i hate myself. Not in a sad way tho I'm the biggest enemy to myself.

[astatin]

Tbh i just accepted what i am.

I accepted that i'm a manlet.

I did the same with my looks and everything else.

Yes it's bad, I know. I wish things were different but now it's the way it is.

I wish i didn't blame myself for everything that i do.

I wish i could just telll myself "wow you did a great job man". But to be honest, I doubt that will happen any time soon.

At the same time I'm happy I dont stand out as much. I'd hate being watched at. I just love my peace.

 

[annenisikeyim]

i literally put rocks in front of me on purpose.I dont wanna be a failure child

 

[annenisikeyim]

and we both go too harsh on ourselves even tho it foesnt even matter after. 2 3 days, we gotta learn to let go

 

[astatin]

i literally put rocks in front of me on purpose.I dont wanna be a failure child

and we both go too harsh on ourselves even tho it foesnt even matter after. 2 3 days, we gotta learn to let go

I lowk don't understand what you mean.

 

[annenisikeyim]

I lowk don't understand what you mean.

im having real hard time translating them sorry bro

 

[dhusc]

I lowk don't understand what you mean.

he’s saying he places rocks in front of him on purpose

 

[annenisikeyim]

he’s saying he places rocks in front of him on purpose

it means im holding myself back on purpose

 

[dhusc]

it means im holding myself back on purpose

sometimes I get sad because I had so much and it all went away

 

[annenisikeyim]

sometimes I get sad because I had so much and it all went away

exactly

 

[ashdod_mogger]

Tbh i just accepted what i am.

I accepted that i'm a manlet.

I did the same with my looks and everything else.

Yes it's bad, I know. I wish things were different but now it's the way it is.

I wish i didn't blame myself for everything that i do.

I wish i could just telll myself "wow you did a great job man". But to be honest, I doubt that will happen any time soon.

At the same time I'm happy I dont stand out as much. I'd hate being watched at. I just love my peace.

relatable
listen to sematary x ghost mountain

 

[Sal653]

Tbh i just accepted what i am.

I accepted that i'm a manlet.

I did the same with my looks and everything else.

Yes it's bad, I know. I wish things were different but now it's the way it is.

I wish i didn't blame myself for everything that i do.

I wish i could just telll myself "wow you did a great job man". But to be honest, I doubt that will happen any time soon.

At the same time I'm happy I dont stand out as much. I'd hate being watched at. I just love my peace.

just try to talk with psychiatrist might help a lot tbh,seems like some childhood problem that can be fixed really

 

[astatin]

relatable
listen to sematary x ghost mountain

I already listen to them.

just try to talk with psychiatrist might help a lot tbh,seems like some childhood problem that can be fixed really

i've already tried. I fear my iq is too high for that. I'm the only person that can tell me what to do.

 

[Sal653]

I already listen to them.

i've already tried. I fear my iq is too high for that. I'm the only person that can tell me what to do.

if you know what's bothering you and what should you do but can't just do it no one can make you do that just spend time with good friends, hit the gym and find hobbies (based information but it really helps tbh). life happens only once, make a lot of mistakes and blame yourself only if you don't learn from them. believe no one will even remember if you done something stupid or didn't get a professional in something really. consistency in things you like is most important thing don't blame yourself if you can't do smth perfect even after a lot of attempts.

 

[astatin]

if you know what's bothering you and what should you do but can't just do it no one can make you do that just spend time with good friends, hit the gym and find hobbies (based information but it really helps tbh). life happens only once, make a lot of mistakes and blame yourself only if you don't learn from them. believe no one will even remember if you done something stupid or didn't get a professional in something really. consistency in things you like is most important thing don't blame yourself if you can't do smth perfect even after a lot of attempts.

I really appreaciate you for putting the effort into this. Most people don't care at all. I know you had good intentions writing this out, sadly i already do everything you just suggested. And i have already heard everything. It's easy to say but really hard to do. I'll prollly be fine by tommorow since it's always like this.

 

[Sal653]

yeah it's seems that only way is hoping tgat things will get better in future and try to distract yourself with some activities