I hate myself, please help me ascend

[ExaltedPanda]

I’m so fucking ugly and I need to fix this. My eyes are horrible, my acne is horrendous. I’m tryna grow out my hair, should I cut my side burns and rat tail as I grow it out? Also, I have this weird black mark on my face, how do I get rid of it? 18m, 140lbs

 

[Bryce]

Bimax and rhinoplasty desperately needed, maybe even genio after bimax from how recessed you are

 

[ExaltedPanda]

Bimax and rhinoplasty desperately needed, maybe even genio after bimax from how recessed you are

Preferably soft maxing for now. What can be done in that regard?