N1666
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I’ve been waiting around a month for them to fully diagnose me (even though I don’t need one I already know what I have), and today I had the appointment to go in for an assessment. I only did this in the first place to get rid of my mother’s worries.
Then I realised why would I want them to dampen my gifts? Psychosis is like having super powers, and I knew if they did diagnose me they’d put me on some bullshit medication that would turn me into a zombie. They’d also make me feel like a disgrace and put a negative label on me.
So I didn’t turn up and they have a strict attendance policy which means I doubt they’ll try and reschedule or bother me again. It’s like a force saved me from going to the appointment, I just had a sudden hit of realisation that it’s fucking pointless and it would do more harm than good. Maybe I have a guardian angel trying to protect me, this wouldn’t be the first instance either.
@Toad
Then I realised why would I want them to dampen my gifts? Psychosis is like having super powers, and I knew if they did diagnose me they’d put me on some bullshit medication that would turn me into a zombie. They’d also make me feel like a disgrace and put a negative label on me.
So I didn’t turn up and they have a strict attendance policy which means I doubt they’ll try and reschedule or bother me again. It’s like a force saved me from going to the appointment, I just had a sudden hit of realisation that it’s fucking pointless and it would do more harm than good. Maybe I have a guardian angel trying to protect me, this wouldn’t be the first instance either.
@Toad
