i hate being ND

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all of the niggas larping as being nt while having 0 diagnosis will never know what its actually like

i hate the way nt people behave, everything comes easy to them: conversations, finding friends, finding relationships - everything

i unironically feel like this image
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I've never in my entire life felt normal especially around other people

fuck my ND life, aspergers is rope fuel. Id rather drop down from htn to ltn if it meant being nt :incel::incel:
 
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@superpsycho are you ND?
 
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BigBallsLarry said:
all of the niggas larping as being nt while having 0 diagnosis will never know what its actually like

i hate the way nt people behave, everything comes easy to them: conversations, finding friends, finding relationships - everything

i unironically feel like this imageView attachment 4011372

I've never in my entire life felt normal especially around other people

fuck my ND life, aspergers is rope fuel. Id rather drop down from htn to ltn if it meant being nt :incel::incel:
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I'm sorry for larping man
 
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I got Asperger’s and schizophrenia and it’s horrible man hate it tbh
 
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grilldaddy❤️ said:
I got Asperger’s and schizophrenia and it’s horrible man hate it tbh
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schizophrenia is brutal.

i have aspergers too, how do you cope with not being able to connect or relate to normies at all? it makes me very depressed
 
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what’s ur diagnosis
 
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@BigBallsLarry @grilldaddy❤️
I've only done having friends and another thing on this list but idk why, I'm just a fakecel
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if you have done any of these things then fuck you

-kissed a girl -held hands with a girl -got a hug from a girl -had sex -had friends in your teenage years -experienced teen love -had a girlfriend -got a compliment about your looks before -never got bullied
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Whiteboard7 said:
@BigBallsLarry @grilldaddy❤️
I've only done having friends and another thing on this list but idk why, I'm just a fakecel
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if you have done any of these things then fuck you

-kissed a girl -held hands with a girl -got a hug from a girl -had sex -had friends in your teenage years -experienced teen love -had a girlfriend -got a compliment about your looks before -never got bullied
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The other thing was getting compliment. That's it
 
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Whiteboard7 said:
@BigBallsLarry @grilldaddy❤️
I've only done having friends and another thing on this list but idk why, I'm just a fakecel
looksmax.org

if you have done any of these things then fuck you

-kissed a girl -held hands with a girl -got a hug from a girl -had sex -had friends in your teenage years -experienced teen love -had a girlfriend -got a compliment about your looks before -never got bullied
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its ok bhai, ive never claimed being an incel but im a fakecel aswell if that means anything :y'all: doesnt mean life isnt miserable. its worse than ever now tbh, ropefuel not being able to connect with anyone at 17
 
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FlotPSL said:
why?
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i go outside every day (gym, shopping etc) just to see normies connecting and funcitoning normally. i have "friends" and see them interact with eachother but i feel like a cuck in the friend group just watching everyone else and using them as a cover
 
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BigBallsLarry said:
its ok bhai, ive never claimed being an incel but im a fakecel aswell if that means anything :y'all: doesnt mean life isnt miserable. its worse than ever now tbh, ropefuel not being able to connect with anyone at 17
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Once you go off to college it will hopefully be fun. That's what I'm gonna go in 3 weeks
 
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BigBallsLarry said:
i go outside every day (gym, shopping etc) just to see normies connecting and funcitoning normally. i have "friends" and see them interact with eachother but i feel like a cuck in the friend group just watching everyone else and using them as a cover
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real.
 
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BigBallsLarry said:
schizophrenia is brutal.

i have aspergers too, how do you cope with not being able to connect or relate to normies at all? it makes me very depressed
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i just don’t talk to people tbh
 
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BigBallsLarry said:
i go outside every day (gym, shopping etc) just to see normies connecting and funcitoning normally. i have "friends" and see them interact with eachother but i feel like a cuck in the friend group just watching everyone else and using them as a cover
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What do you rate yourself looks wise and how does that work IRL. Do foids come up to talk with you or stare at you
 
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i go outside every day (gym, shopping etc) just to see normies connecting and funcitoning normally. i have "friends" and see them interact with eachother but i feel like a cuck in the friend group just watching everyone else and using them as a cover
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Brutal i have like 2 friends in school and get bullied for my looks so atleast ur not like me
Its been so long since i have seen the sun
 
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Whiteboard7 said:
@BigBallsLarry @grilldaddy❤️
I've only done having friends and another thing on this list but idk why, I'm just a fakecel
looksmax.org

if you have done any of these things then fuck you

-kissed a girl -held hands with a girl -got a hug from a girl -had sex -had friends in your teenage years -experienced teen love -had a girlfriend -got a compliment about your looks before -never got bullied
looksmax.org looksmax.org
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Your suffering is still valid
 
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Whiteboard7 said:
What do you rate yourself looks wise and how does that work IRL. Do foids come up to talk with you or stare at you
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im like l-m htn but it doesnt change much

ofc its easier to get people to "like you" but its never real connection which is something i want but cant get.

foids will glance at me sometimes, ive been came up to maybe 4 or 5 times in public and get some dms on ig but i never respond to them beyond a simple thanks :forcedsmile:
 
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FlotPSL said:
Brutal i have like 2 friends in school and get bullied for my looks so atleast ur not like me
Its been so long since i have seen the sun
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brutal man. hope it gets better.
 
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BigBallsLarry said:
im like l-m htn but it doesnt change much

ofc its easier to get people to "like you" but its never real connection which is something i want but cant get.

foids will glance at me sometimes, ive been came up to maybe 4 or 5 times in public and get some dms on ig but i never respond to them beyond a simple thanks :forcedsmile:
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That's relatable. Rn I'm like HMTN-LHTN. Hope I can ascend to atleast a MHTN. Girls do stare at me which is weird and I will probably feel weird in college
 
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Whiteboard7 said:
That's relatable. Rn I'm like HMTN-LHTN. Hope I can ascend to atleast a MHTN. Girls do stare at me which is weird and I will probably feel weird in college
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being gl and ND is very weird. NT people wont get it. ND htn gets as much play as an NT ltn if not less
 
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BigBallsLarry said:
being gl and ND is very weird. NT people wont get it. ND htn gets as much play as an NT ltn if not less
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If you ascend in puberty it's bad because you've never experienced getting attention so it just feels weird and causes you to be even more ND
 
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BigBallsLarry said:
being gl and ND is very weird. NT people wont get it. ND htn gets as much play as an NT ltn if not less
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This is what I look like rn
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Can I fix any of my flaws?

Can I fix any of my flaws from softmaxxing. I'm doing stuff to fix my inflamed nose and taking minxodil for my eyebrows and eyelashes. 6'1. 18M
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Whiteboard7 said:
If you ascend in puberty it's bad because you've never experienced getting attention so it just feels weird and causes you to be even more ND
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defined me
 
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Whiteboard7 said:
I got it. I know my flaws can only be fixed by hardmaxing but any softmaxes?
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probably nothing that ur not already doing


ur on a good path
 
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grilldaddy❤️ said:
I got Asperger’s and schizophrenia and it’s horrible man hate it tbh
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Can i ask you why you paint those jewterms on yourself ? What do you understand under them ? Isnt everyone different
 
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uglywigger said:
Can i ask you why you paint those jewterms on yourself ? What do you understand under them ? Isnt everyone different
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Nigger mental illnesses are real
 
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