I got the bad side of being ND

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I woke up WHEN WORK BEGAN at 9 am today and that already pissed me off because it was all for staying up on this forum I managed to make it only 20 mins late even tho I live 20 min walk away.

I’m the type of nd that’s obsessed with 1 thing (which is body building) and I’m very quiet and hate attention. I also get insecure very quickly and for long periods of time when something happens like people making fun or laughing at me and people being negative for no reason
(One good example is when I was freshly 14 and not roided I hit 22.5kg on db incline bench for 7 reps then the next chest day I hit the 25s for 10 and someone on TikTok posted this Reddit post


And then I said that ^^ and put in (natty) since I thought that oh maybe it’s good for a freshly 14 year old kid to increase it that much and in so little time, this fat 25 year old then said “you didn’t need to put in the natty, it’s not impressive at all” and looking back I realise he’s so shit since his pr was 110kg bench at 90 kg body weight and on roids, he had a video explaining that he’s on stuff)

(For reference she’s facially LTB by org standards but she’s got beatiful skin and hair and oestrogenmaxxed body that makes me smile every time I look at her i smile cuz I’m freaky) But at work, there’s this girl that’s like 20 and I’m 15 but I fucking hate the age of consent, the things I would let her do to me I’ll let her fucking spit and kick me cuz idk I’m weird. She does like me back by the looks of it (she gets close to me, plays with her hair around me, we make eye contact a lot) she even tries speaking to me but this is where I fuck up, I always fail to speak to her normally, We exchange a few thank yous and such but I wanna make her smile and enjoy talking to me but I can’t .

Now comes my LTN 5’8 framecel co worker, hes nd but the type that makes the whole room light up since he’s extroverted and not really funny but just ecstatic and you can tell jsut by his looks, he always makes her laugh and smile it makes me angry for some reason, my body dysmorphia ain’t so bad that I think he’s better looking than me since Ik I mog him like crazy, every shift where she’s there she’s giving me more iois but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile

@Jonas2k7 @Underdog9494 @GatoradeTRZ8
@got.daim

 

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Ill read later

 

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Forgot to put it that she’s basically my oneitis I just went straight to the point

 

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I woke up WHEN WORK BEGAN at 9 am today and that already pissed me off because it was all for staying up on this forum I managed to make it only 20 mins late even tho I live 20 min walk away.

I’m the type of nd that’s obsessed with 1 thing (which is body building) and I’m very quiet and hate attention. I also get insecure very quickly and for long periods of time when something happens like people making fun or laughing at me and people being negative for no reason
(One good example is when I was freshly 14 and not roided I hit 22.5kg on db incline bench for 7 reps then the next chest day I hit the 25s for 10 and someone on TikTok posted this Reddit post


And then I said that ^^ and put in (natty) since I thought that oh maybe it’s good for a freshly 14 year old kid to increase it that much and in so little time, this fat 25 year old then said “you didn’t need to put in the natty, it’s not impressive at all” and looking back I realise he’s so shit since his pr was 110kg bench at 90 kg body weight and on roids, he had a video explaining that he’s on stuff)

(For reference she’s facially LTB by org standards but she’s got beatiful skin and hair and oestrogenmaxxed body that makes me smile every time I look at her i smile cuz I’m freaky) But at work, there’s this girl that’s like 20 and I’m 15 but I fucking hate the age of consent, the things I would let her do to me I’ll let her fucking spit and kick me cuz idk I’m weird. She does like me back by the looks of it (she gets close to me, plays with her hair around me, we make eye contact a lot) she even tries speaking to me but this is where I fuck up, I always fail to speak to her normally, We exchange a few thank yous and such but I wanna make her smile and enjoy talking to me but I can’t .

Now comes my LTN 5’8 framecel co worker, hes nd but the type that makes the whole room light up since he’s extroverted and not really funny but just ecstatic and you can tell jsut by his looks, he always makes her laugh and smile it makes me angry for some reason, my body dysmorphia ain’t so bad that I think he’s better looking than me since Ik I mog him like crazy, every shift where she’s there she’s giving me more iois but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile

@Jonas2k7 @Underdog9494 @GatoradeTRZ8
@got.daim

read every word
brutal ND/NV pill, i think i had the same type you coworker had before being abused and depressed

 

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Just rizzmaxx

 

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read every word
brutal ND/NV pill, i think i had the same type you coworker had before being abused and depressed

Sorry for not reading every word of your thread bhai but thanks .

I used to be like my Ltn co worker before but it’s mostly due to my family (especially sister) and many other people that I fell off and got abused dog syndrome

 

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Just rizzmaxx

 

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Some real incel shit itt

 

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Sorry for not reading every word of your thread bhai but thanks .

I used to be like my Ltn co worker before but it’s mostly due to my family (especially sister) and many other people that I fell off and got abused dog syndrome

real.. i feel like all autistic people start like your coworker until something majorly bad happens in their life.. which changes them permanently

 

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She does like me back by the looks of it (she gets close to me, plays with her hair around me, we make eye contact a lot) she even tries speaking to me

she's just thinking of chad plowing her pussy later that day while dozing off in ur direction

 

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Some real incel shit itt

I’m not incel since I’m only 15, the bitches will come, I’m mtn but good physique (when I feel like it) and Ik I’m not incel but I’m just stupid how I focus on not the most pretty foids and go deeper into abused dog syndrome cuz I don’t make the first move

 

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she's just thinking of chad plowing her pussy later that day while dozing off in ur direction

And op is chad

 

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she's just thinking of chad plowing her pussy later that day while dozing off in ur direction

Niggga imma have to admit she’s ugly the last thing she’s doing is fucking chads but for what do I care, her life

 

[Underdog9494]

I’m not incel since I’m only 15, the bitches will come, I’m mtn but good physique (when I feel like it) and Ik I’m not incel but I’m just stupid how I focus on not the most pretty foids and go deeper into abused dog syndrome cuz I don’t make the first move

Recommended stack for 14 yo 170 cm 53-55 kg?

 

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And op is chad

This is why I follow you nigga

 

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Recommended stack for 14 yo 170 cm 53-55 kg?

Test mast and gh

 

[Underdog9494]

Test mast and gh

Mast?

 

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I woke up WHEN WORK BEGAN at 9 am today and that already pissed me off because it was all for staying up on this forum I managed to make it only 20 mins late even tho I live 20 min walk away.

I’m the type of nd that’s obsessed with 1 thing (which is body building) and I’m very quiet and hate attention. I also get insecure very quickly and for long periods of time when something happens like people making fun or laughing at me and people being negative for no reason
(One good example is when I was freshly 14 and not roided I hit 22.5kg on db incline bench for 7 reps then the next chest day I hit the 25s for 10 and someone on TikTok posted this Reddit post


And then I said that ^^ and put in (natty) since I thought that oh maybe it’s good for a freshly 14 year old kid to increase it that much and in so little time, this fat 25 year old then said “you didn’t need to put in the natty, it’s not impressive at all” and looking back I realise he’s so shit since his pr was 110kg bench at 90 kg body weight and on roids, he had a video explaining that he’s on stuff)

(For reference she’s facially LTB by org standards but she’s got beatiful skin and hair and oestrogenmaxxed body that makes me smile every time I look at her i smile cuz I’m freaky) But at work, there’s this girl that’s like 20 and I’m 15 but I fucking hate the age of consent, the things I would let her do to me I’ll let her fucking spit and kick me cuz idk I’m weird. She does like me back by the looks of it (she gets close to me, plays with her hair around me, we make eye contact a lot) she even tries speaking to me but this is where I fuck up, I always fail to speak to her normally, We exchange a few thank yous and such but I wanna make her smile and enjoy talking to me but I can’t .

Now comes my LTN 5’8 framecel co worker, hes nd but the type that makes the whole room light up since he’s extroverted and not really funny but just ecstatic and you can tell jsut by his looks, he always makes her laugh and smile it makes me angry for some reason, my body dysmorphia ain’t so bad that I think he’s better looking than me since Ik I mog him like crazy, every shift where she’s there she’s giving me more iois but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile

@Jonas2k7 @Underdog9494 @GatoradeTRZ8
@got.daim

 

[User28823]

Niggga imma have to admit she’s ugly the last thing she’s doing is fucking chads but for what do I care, her life

 

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real.. i feel like all autistic people start like your coworker until something majorly bad happens in their life.. which changes them permanently

Yeah I used to be really outgoing and social and high on life brutal how i got bad side of autism at 14 my coworker is 16 and doesn’t look like he will get the bad side any time soon since ppl leave him to be in his own world

 

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schizo ramblings but i read

 

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schizo ramblings but i read

I’m probably not schizo but I do get hallucinations a lot like people walking by me when they not there and ppl looking at me through windows

 

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but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile

for long periods of time when something happens like people making fun or laughing at me and people being negative for no reason

"but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile" proof of
your Reduced abilities to express your emotions


"for long periods of time when something happens like people making fun or laughing at me and people being negative for no reason" proof u have strong beliefs that aren’t based on reality


"My body dysmorphia ain’t so bad that I think he’s better looking than me since Ik I mog him like crazy, every shift where she’s there she’s giving me more iois but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile."


u dont think the colleague is more attractive but u still feel jealous of ur colleague’s ability to make the girl smile which creates a contradiction in their thought process
so difficulty to organize ur thoughts

I’m probably not schizo but I do get hallucinations a lot like people walking by me when they not there and ppl looking at me through windows

and u confirmed yourself that u got some hallucinations






so youre a schizo nigga

 

[Underdog9494]

Mast?

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"but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile" proof of
your Reduced abilities to express your emotions


"for long periods of time when something happens like people making fun or laughing at me and people being negative for no reason" proof u have strong beliefs that aren’t based on reality


"My body dysmorphia ain’t so bad that I think he’s better looking than me since Ik I mog him like crazy, every shift where she’s there she’s giving me more iois but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile."


u dont think the colleague is more attractive but u still feel jealous of ur colleague’s ability to make the girl smile which creates a contradiction in their thought process
so difficulty to organize ur thoughts


and u confirmed yourself that u got some hallucinations






so youre a schizo nigga

Well a schizophrenic IS talking
Be quiet and listen

 

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"but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile" proof of
your Reduced abilities to express your emotions


"for long periods of time when something happens like people making fun or laughing at me and people being negative for no reason" proof u have strong beliefs that aren’t based on reality


"My body dysmorphia ain’t so bad that I think he’s better looking than me since Ik I mog him like crazy, every shift where she’s there she’s giving me more iois but I still will keep being jealous at how my co worker makes her smile."


u dont think the colleague is more attractive but u still feel jealous of ur colleague’s ability to make the girl smile which creates a contradiction in their thought process
so difficulty to organize ur thoughts


and u confirmed yourself that u got some hallucinations






so youre a schizo nigga

Hallucinations aren’t crazy and they only appear like once every 2 weeks

 

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Masteron

 

[Underdog9494]

Masteron

Won't it fuck my test up if i stop?

 

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Won't it fuck my test up if i stop?

Yes but that’s something you should know before hopping on

 

[Underdog9494]

Yes but that’s something you should know before hopping on

So you're just gonna do it your whole life?