, my baseline test and now i crank my shit 7 times a day. I should have let her manipulate me.

 

[Vantablack]

even the thought of reading this did not cross my mind

 

[They_are_all_whores]

Alr so basically i had a cute hmtb tomboy , things are going kinda well. We never made it "official" or whatever, she was trying to manipulate me into liking her more and more. She made an effort to come to my house which was far away, and she breadcrumbed me with plushies and shit when we stopped talking. Then we kicked it off again and then started going on dates.

I was about to slay this bitch very soon. She kissed me first. She gave me my first kiss @17
She kissed ME aggressivelyI obviously am blackpilled as fuark since i had just gotten to htmn, i was debloated, lean, sharp asf, and life was good. Then she gace me shit for being 5'7. I ignored it and then i got home, "not ready for a relationship". So i said huh okay and i got my ass outta there and i tried to slay this htb crazy tits, crazy ass bitch. I genuinely cant believe i got her nudes but never slayed. Best body by far. Full goth full pale G or H cups i think. Then i started getting attention from this other girl (i took 125 pregabalin b4 going gym to speak to em). Then i went back and she tells me sum "i miss you " bs. So of course i say awww thats bad i cant see you right now though. Says okay pls tell me when we can say goodbye. (She was never going to, she was trying me to "try" harder, perceived effort theory). So i avoided her and she looked at my following list which was now full of short haired/big tits/big ass/htbs. So she started avoiding me and we eventually cut contact. Finally i was horny after a month or so so i tried to contact this bitch again and got rejected. And now this sweet athletic sweaty hmtb virgin body is not mine and i wanna kill myself. Also she got with a taller guy so it was over anyway. And i descended to 3.5 too so double over. And i got scoliosis so im 5'6 now (i was 5'8 barefoot). Tldr; go fuck that bitch china dick never doubt yourself be a lil bit delusional (if youre hmtn+). My days are over. Im recovering somehow from this mild scoliosis (doc said i probs wont need surgery) but my discs got so compressed i went from 5'8 to 5'7. With good posture, and i cant keep that good posture so im 5'6. Its over, for now. Lost muscle. Lost appeal. Lost hair quality, lost my looks, my ig account. My steroids, my cycle, my health indicators. My posture, my frame, my ffmi, my baseline test and now i crank my shit 7 times a day. I should have let her manipulate me.

Shizo rambling will read later thi

 

[crazyguy]

Alr so basically i had a cute hmtb tomboy , things are going kinda well. We never made it "official" or whatever, she was trying to manipulate me into liking her more and more. She made an effort to come to my house which was far away, and she breadcrumbed me with plushies and shit when we stopped talking. Then we kicked it off again and then started going on dates.

I was about to slay this bitch very soon. She kissed me first. She gave me my first kiss @17
She kissed ME aggressivelyI obviously am blackpilled as fuark since i had just gotten to htmn, i was debloated, lean, sharp asf, and life was good. Then she gace me shit for being 5'7. I ignored it and then i got home, "not ready for a relationship". So i said huh okay and i got my ass outta there and i tried to slay this htb crazy tits, crazy ass bitch. I genuinely cant believe i got her nudes but never slayed. Best body by far. Full goth full pale G or H cups i think. Then i started getting attention from this other girl (i took 125 pregabalin b4 going gym to speak to em). Then i went back and she tells me sum "i miss you " bs. So of course i say awww thats bad i cant see you right now though. Says okay pls tell me when we can say goodbye. (She was never going to, she was trying me to "try" harder, perceived effort theory). So i avoided her and she looked at my following list which was now full of short haired/big tits/big ass/htbs. So she started avoiding me and we eventually cut contact. Finally i was horny after a month or so so i tried to contact this bitch again and got rejected. And now this sweet athletic sweaty hmtb virgin body is not mine and i wanna kill myself. Also she got with a taller guy so it was over anyway. And i descended to 3.5 too so double over. And i got scoliosis so im 5'6 now (i was 5'8 barefoot). Tldr; go fuck that bitch china dick never doubt yourself be a lil bit delusional (if youre hmtn+). My days are over. Im recovering somehow from this mild scoliosis (doc said i probs wont need surgery) but my discs got so compressed i went from 5'8 to 5'7. With good posture, and i cant keep that good posture so im 5'6. Its over, for now. Lost muscle. Lost appeal. Lost hair quality, lost my looks, my ig account. My steroids, my cycle, my health indicators. My posture, my frame, my ffmi, my baseline test and now i crank my shit 7 times a day. I should have let her manipulate me.

all this bs happened just because youre 5'7