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I took too much thc oil that morning and just at the night I realized my brain wasnt working good.
I felt like my brain was giving ideas to my dreams and everything seemed like a memory and sometimes I thought something and then It was buried in my mind and I forget.
At some point I tries to stand up but I began to see patterns in the dark like a colorful moth.
So I lied in bed and my heart was beating too strong but I knew It was Fake and I relaxed. I was hearing doors opening for a few moments
Then I was walking in my room whisering as if I was talking to people in my room but I knew there was nobody but I coulnt control myself and I did weird movements like stroke my body or walk weird. I was conscious but I coulnt control myself. I was laughing from nothing and moving my body like I was talking with someone.
Then I realized and became conscious that my parents will notice my whisperings and the light of the room at 2am. So I put my t shirt in my mouths to not talk because I coulnt control myself.
Then my mother entered the bathroom and started pissing so I stoped and shut up, althought felt like that second was repeating, I heard my mom entering the bathroom many times and It repeated and then I hallucinated that my parents entered my room and I supposedly killed my sister, I was delirant thinking I killed my sister, and i talked in slow motion but I knew I was hallucnating.
But then I was in control again and knew I did nothing. I went to the bathroom to piss, I passed my leg a bit and then when I was in my room again I lost control and started whispering no sense.
At some point I was scared that I made a contract with the devil to make my subconscious take control of my body and my conscience went to the background of my mind. I thought I Will we eer bien that room delirating forever because the devil tricked me. I thought I could also be in a terror story like the creepypastas I listen.
Tldr: I had la trip in where I mainly was whisperings in my room alone and felt like I gained and lost control over my body over ad over again escaping from hallucinations.
And It was not a dream because my mom today asked me why I had turned on lights at 3am and the asked how may times I went to the bathroom. This Is because I opened my door many times trying to leave my room but I had fear of dark and like a terror music began to sound.
I felt like my brain was giving ideas to my dreams and everything seemed like a memory and sometimes I thought something and then It was buried in my mind and I forget.
At some point I tries to stand up but I began to see patterns in the dark like a colorful moth.
So I lied in bed and my heart was beating too strong but I knew It was Fake and I relaxed. I was hearing doors opening for a few moments
Then I was walking in my room whisering as if I was talking to people in my room but I knew there was nobody but I coulnt control myself and I did weird movements like stroke my body or walk weird. I was conscious but I coulnt control myself. I was laughing from nothing and moving my body like I was talking with someone.
Then I realized and became conscious that my parents will notice my whisperings and the light of the room at 2am. So I put my t shirt in my mouths to not talk because I coulnt control myself.
Then my mother entered the bathroom and started pissing so I stoped and shut up, althought felt like that second was repeating, I heard my mom entering the bathroom many times and It repeated and then I hallucinated that my parents entered my room and I supposedly killed my sister, I was delirant thinking I killed my sister, and i talked in slow motion but I knew I was hallucnating.
But then I was in control again and knew I did nothing. I went to the bathroom to piss, I passed my leg a bit and then when I was in my room again I lost control and started whispering no sense.
At some point I was scared that I made a contract with the devil to make my subconscious take control of my body and my conscience went to the background of my mind. I thought I Will we eer bien that room delirating forever because the devil tricked me. I thought I could also be in a terror story like the creepypastas I listen.
Tldr: I had la trip in where I mainly was whisperings in my room alone and felt like I gained and lost control over my body over ad over again escaping from hallucinations.
And It was not a dream because my mom today asked me why I had turned on lights at 3am and the asked how may times I went to the bathroom. This Is because I opened my door many times trying to leave my room but I had fear of dark and like a terror music began to sound.
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