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So for context i was making some chicken liver/heart dish and my dad got mad at me for making a mess. We proceeded to argue alot (basically he just shitting on me) and at a certaint point i broke down and started crying.
So now here i am crying as a 17 year old with facial hair
(While im cutting pompegrenade and paprika). After argueing i said it was because im a loser with no friends and depressed (while crying). He said he didnt think i was a loser (holy cope) and i responded with "im the literal definition of a loser look it up". He got silent for a bit and than i said i dont care though im only depressed cause of my looks and i dont need friends. We proceeded to talk and i said friends are temporary and i hate people. He responded by quote on quote "wow thats dark". I said im ugly and thats why i grew up to be a loser and he said i looked good. I gave him a example of one of my failos (SFS). My face lenght is only 19 cms (i was wrong about 18.3 cms in last thread) and he laughed at me and said why does that matter, you look good. I proceeded to tell him it makes me look like a ball cause of the combination of my 15-16 cm cheeckbone wideness. He said people dont care about that because you look good enough. I responded with "they do subconsiously though?". He yapped about personality and stuff after. We were argueing that looks give you more oppertunities at life and gives a better childhood. After some argueing we got to clubbing and he said a shy introverted handsome dude wouldnt pull more than a ugly dude talking to everybody and being extremely NT. I said thats fake because we literally had a revolution in a mere span of 20 years and that all his experience is not useful in the current times we live in (he spoke from his experience in the 90s). After he basically said nobody cares about your ratios or face length blablabla (i didnt believe normies could believe this enourmes cope) we got to the point of what life should be. I told him its to have a stress free life with a family and he argued that you cant get that without a degree (i didnt respond with models can though because its to for him and i just continued listening). In the end he talked about how it all doesnt matter its to much in your head (he is a 189 105 kg 60 cm bidelt muscle dad with htn face. Basically chadlite smv). He always had friends in childhood to go back to and argued that "children are harsh on people without limit" and that they also talked shit to him. He had friends to go back to though and i didnt. He told me my the people i talked with are very ugly compared to you and i hope you understand that. He also said like out of 50 girls in a room 48 would want to go on a date with me lul:jfl chad would have 50 ready to marry).
In the end he said he loved me and hugged and went away to drink something. After a few minutes he came back and i said youd be more handsome if you also didnt have a shorter skull (he meassured it aswell and had 19 cms). After that he looked at me with much concern and went to go take a bath.
But yeah now i am taking a bath and just chilling. I regret saying all this cause now he probabely thinks im extra crazy. I also forgot to mention he said i really need to seek a therapist for thinking im ugly and i said thats cope and it wont work.
Anyways thats it
TLDR: Title or read thread
Tags: @gangiewangie @Nick.Harte @Snicket @O'Pry @fr0st
So now here i am crying as a 17 year old with facial hair
(While im cutting pompegrenade and paprika). After argueing i said it was because im a loser with no friends and depressed (while crying). He said he didnt think i was a loser (holy cope) and i responded with "im the literal definition of a loser look it up". He got silent for a bit and than i said i dont care though im only depressed cause of my looks and i dont need friends. We proceeded to talk and i said friends are temporary and i hate people. He responded by quote on quote "wow thats dark". I said im ugly and thats why i grew up to be a loser and he said i looked good. I gave him a example of one of my failos (SFS). My face lenght is only 19 cms (i was wrong about 18.3 cms in last thread) and he laughed at me and said why does that matter, you look good. I proceeded to tell him it makes me look like a ball cause of the combination of my 15-16 cm cheeckbone wideness. He said people dont care about that because you look good enough. I responded with "they do subconsiously though?". He yapped about personality and stuff after. We were argueing that looks give you more oppertunities at life and gives a better childhood. After some argueing we got to clubbing and he said a shy introverted handsome dude wouldnt pull more than a ugly dude talking to everybody and being extremely NT. I said thats fake because we literally had a revolution in a mere span of 20 years and that all his experience is not useful in the current times we live in (he spoke from his experience in the 90s). After he basically said nobody cares about your ratios or face length blablabla (i didnt believe normies could believe this enourmes cope) we got to the point of what life should be. I told him its to have a stress free life with a family and he argued that you cant get that without a degree (i didnt respond with models can though because its to for him and i just continued listening). In the end he talked about how it all doesnt matter its to much in your head (he is a 189 105 kg 60 cm bidelt muscle dad with htn face. Basically chadlite smv). He always had friends in childhood to go back to and argued that "children are harsh on people without limit" and that they also talked shit to him. He had friends to go back to though and i didnt. He told me my the people i talked with are very ugly compared to you and i hope you understand that. He also said like out of 50 girls in a room 48 would want to go on a date with me lul:jfl chad would have 50 ready to marry).In the end he said he loved me and hugged and went away to drink something. After a few minutes he came back and i said youd be more handsome if you also didnt have a shorter skull (he meassured it aswell and had 19 cms). After that he looked at me with much concern and went to go take a bath
.But yeah now i am taking a bath and just chilling. I regret saying all this cause now he probabely thinks im extra crazy. I also forgot to mention he said i really need to seek a therapist for thinking im ugly and i said thats cope and it wont work.
Anyways thats it
TLDR: Title or read thread
Tags: @gangiewangie @Nick.Harte @Snicket @O'Pry @fr0st
