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So I had nationals for swimming this week, and my team was in a hotel for 3 days. In those 3 days, 2 girls from my club whom I know very well (and for a long time), came over to sleep in me and my homeboys room
we hit it off and we’re cuddling and hugging, touched her boob etc etc.. doing all the intimate things, except for making out (so was my hb). We were really having a good time.
the next day, they were supposed to come over again, but it was only the other girl which sucked but eh okay I was alone for 1 night.
the next day, again, only her. No sleepover though, only during the midday. My hb and her were having fun and I felt like the biggest cuck in the world sleeping next to it.
Now sure, I get it, you can’t come over you have an important race tommorow, but so do I? and the other friend? I feel like we could have fun again
AND BEFORE ANY OF YOU SHITS REPLY SAYING “OH IF SHE ISN’T RESPONDING SHE OBVIOUSLY DIDN’T LIKE IT” NO, NIGGA. SHE DID, LIKE WE WERE IN LOVE. SHE WANTED ME TO DO THE THINGS WE DID LAUGHING ALL THE WAY.
anyways that’s not the main point, my seratonin levels were probably so fucking high these few days I was laughing with my hb 24/7, I was feeling coked up, I felt like I owned the world
and now that it’s all finished I feel fucking empty I want to cut myself
on top of that my hb got a date with his hoe, mine talks to me normally and still smiles and flirts (kinda) yet didn’t want to come over
how do I always mess shit up wtf did I do can I genuienly ever get a fucking win in my life god fucking damn it I was happy for a day can it not last atleast a month, shit like this has happend 3 times now and each time I’m left feeling shittiet than before, I’m contemplating suicide rn
Like I feel so fucking empty I can’t even begin to try and explain I would kill just to go out with her, I don’t even like her that much but since that night I can’t stop thinking about her
we did so much intimate stuff, laughing all the way looking in eachothers eyes it was like in a fucking movie
fml
anyways I was talking to 2 french chicks who were also in the hotel they were cute but I didn’t feel like doing anything with them since I really hit it off with this girl.. Somehow both of them were on my dick, figuratively, they were glazing me 24/7 while I was there. I kind of cuddled with her but I still felt hollow it wasn’t the same feeling like with HER. 3 hoes in 3 days yet I only care about 1, she doesn’t give 2 fucks about me
what do I even do, do I text her? I don’t wanna be wierd or annoying though,
TL;DR
when she came over and was in bed, I was literally scared to do anything with her in the beggining and she COMPELLED me to be intimate with her. So she does like me, but what now? she never came over later but still talks with me normally, do I text her or not? wtf is there to do
we hit it off and we’re cuddling and hugging, touched her boob etc etc.. doing all the intimate things, except for making out (so was my hb). We were really having a good time.
the next day, they were supposed to come over again, but it was only the other girl which sucked but eh okay I was alone for 1 night.
the next day, again, only her. No sleepover though, only during the midday. My hb and her were having fun and I felt like the biggest cuck in the world sleeping next to it.
Now sure, I get it, you can’t come over you have an important race tommorow, but so do I? and the other friend? I feel like we could have fun again
AND BEFORE ANY OF YOU SHITS REPLY SAYING “OH IF SHE ISN’T RESPONDING SHE OBVIOUSLY DIDN’T LIKE IT” NO, NIGGA. SHE DID, LIKE WE WERE IN LOVE. SHE WANTED ME TO DO THE THINGS WE DID LAUGHING ALL THE WAY.
anyways that’s not the main point, my seratonin levels were probably so fucking high these few days I was laughing with my hb 24/7, I was feeling coked up, I felt like I owned the world
and now that it’s all finished I feel fucking empty I want to cut myself
on top of that my hb got a date with his hoe, mine talks to me normally and still smiles and flirts (kinda) yet didn’t want to come over
how do I always mess shit up wtf did I do can I genuienly ever get a fucking win in my life god fucking damn it I was happy for a day can it not last atleast a month, shit like this has happend 3 times now and each time I’m left feeling shittiet than before, I’m contemplating suicide rn
Like I feel so fucking empty I can’t even begin to try and explain I would kill just to go out with her, I don’t even like her that much but since that night I can’t stop thinking about her
we did so much intimate stuff, laughing all the way looking in eachothers eyes it was like in a fucking movie
fml
anyways I was talking to 2 french chicks who were also in the hotel they were cute but I didn’t feel like doing anything with them since I really hit it off with this girl.. Somehow both of them were on my dick, figuratively, they were glazing me 24/7 while I was there. I kind of cuddled with her but I still felt hollow it wasn’t the same feeling like with HER. 3 hoes in 3 days yet I only care about 1, she doesn’t give 2 fucks about me
what do I even do, do I text her? I don’t wanna be wierd or annoying though,
TL;DR
when she came over and was in bed, I was literally scared to do anything with her in the beggining and she COMPELLED me to be intimate with her. So she does like me, but what now? she never came over later but still talks with me normally, do I text her or not? wtf is there to do
