TheVoidInside
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I hate the fact that she got me to drop my guard then proceeeded to mop the floor with me .
I hate the fact that she has been IQmogging me her whole life.
I hate how she would barely talk about herself which made it impossible to figure her out and understand the disaprity between us.
I hate how she is always one step ahead of me no matter what i do.
I hate how she was in control of the situation and i was completely utterly clueless.
Copers here will say "buuuuut bro, she is just a hoe", she is not and thats the problem. She is a peer, she is competition, she is better than me and i suspect she may be a few months older than me too. She will always be there to make me feel like a LOSER.
There was nothing that i could have done with her, NOTHING. My best bet would have been to just make a fucking move, completely ignoring her mental gymnastics and just end it quickly.
Yes she would have rejected me and probably retaliated but at least i wouldnt have gone through to excruciating process of trying to mentally approach a woman that was on a completely different state of being.
That oofie doofie bs i tried to pull on her was the dumbest move i could have made. Having an income wouldnt have made much of a difference either. Putting my arm on her and getting brutally rejected was sadly the smartest choice.
I hate the fact that she has been IQmogging me her whole life.
I hate how she would barely talk about herself which made it impossible to figure her out and understand the disaprity between us.
I hate how she is always one step ahead of me no matter what i do.
I hate how she was in control of the situation and i was completely utterly clueless.
Copers here will say "buuuuut bro, she is just a hoe", she is not and thats the problem. She is a peer, she is competition, she is better than me and i suspect she may be a few months older than me too. She will always be there to make me feel like a LOSER.
There was nothing that i could have done with her, NOTHING. My best bet would have been to just make a fucking move, completely ignoring her mental gymnastics and just end it quickly.
Yes she would have rejected me and probably retaliated but at least i wouldnt have gone through to excruciating process of trying to mentally approach a woman that was on a completely different state of being.
That oofie doofie bs i tried to pull on her was the dumbest move i could have made. Having an income wouldnt have made much of a difference either. Putting my arm on her and getting brutally rejected was sadly the smartest choice.
