I hate God for making my side better than my front

[yoshisand]

Imagine from day one you had to go through this torturous experience of girls seeing a glimpse of your laughing smiling at you. Then as soon as you turn around and face them. boom they get disappointed. This has happened to me so many fucking times I can't even be mad any more I place all my anger on God if he exists. Every time you try to build up some confidence girls look at your front disappointment pride and confidence 404 not found.
This goes beyond girls even the guys treat me differently
They wanna act all friendly and shit to me but when they see my front they scoff and laugh. Say never mind . They wanna hang out with me but as soon as I turn my face to look at them they don't wanna hang out. Everyday I wake up wondering what did I do to God for him to give me this fucked up ass life with these fucked up ass people if there is a God fuck him. I should say heaven in a cope for. People with bad lifes to accept it then realize they wasted there life away.
I hate God I hate God I hate god

 

[ToryToad]

I feel you tbh,I have the same problem

 

[yoshisand]

I feel you tbh,I have the same problem

I swear to God if there is one he'll have to beg me for forgiveness for this fucked up ass life

 

[yoshisand]

I feel you tbh,I have the same problem

It's just funny to be honest guys with better front are out there living there life's getting there confidence built up by the dollar going through life experiences like bingo. And for the people who's sides better than there fronts there lies only ruin and ldaring

 

[yoshisand]

I feel you tbh,I have the same problem

I wonder if God just laughs at us he finds it humorous to himself that let me destroys this kids confidence for the rest of his life at a young age

 

[ToryToad]

It's just funny to be honest guys with better front are out there living there life's getting there confidence built up by the dollar going through life experiences like bingo. And for the people who's sides better than there fronts there lies only ruin and ldaring

I dont think that its this deep but i get your point

 

[yoshisand]

I dont think that its this deep but i get your point

No bro it is this deep it is