natkoooooo
balkan incel
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Today I worked the entire day, and it’s always uncomfortable for me when I walk past female coworkers my age. Even when nothing happens, it still feels awkward. I know I’m not very attractive, and sometimes I look bad because my skin gets extremely dry from seborrheic dermatitis. That white, flaky skin on my huge nose, in my eyebrows, or in my hair really makes me insecure.
On top of that, I saw a girl at work today (I work in a supermarket). I had sent her a request on Instagram two weeks ago. We had chatted a few years ago and even went to the same school, but she never accepted the request. And when she saw me today, she didn’t say hello or anything, she just looked at me like I was a piece of shit or something disgusting while I was pulling a pallet with my pallet jack. It felt so dehumanizing and humiliating. At this job, it often feels like women look at me as if I’m the lowest piece of trash.
And it’s not just work. School is a mess, too. I’m not the quiet type where people think, “Yeah, he’s the kind of guy who’ll do a mass shooting one day.” I’m not creepy or weird. Actually, I’m the opposite I’m funny, I make jokes, I say things others are too shy to say, and usually I make people laugh. But still, everyone talks badly about me and hates me for no reason. Whenever I make a joke or say something, they twist it or exaggerate it until it turns into some rumor about what I supposedly said or did. And honestly, I’m sure that if I looked better, people wouldn’t treat me this way.
There was also a girl at school I once asked out. She laughed at first, and when I told her I was serious, she said she just didn’t have time. Moments like that really show me how differently people get treated just because of how they look.
I’m not an incel, because I have been with women before, and I also have a friend who is like a brother to me. I don’t know what to do anymore, honestly. I’m in a strange period of my life and I’ve gone through some really hard blows of fate recently, to the point where I’ve seriously questioned whether this life is even worth living. And now all this loneliness is hitting me on top of everything, along with all these failures with women.
I don’t know how to rebuild my selfconfidence. Maybe I really need some intense looksmaxing methods, or maybe just to get better thoughts and more confidence I should do some sports again. I’d like to do martial arts again.
On top of that, I saw a girl at work today (I work in a supermarket). I had sent her a request on Instagram two weeks ago. We had chatted a few years ago and even went to the same school, but she never accepted the request. And when she saw me today, she didn’t say hello or anything, she just looked at me like I was a piece of shit or something disgusting while I was pulling a pallet with my pallet jack. It felt so dehumanizing and humiliating. At this job, it often feels like women look at me as if I’m the lowest piece of trash.
And it’s not just work. School is a mess, too. I’m not the quiet type where people think, “Yeah, he’s the kind of guy who’ll do a mass shooting one day.” I’m not creepy or weird. Actually, I’m the opposite I’m funny, I make jokes, I say things others are too shy to say, and usually I make people laugh. But still, everyone talks badly about me and hates me for no reason. Whenever I make a joke or say something, they twist it or exaggerate it until it turns into some rumor about what I supposedly said or did. And honestly, I’m sure that if I looked better, people wouldn’t treat me this way.
There was also a girl at school I once asked out. She laughed at first, and when I told her I was serious, she said she just didn’t have time. Moments like that really show me how differently people get treated just because of how they look.
I’m not an incel, because I have been with women before, and I also have a friend who is like a brother to me. I don’t know what to do anymore, honestly. I’m in a strange period of my life and I’ve gone through some really hard blows of fate recently, to the point where I’ve seriously questioned whether this life is even worth living. And now all this loneliness is hitting me on top of everything, along with all these failures with women.
I don’t know how to rebuild my selfconfidence. Maybe I really need some intense looksmaxing methods, or maybe just to get better thoughts and more confidence I should do some sports again. I’d like to do martial arts again.
