EdgyFashionist
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For my whole fucking I have been hanging out with nihilistic losers, basement dwellers, anime nerds and video game addicts.
I literally never could take them to any trip with me because they are either broke or too busy jerking off to anime.
I was born in small ass polish village so I didn't had much options honestly it was either going alone or force myself to socialize with them. Always after socializing with them I was filled with some blackpilled energy, because of how lazy, pathetic, arrogant they were.
The most infuriating part in this whole shit is when I try to learn something new or I focus on my hobbies or basically anything related with myself they ALWAYS need to say some most retarded nihilistic shit ever, like "dude why are you learning programming? Finding a job is impossible now so they won't hire you anyway"
, "Dude why are you moving out to big city? Everything there is so expensive and we got everything here (remember that we live in a fucking village with 1k citizens)"
Second annoying thing is when I get some female friend and they act like a fucking porn addicts around her, like bruh you ain't gonna have sex with her chill out, especially when she's clearly disgusted and feels uncomfortable.
Since I moved out and enrolled to university I did not seen them for like 9 months and when I came back for a weekend to that dirty village, fucking all of them achieved massive glow downs, they are either junkies, neets, losers or land whales. It made me feel so disgusted by such people, like you almost had everything how did you managed to fuck up everything so bad?
So because of socializing with such people till my early adulthood I never got any social experiences and my life have just started while everyone at 20yo seems to settling down.
I am the only one here with such bad experiences? I will never regain that wasted time again.
I literally never could take them to any trip with me because they are either broke or too busy jerking off to anime.
I was born in small ass polish village so I didn't had much options honestly it was either going alone or force myself to socialize with them. Always after socializing with them I was filled with some blackpilled energy, because of how lazy, pathetic, arrogant they were.
The most infuriating part in this whole shit is when I try to learn something new or I focus on my hobbies or basically anything related with myself they ALWAYS need to say some most retarded nihilistic shit ever, like "dude why are you learning programming? Finding a job is impossible now so they won't hire you anyway"
, "Dude why are you moving out to big city? Everything there is so expensive and we got everything here (remember that we live in a fucking village with 1k citizens)" Second annoying thing is when I get some female friend and they act like a fucking porn addicts around her, like bruh you ain't gonna have sex with her chill out, especially when she's clearly disgusted and feels uncomfortable.
Since I moved out and enrolled to university I did not seen them for like 9 months and when I came back for a weekend to that dirty village, fucking all of them achieved massive glow downs, they are either junkies, neets, losers or land whales. It made me feel so disgusted by such people, like you almost had everything how did you managed to fuck up everything so bad?
So because of socializing with such people till my early adulthood I never got any social experiences and my life have just started while everyone at 20yo seems to settling down.
I am the only one here with such bad experiences? I will never regain that wasted time again.
