Chainsaw-HTN-Man
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Okay, so yesterday i was at my place with a group of friends and this girl (im htn 5 psl/5'11 and a half and she's htb 4'11/5'0 she had bones but not so good eyes so harmony it wasnot top tier)
and tbh im NT and the days before i wasnt nervous but yesterday i was so fucinkg anxious when she arrived, im not saying i acted like a complete autist but i didnt escalat things very well, however we madeout like 4 times.
The thing is I didnt find her very comfortable(like 7, being 10 she felt very comfortable), maybe cause i escalated sexually bad (socially i did it quite good, i talked with her a lot and she was very receptive and i made her laugh many times, i wasnt needy, i didnt say yes to her everytime and we had similar tastes),so like when we were kissing she maybe moved her head backwards (a very bit), she wanted to escort her other female friend because she had to go earlier and the come back (i think if she really wanted me she would stayed at my place) and didnt want to sleep at my place(same as before).
Although, when we made out she kissed me with eager and kiss me the neck, and she told my friends later she finds me cute (im 19 she is 20), and tbh im quite a prettyboy (I look like chico lachowski but obv not that good combined with david laid, i also have body halo but i wasnt shirtless, and she only could see my veins in my forearms), i have almond eye shape, nice eyebrows, eyelashes, nice lips, good harmony but i lack jaw (like a 4.25 psl) below average nose shape, not good skin(little acne scarring) and highset cheekbones but right one is A tier, but left one is a bit smaller ,so maybe it is not cope and she really found me cute and it's not all that bullshit girls say to dont hurt the feelings of the guy, idont really know.
Then she told to my friends she still thinks about her ex and she didnt get over him, so summing up, idk if she really want me and she acted the kisses(i dont think so but who knows because, maybe she felt pressured to do it???), idk if she still thinks about him or is a excuse, and idk if that "cute" is really a compliment because i look like a prettyboy or she just didnt want to hurt my feelings, cause she knew my friends would tell me about her response. i read here that if she really likes u she will have sex with u in the first date, is that completely true?
This is my first post thread, pls seriious i dont want people tellimg me to rape her or dnr, and im not trolling, i want advice, thanks
and tbh im NT and the days before i wasnt nervous but yesterday i was so fucinkg anxious when she arrived, im not saying i acted like a complete autist but i didnt escalat things very well, however we madeout like 4 times.
The thing is I didnt find her very comfortable(like 7, being 10 she felt very comfortable), maybe cause i escalated sexually bad (socially i did it quite good, i talked with her a lot and she was very receptive and i made her laugh many times, i wasnt needy, i didnt say yes to her everytime and we had similar tastes),so like when we were kissing she maybe moved her head backwards (a very bit), she wanted to escort her other female friend because she had to go earlier and the come back (i think if she really wanted me she would stayed at my place) and didnt want to sleep at my place(same as before).
Although, when we made out she kissed me with eager and kiss me the neck, and she told my friends later she finds me cute (im 19 she is 20), and tbh im quite a prettyboy (I look like chico lachowski but obv not that good combined with david laid, i also have body halo but i wasnt shirtless, and she only could see my veins in my forearms), i have almond eye shape, nice eyebrows, eyelashes, nice lips, good harmony but i lack jaw (like a 4.25 psl) below average nose shape, not good skin(little acne scarring) and highset cheekbones but right one is A tier, but left one is a bit smaller ,so maybe it is not cope and she really found me cute and it's not all that bullshit girls say to dont hurt the feelings of the guy, idont really know.
Then she told to my friends she still thinks about her ex and she didnt get over him, so summing up, idk if she really want me and she acted the kisses(i dont think so but who knows because, maybe she felt pressured to do it???), idk if she still thinks about him or is a excuse, and idk if that "cute" is really a compliment because i look like a prettyboy or she just didnt want to hurt my feelings, cause she knew my friends would tell me about her response. i read here that if she really likes u she will have sex with u in the first date, is that completely true?
This is my first post thread, pls seriious i dont want people tellimg me to rape her or dnr, and im not trolling, i want advice, thanks
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