I hate my lonely life

[trnguyenalo]

I dont look bad plus im 6’1 but i moved out since really young and im always by myself, i have a decent amount of money to care about myself too but im just too nd and im too scared to talk to people (due to failed situationships) Im really scared to talk to people irl and i really want a long term partner, I have talked to endless girls and so many situationships but never even passed 3 weeks n the most is 6 weeks. It is so brutal, all i need is a long term gf to fill my emptiness, no matter how better i look or how many girls i slay, i still feel like shit. I just want someone who could listen to me yap and be alone w me. People told me to go out more and socialize and im about to start doing it again and try to talk to people

What should I do?