I Hate Being Indian and Don't Know What to do with my Life

[Chadeep]

A little backstory about me: I'm a 17 year old Indian American. My dad came to the U.S. in the 60s and my mom came to the U.S. in the 90s. Culturally I'm very American I was born in the U.S. and my parents have been here for a while. I live in the south. Referring to the title I'm so ashamed of my skin color and culture. I've been getting recommend TikToks of people asking someone what race they wouldn't date and in every single one of these videos they say Indian. I understand people are allowed to have dating preferences but these videos make me feel so devalued and terrible. On my Instagram feed I've been getting recommend videos of Indian street food and the comments under these videos are always so horrible and racist.Last year in my junior year of high school I tried to kill myself. I was tired of all my clsssmates being racist to me. They would openly do Indian accents in front of me and call me a terrorist and other horrible stuff. I remember one time this kid named Landon bought Indian food from a restaurant, came to school and dumped it on my head. This was completely humiliating and all the school did was send Landon home for the day. A girl I was talking to stopped talking to me and called me a pussy for not standing up for myself. After this happened I went home straight away and tried to slit my wrists. I guess I didn't cut deep enough and passed out for a few hours. I woke up to my parents yelling at me in the hospital. Since then my parents and everyone in my life have been cold and distant. I'm alone in my room crying while I type this. I have to go to university next year and I don't think I will be able to handle it. I'm looking for any life advice. How do I
keep going?

 

[Mosh12]

 

[RICHCELDOM]

bleach maxx

 

[Kater Maxxing]

You're in the wrong city

 

[Chadeep]

@n9wiff @CFW432

 

[LTNUser]

Humare school mei bhi kuch aisa hi hota hai matlab Jo dark brown hai use harsh treat karte hain aur jo lightskinned hai use better treat karte hein generally

 

[Bruce Wayne78]

Some retarded Subhuman curry wrote this with 25% BF

 

[n9wiff]

Society is not very human

 

[narutoer]

turn to a serial killer bro

 

[moredatesmorerapes]

from Reddit?

 

[Bruce Wayne78]

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You're in the wrong city

 

[fr0st]

A little backstory about me: I'm a 17 year old Indian American. My dad came to the U.S. in the 60s and my mom came to the U.S. in the 90s. Culturally I'm very American I was born in the U.S. and my parents have been here for a while. I live in the south. Referring to the title I'm so ashamed of my skin color and culture. I've been getting recommend TikToks of people asking someone what race they wouldn't date and in every single one of these videos they say Indian. I understand people are allowed to have dating preferences but these videos make me feel so devalued and terrible. On my Instagram feed I've been getting recommend videos of Indian street food and the comments under these videos are always so horrible and racist.Last year in my junior year of high school I tried to kill myself. I was tired of all my clsssmates being racist to me. They would openly do Indian accents in front of me and call me a terrorist and other horrible stuff. I remember one time this kid named Landon bought Indian food from a restaurant, came to school and dumped it on my head. This was completely humiliating and all the school did was send Landon home for the day. A girl I was talking to stopped talking to me and called me a pussy for not standing up for myself. After this happened I went home straight away and tried to slit my wrists. I guess I didn't cut deep enough and passed out for a few hours. I woke up to my parents yelling at me in the hospital. Since then my parents and everyone in my life have been cold and distant. I'm alone in my room crying while I type this. I have to go to university next year and I don't think I will be able to handle it. I'm looking for any life advice. How do I
keep going?

despite what people say a lot of people will date Indians as much as i like to joke and make fun of them genuinely they do get pussy. i dont know if this is just bait to get rep but theres still hope despite what the faggots on here try to tell you jfl.

 

[Chadeep]

from Reddit?

It's my life story bro

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Humare school mei bhi kuch aisa hi hota hai matlab Jo dark brown hai use harsh treat karte hain aur jo lightskinned hai use better treat karte hein generally

People see the size of my black fists and just shut up

 

[Bruce Wayne78]

It's my life story bro

Looks 100% larp

 

[Bruce Wayne78]

People see the size of my black fists and just shut up


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Dominant Kshatriya Genes

 

[Chadeep]

Looks 100% larp

Chadpreets like you laugh at my misery.

 

[fr0st]

A little backstory about me: I'm a 17 year old Indian American. My dad came to the U.S. in the 60s and my mom came to the U.S. in the 90s. Culturally I'm very American I was born in the U.S. and my parents have been here for a while. I live in the south. Referring to the title I'm so ashamed of my skin color and culture. I've been getting recommend TikToks of people asking someone what race they wouldn't date and in every single one of these videos they say Indian. I understand people are allowed to have dating preferences but these videos make me feel so devalued and terrible. On my Instagram feed I've been getting recommend videos of Indian street food and the comments under these videos are always so horrible and racist.Last year in my junior year of high school I tried to kill myself. I was tired of all my clsssmates being racist to me. They would openly do Indian accents in front of me and call me a terrorist and other horrible stuff. I remember one time this kid named Landon bought Indian food from a restaurant, came to school and dumped it on my head. This was completely humiliating and all the school did was send Landon home for the day. A girl I was talking to stopped talking to me and called me a pussy for not standing up for myself. After this happened I went home straight away and tried to slit my wrists. I guess I didn't cut deep enough and passed out for a few hours. I woke up to my parents yelling at me in the hospital. Since then my parents and everyone in my life have been cold and distant. I'm alone in my room crying while I type this. I have to go to university next year and I don't think I will be able to handle it. I'm looking for any life advice. How do I
keep going?

bro you got bullied by some low iq chuds dont worry jfl im sure you're gonna be fine most people aren't racist.

 

[Bruce Wayne78]

Chadpreets like you laugh at my misery.

Bhai is it seriously yours life story?

 

[mogtivism]

A little backstory about me: I'm a 17 year old Indian American. My dad came to the U.S. in the 60s and my mom came to the U.S. in the 90s. Culturally I'm very American I was born in the U.S. and my parents have been here for a while. I live in the south. Referring to the title I'm so ashamed of my skin color and culture. I've been getting recommend TikToks of people asking someone what race they wouldn't date and in every single one of these videos they say Indian. I understand people are allowed to have dating preferences but these videos make me feel so devalued and terrible. On my Instagram feed I've been getting recommend videos of Indian street food and the comments under these videos are always so horrible and racist.Last year in my junior year of high school I tried to kill myself. I was tired of all my clsssmates being racist to me. They would openly do Indian accents in front of me and call me a terrorist and other horrible stuff. I remember one time this kid named Landon bought Indian food from a restaurant, came to school and dumped it on my head. This was completely humiliating and all the school did was send Landon home for the day. A girl I was talking to stopped talking to me and called me a pussy for not standing up for myself. After this happened I went home straight away and tried to slit my wrists. I guess I didn't cut deep enough and passed out for a few hours. I woke up to my parents yelling at me in the hospital. Since then my parents and everyone in my life have been cold and distant. I'm alone in my room crying while I type this. I have to go to university next year and I don't think I will be able to handle it. I'm looking for any life advice. How do I
keep going?

Come to canada. Lots of indians here, you’ll fit in much better. The american south is the worst place to be an ethnic, the confederate spirit is still alive

 

[n9wiff]

Indians that have really dark skin AKA most Tamils get treated like shit here ( Malaysia ) too. Even the ones who are rich and go to private unis will face some sort of discrimination.

Not even going to mention the straight up "No Indians" in job postings and for rent advertisements every where.

I cringe hard when some fair-skinned chink or white guy tells some deathnik to stop being so self-hating. It's just being realistic.

My dad once teared up while drunk saying he wish he had my/my brother's skin tone cuz way darker Tamils like him get treated like shit in public sometimes, especially by Chinese people.

@NoLongerHuman OP reminded me of this brutal black pilling

Then again, not everyone here is like that and my Dad would have a better life here than any other country tbh, but little cracks showcase the ugly lookism in our society.

 

[laaltin]

reddit?

 

[Chadeep]

reddit?

No it's my Life Story.

 

[Chadeep]

bro you got bullied by some low iq chuds dont worry jfl im sure you're gonna be fine most people aren't racist.

Bhai is it seriously yours life story?

I will Stand up for my Bhais. Won't let normies affect me. #CurryHitler

 

[the_machinist_786]

No it's my Life Story.

100% larp u are posting on org since 2020 means when you were 12-13 when org was invisible and unheard 5 years back

 

[Bruce Wayne78]

Indians that have really dark skin AKA most Tamils get treated like shit here ( Malaysia ) too. Even the ones who are rich and go to private unis will face some sort of discrimination.

Not even going to mention the straight up "No Indians" in job postings and for rent advertisements every where.

I cringe hard when some fair-skinned chink or white guy tells some deathnik to stop being so self-hating. It's just being realistic.

My dad once teared up while drunk saying he wish he had my/my brother's skin tone cuz way darker Tamils like him get treated like shit in public sometimes, especially by Chinese people.

@NoLongerHuman OP reminded me of this brutal black pilling

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Then again, not everyone here is like that and my Dad would have a better life here than any other country tbh, but little cracks showcase the ugly lookism in our society.

But but saar sendhil mogs because high class
JFL it never began

 

[the_machinist_786]

But but saar sendhil mogs because high class
JFL it never began

Sendhil is Parpaan (Brahmin genes again)

 

[Chadeep]

100% larp u are posting on org since 2020 means when you were 12-13 when org was invisible and unheard 5 years back

I came here because of Blackgymax. Worst mistake

 

[Mosh12]

No it's my Life Story.

Are you @CFW432 ?

 

[Chadeep]

Are you @CFW432 ?

He's my alt

 

[quantitativePSL]

17 years old with 34k posts you might be cooked for life

 

[Mosh12]

He's my alt

So you’re white when you log on as him ?

 

[faustianspirit]

the obvious thing would be to go back to India and live among ur people.

 

[CFW432]

Are you @CFW432 ?

cant, im too proud of my hyderabadi background to write something like this

Cant hate yourself when you have a mogger and aesthetic heritage.

 

[forevergymcelling]

The average white guy in the west is so incredibly fucked. Absolutely garbage life

I can’t even imagine the life of an average indain male

No point of even leaving the house

 

[Mosh12]

cant, im too proud of my hyderabadi background to write something like this

Cant hate yourself when you have a mogger and aesthetic heritage.

Slay count and age ?

 

[Klasik616]

A little backstory about me: I'm a 17 year old Indian American. My dad came to the U.S. in the 60s and my mom came to the U.S. in the 90s. Culturally I'm very American I was born in the U.S. and my parents have been here for a while. I live in the south. Referring to the title I'm so ashamed of my skin color and culture. I've been getting recommend TikToks of people asking someone what race they wouldn't date and in every single one of these videos they say Indian. I understand people are allowed to have dating preferences but these videos make me feel so devalued and terrible. On my Instagram feed I've been getting recommend videos of Indian street food and the comments under these videos are always so horrible and racist.Last year in my junior year of high school I tried to kill myself. I was tired of all my clsssmates being racist to me. They would openly do Indian accents in front of me and call me a terrorist and other horrible stuff. I remember one time this kid named Landon bought Indian food from a restaurant, came to school and dumped it on my head. This was completely humiliating and all the school did was send Landon home for the day. A girl I was talking to stopped talking to me and called me a pussy for not standing up for myself. After this happened I went home straight away and tried to slit my wrists. I guess I didn't cut deep enough and passed out for a few hours. I woke up to my parents yelling at me in the hospital. Since then my parents and everyone in my life have been cold and distant. I'm alone in my room crying while I type this. I have to go to university next year and I don't think I will be able to handle it. I'm looking for any life advice. How do I
keep going?

Ethnics have terrible SMV in the US but decent SMV in Europe, reason: racism. European girls aren't very racist (not all just a few ones). You just have to be a good looking ethnic in Europe but not in US.

 

[CFW432]

Slay count and age ?

Jfl What does slay count or age have to do with self hate regarding cultural background?

Hyderabadis are not typical indians (aka cow piss drinking Hindus). I can't relate to anything in this post when he says
"Referring to the title I'm so ashamed of my skin color and culture."

I'm light brown myself and i have never seen anyone hating on hyderabadi culture. I couldn't care less if there are people "hating" on "indian" culture, AKA Hindus lol. Lol I'm disgusted with you subhumans as well, I'm joining in on the hate

 

[Mosh12]

Jfl What does slay count or age have to do with self hate regarding cultural background?

Hyderabadis are not typical indians (aka cow piss drinking Hindus). I can't relate to anything in this post when he says
"Referring to the title I'm so ashamed of my skin color and culture."

I'm light brown myself and i have never seen anyone hating on hyderabadi culture. I couldn't care less if there are people "hating" on "indian" culture, AKA Hindus lol. Lol I'm disgusted with you subhumans as well, I'm joining in on the hate

You claim to be a Mogger and since you won’t answer the question you’re likely a virgin and #noshame.

 

[CFW432]

You claim to be a Mogger and since you won’t answer the question you’re likely a virgin and #noshame.

Nah i just claim to be better than your average dindu

 

[jefty]

A little backstory about me: I'm a 17 year old Indian American. My dad came to the U.S. in the 60s and my mom came to the U.S. in the 90s. Culturally I'm very American I was born in the U.S. and my parents have been here for a while. I live in the south. Referring to the title I'm so ashamed of my skin color and culture. I've been getting recommend TikToks of people asking someone what race they wouldn't date and in every single one of these videos they say Indian. I understand people are allowed to have dating preferences but these videos make me feel so devalued and terrible. On my Instagram feed I've been getting recommend videos of Indian street food and the comments under these videos are always so horrible and racist.Last year in my junior year of high school I tried to kill myself. I was tired of all my clsssmates being racist to me. They would openly do Indian accents in front of me and call me a terrorist and other horrible stuff. I remember one time this kid named Landon bought Indian food from a restaurant, came to school and dumped it on my head. This was completely humiliating and all the school did was send Landon home for the day. A girl I was talking to stopped talking to me and called me a pussy for not standing up for myself. After this happened I went home straight away and tried to slit my wrists. I guess I didn't cut deep enough and passed out for a few hours. I woke up to my parents yelling at me in the hospital. Since then my parents and everyone in my life have been cold and distant. I'm alone in my room crying while I type this. I have to go to university next year and I don't think I will be able to handle it. I'm looking for any life advice. How do I
keep going?

is over

 

[bizzzz]

Wym? Even I'm indian and when i came to the US for my exchange year, nothing like that happened to me; in fact I felt welcomed. Obv everyones experiences are different Ik but maybe you should've changed your classes or school. And don't let it demotivate you fr ,Indians Americans almost have the highest median household income, making them one of the richest races. This can put you above other things if you work for it

 

[bizzzz]

Slay count and age ?

Does slay means fucking some1?

 

[CFW432]

Wym? Even I'm indian and when i came to the US for my exchange year, nothing like that happened to me; in fact I felt welcomed. Obv everyones experiences are different Ik but maybe you should've changed your classes or school. And don't let it demotivate you fr ,Indians Americans almost have the highest median household income, making them one of the richest races. This can put you above other things if you work for it

Ya if you're lightskin, good looking, and not a complete third world fob with disgusting unhygienic behavior, no one's going to hate on you

 

[Mosh12]

Does slay means fucking some1?

Yes

 

[Mosh12]

Nah i just claim to be better than your average dindu

Cant hate yourself when you have a mogger and aesthetic heritage.
Your exact words

 

[Chadeep]

Cant hate yourself when you have a mogger and aesthetic heritage.
Your exact words

It's over for Dalits like me.

 

[CFW432]

Cant hate yourself when you have a mogger and aesthetic heritage.
Your exact words

Mogger heritage indeed lol. Especially compared to dindus.

And i don't hate myself. Lol?

 

[Mosh12]

And you’re a virgin in the west

Mogger heritage indeed lol. Especially compared to dindus.

And i don't hate myself. Lol?

 

[bizzzz]

Ya if you're lightskin, good looking, and not a complete third world fob with disgusting unhygienic behavior, no one's going to hate on you

I ain't bluepilled so I'll say iam atleast light skinned,and hygienic enough to don't let those stereotypes stick