I hate it when my abusive dad using his religion to punish me

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Gosh I hate it when my dad intimates and uses his religion to still punish me. I wish I could move out of the shithole country that he forced me to move to, he makes me want to leave Christianity for forcing me to go to Chruch everyday Sunday, being way too radical with his religion that there's almost no freedom, my churchmates outcasted me when I was younger, I almost got no support groups, my dad doesn't encourage me to try to improve. I remember he told me that I was going to have alot of enemies and look what happened. I became a misanthrope. I hate almost everyone and I've become more selective of who could try to befriend. Yet I hate it when Bible says to love everyone it's bullcrap when it says to love everyone yet no body gives a fuck about me fuck humanity for being abusive towards me and outcasting me the majority of people