
hax
life starts at 6'4
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I can't buy Test nor HGH and i need to wait to turn 18 for Surgery. 
I wake up and hate my face, all i can do is fraud my side profile and go on with my day. I try to stay away form reflections (if i see myself in bad lightning my day is ruined), put on my platform shoes, blast music to stop myself from thinking, walk around in school being mid in almost every class, thinking about my face and what clothes to buy and what hair color to get to dissimulate the fact that I'm a sub. I can't sleep without melatonin because i keep having the urge to cry about my looks. I come back home and play video games because it's the only way to forget. The only time I'm actually happy is when it comes to grades or when playing with my friends online.
I wake up and hate my face, all i can do is fraud my side profile and go on with my day. I try to stay away form reflections (if i see myself in bad lightning my day is ruined), put on my platform shoes, blast music to stop myself from thinking, walk around in school being mid in almost every class, thinking about my face and what clothes to buy and what hair color to get to dissimulate the fact that I'm a sub. I can't sleep without melatonin because i keep having the urge to cry about my looks. I come back home and play video games because it's the only way to forget. The only time I'm actually happy is when it comes to grades or when playing with my friends online.